Sunday, November 08, 2009
just a summary of what i've been doing last week, work was hectic and time just wheezed past:
Mondaywas busy with work. met up with mingtai for lunch at work :) caught up alot, talked much more den we did in poly.. company bus-ed down to dhoby ghaut and walked around alone. received a call from janice honey for steamboat at bugis, and so we met for dinner~ steamboat-ed and shopped ard bugis before MRT-ing back. received an SMS from someone i didn't expect to, replied and i felt like a fool crying on the MRT after that.
MRT broke down and thus got to bus back to woodlands before taking the long, dark road home :) lucky i got someone on the line with, so that i feel more secure walking back :D
Tuesdaymet up with sis michele for dinner at JP and manicure after that~ everything was so last min!! thanks for the dinner treat at ichiban sushi~ and yea, enjoyed the session with her~ and we cabbed back after that~
Wednesdaymet up with da jie for Michael Jackson's This Is It. fell asleep awhile in the cinema, but no its not because the show is boring, it's because I'M DAMN TIRED! :(
Thursdaywas a good girl, went home straight after work on thursday. need to replenish energy!!
Fridaymet up with bestie sansan on fri and we shopped in Lot1~ bought 2 pairs of shoes from Mondo for $44 ONLY! and a bottle of perfume from SASA at $29. OMG, i'm turning into a spendthrift :( thanks to my sponsor though, but i promise to return once i've gotten my pay :)
Saturdaywent for malcolm's graduation ceremony at braddell heights CC in serangoon. let the pictures talk :) and watched Jennifer's Body with da jie in cineleisure after that. dinner-ed at Xin Wang Cafe, and K-BOX till 4am. TOTALLY INSANE!! cos i gotta wake up at 10am the nxt day~
Malcolm's Graduation
See Yee's Wedding Luncheon
8:44 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…
有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？
我的下一站幸福，在哪里呢？:)
it's the 6th again.. supposed to be the 41st.. when will i ever forget that every 6th of the month was so important to me??
11:48 PM
他说：
以後你如果遇到任何事～直接喊陳振哲～我就會來救你
is this... true?
12:36 AM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
let me say this again, what you see isn't the truth. who knows how many buckets of tears i've teared ever since that day? who knows how i feel when the emotions came rushing in before i sleep every night? i hate to put on a smiling mask everyday, regardless at work or at home. i'm tired, and sick of it.. but, do i have a choice? i had to do it, i shall not let anyone worry for me. not a single soul.
i feel myself alive, when i'm drinking. i felt alive when i feel numb after drinking. it's like.. "hey, i'm indeed alive!" i'm starting to fall in love of being numb :) listening to live bands makes me immense myself in music only, forgetting whatever sorrows i have at that point of time. i can forget about being myself and go along with the music..
i wanna be happier, stronger and braver. i wanna be independent, dun wanna depend on anyone anymore. i wanna let everyone know that "jinling is a very brave girl :)"
if you are happier without me in your life, please leave and forget me and i'll be glad that i made the right choice by leaving you. the day i remove the ring from my necklace, will be the day i have put you down totally, and moved on with my life. oh btw, do listen to SHE's 安靜了. some parts of the lyrics, is what i wanna say to you. i dedicate this song to, you. (you know who you are)
but sometimes, i really do wish to have a shoulder to lean on, when i'm real tired and sick of life.. where is that shoulder i've been looking for? :(
ps: met up wif MT for lunch today, will blog abt it soon~
2:33 AM
Monday, November 02, 2009
zhe sent me this and i find part of it kinda true~ :D
☆友情 vs. 愛情〃★
友誼：是你打他一巴掌…他會還你一巴掌。
愛情：則是會默默承受…且說「打是情、罵是愛」。
友誼：是他摟你的腰…會覺得太肉麻。
愛情：則是愈緊愈好…最好永遠不要分開?
友誼：說話時聲音如雷…不拘小節。
愛情：則是輕聲細語…動作溫柔…惟恐嚇到對方。
友誼：同床異夢。
愛情：夢裡相思。
友誼：三秋不見如隔一日。
愛情：一日不見如隔三秋。
友誼：上公車時…和你一起擠。
愛情：是護著你先上車。
友誼：一件事和你辯論到底。
愛情：任何事都是你對。
友誼：盼望能同年同月同日生。
愛情：則但願同年同明同日死。
友誼：吃飯時…菜單各看一本。
愛情：則是共同看一本菜單。
友誼：分手時說再見。
愛情：則是說「明天見」。
友誼：接到你的信時…明天再回信。
愛情：則是立刻、馬上回信…一刻都不願耽擱。
友誼：會大聲說我有很多朋友。
愛情：則會說只有一個你。
友誼：買一樣東西時…會說「沒眼光」。
愛情：則會說「你好眼力，會挑好的東西」。
友誼：笑會遙遠祝福你。
愛情：則是含淚遙遠思念你。
友誼：是將你的相片放在相簿中。
愛情：是會將相片隨身攜帶。
友誼：走路時保持距離。
愛情：則是沒有距離並且手拉手。
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