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Sunday, November 30, 2003


wAS aT hoMe e wHoLe dAe oN fRidAE.. siAnz.. pLaYeD gunbOunD aLmosT e wHoLe dAe.. =X madE a fEw fReNz aLsO.. cHaTteD wiF wEihOnG.. whOm i goT tO nOe iN guNbOunD.. gOt tO nOe dAt hE's fRm NYP.. tAkinG baNkinG aNd fiNancE.. e couRse whiCh i wAntEd.. -.-"' hE kEeP reMinD mE tO sLp eArLiE.. deN sAE soMetHinG |iKe.. gErs mUz sLp eArLie.. sLp |atE nOt goOd.. buT guYs nEvA minD.. cAn sLp |aTe.. wAd |ogiC iS dAt?! hAHhaz.. deN.. goT bEdtiMe sTorY bY hiM.. |o|z.. hE oweD mE 2 morE beDtiMe sToriEs oN sAturDae.. deN hE pRomisE eV'rY nitE gOt bEdtiMe sTorY dE.. |o|z.. i aCt aS kiD |iKe dAt.. mUz hAvE bEdtiMe sTorY beForE sLeEpinG.. =X


sAturDae.. gOt a ca|| froM cHuN siAnG aNd wE cHaTtEd fOr aBt.. 1 hR.. hAHhaz.. diDn'T eXpeCt tO chAt dAt |onG.. =p iN e eNd.. i wAs |atE.. cOz i aCtua||y hAve tO rEaCh sYa's hoUsE aT 2pM.. wheN i rEaCh theRe.. onLiE bRandOn rEaCh |iaOz.. -.-"' i tHouGht i'M e |aSt.. deN.. keLviN aNd hiS bRotHeR meLviN caMe |atEr.. cOz theY pLaYinG gAmE aT hoMe.. deN sAe soMethinG |iKe.. theY gOt sTuCk iN e |ifT oR wAdeVa.. |o|z.. deN wE gO taKe fOod aNd eAt |e!! sO yuMmY u noE.. hEez.. deN.. aFtEr qUitE |onG.. nOrA rEaCheD.. deN.. wE eAT aGaiN.. pEi heR eAt.. c... wE sO goOd hOrz.. =X aFtEr dAt.. wE toK cRaPz.. eV'rYthinG undEr e suN.. mOoN.. aNd e sTaRs.. aT aBt 5.30pM.. ca||eD mY dAD tO feTcH mE.. hEez.. deN.. gO fOr diNneR |e |oRz.. siAnz.. cOuLdn't eAt.. cOz tOo fu|| |e.. iN e eNd.. diDn'T eAt aNytHinG fOr e dAE eXcEpT aT sYa's hSe.. cOuLdn'T |oG iN tO guNbOunD.. mAyBe tOo mAnY ppL pLaY |e bAhz?! sO.. diDn'T gEt tO hAvE bEdtiMe sToriEs |aSt nitE.. hoPe toNiGhT cAn |oG iN.. deN cAn hAvE 3 bEdtiMe sToRiEs |e!!! oOps... =X


weNt tO mY dAd's oFfiCe.. nO nEed tO dO aNythiNG cOz diS wEeK noT mY tuRn.. hEez.. deN weNt tO e cReAtivE dE wArEhOusE saLe.. hEez.. todAe |aSt dAe |e wOrz.. a |oT oF sTuFfs soLd oUt |e.. *sObZz* bOughT a cD-wRitEr iN e eNd.. hEez.. wAiTeD sO |onG |eHz.. mY dAd pRomisEd mE duNnO sinCe hOw |onG |e.. fiNa||y gOt tO oWn oNe.. nO nEed tO aSk mY fReNz tO heLp mE buRn cDs |e.. =) aCtua||Y wAnNa bUy a mP3 pLaYeR aLsO.. buT mY dAd a biT.. hAHhaa.. deN i duN dArE aSk.. =X deN i te|| hiM.. fOr cReAtiVe dE neXt wArEhOusE saLe.. i wANnA bUy aN mp3 pLaYeR.. cOz mY diScmAn nOw kiNdA siAo siaO |e.. soMemorE i usE fOr aBt.. 5 tO 6 yRs |e |eHz.. cAn iMaGiNe hOw |onG wAs dAT aNoTz?!?! hoPe e wArEhousE saLe comEs aGaiN sOoNz.. *hiAk hiaK* deN i cAn hAvE mP3 pLaYeR |e.. =)


4:30 PM

Friday, November 28, 2003


DAMN!! kEeP hAvinG pRobLeMs wiF mY mOdEm.. iN jUz 1 hR iN mIRC.. duNno gEt diScoNneCtEd hOw mAnY tiMeS |e.. dArReN.. kEnNeTh aNd piNg yanG hAvE wiTneSsEd dAt.. e mP3 i reCieVinG froM keNnetH aLsO goT diScoNneCteD duNnO hOw mAnY tiMeS.. -.-"' mY qiNg tiAn~~~~~~ dE |aI bU yi dE mP3.. wi|| tReAsurE dE.. i onLiE jOiNeD onE cHanNeL coZ kEeP d/C mAhz.. deN iF iN mAnY cHaNneLs.. deN i kEeP d/C oR wAD.. iT'z rEaL iRritAting |oRz.. deN mY fReN sTi|| sAe i neVa jOiN hEr cHanneL oR wAdeVa.. pLs |oRz.. kEeP d/C |eHz.. i DAMN PEK CEK nOt onLiE peK cEk.. buT.. hAvinG gAstRiCs.. huNgrY.. aNd piSsEd ofF k..


gaStRiCs hAvE beEn gOiNg oN fOr fEw dAeS |e.. buT i neVa te|| aNyonE.. noT a siNgLe sOuL.. i tRieD tO hAvE a bRavE fRoNt wheNeVeR hAving gAStRiCs.. bLogGie.. onLiE u noE thiS..


nOt goNnA bE iN mIRC aNd mSn |e.. nO moOd fOr tHosE.. nOw i jUz wAnNa sTaRe iNtO sPaCe.. aNd dO noThinG.. nOtHinG aT a||.. unLeSs soMeonE iS wi||inG tO pEi mE toK on foNe.. buT i gueSs.. theRe wuN bE a siNgLe sOuL........ mAyBe..... noT eVeN mY beSt fReNz.. aNd beSteSt fReNz..


wi|| bE sTaYinG aT hoMe tmL~ siAnzZ.. wi|| bE sTaYinG aT hoMe fOr 2 cOnsEcuTivE dAeS |e.. deN.. duRinG e wEeKeNdS.. coNfirM wi|| bE fEeL nEgLatEd aGaiN.. hAiZz.. aM i sO uNpOpuLaR dAt nO oNe aSks mE ouT?? oR iZiT dAt mY soCiaL ciRcLe iS tOo sMa||? oR iZiT dAt mY fReNz duN giVe a dAmN aBt mE?! siGhz.. aCtua||Y.. wAd i wAnNa dO wiThiN diS fEw wEeKs iS tO hAvE soMeonE tO pEi mE tO gO tO e suNtEc e eXhiBitiOn.. i miSsEd e siNgapOrE bLoOm.. cOz cOuLdn'T fiNd ppL tO pEi mE gO.. woNdEr wi|| aNyoNe wi||inG tO pEi mE?!?!?!?!??!!?


12:28 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2003


oH yA.. fOrgoT tO wRitE aBt oNe poinT.. i pAsSeD A-L-L mY mOduLeS!! wOohOooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sO hApPiE.. hAd nO coNfidEnCe tO pAsS a|| e mOduLeS aCtua||y.. sO hApPiE.. gueSs todAe hAvE BIG aPpeTitE |iaOz.. sO fAr.. nOe soMe ppL pAsSeD a|| mOduLeS |e.. a|| froM mY cLaSs dE.. wOndErinG hoW aBt e othErs dAt i noE..? diD theY pAsS a|| thEiR mOduLeS tOo......????*tHinKinG.............................................*


5:16 PM

wAs heLpinG aT mY dAd's pLaCe oN tuEsdAe.. siAnz.. diD nTh muCh.. chAtTeD wiF tiNgwEi oN e fone onLiE |oRz..


yeStErdAE.. weNt ovEr tO sAnsaN's hsE.. ca||eD heR sO mAnY tiMes tO waKe heR uP.. diSturB hEr.. =X wheN shE fina||y waKe uP.. aSkeD heR wheTheR i shLd gO foR iNterViews foR e joB.. iN e eNd.. deCidEd noT tO go.. =p meT heR aT cCk coNtroL sTatiOn aT 1.30pM.. buT wAS |aTe.. cOz oF mY muM |aHz.. sO nAgGy.. -.-"' boUghT suShi aNd taKoyaKi fOr |unCh.. deN oN e buS.. ovErshOt bY 1 buSsToP.. hAHhaaz.. cOz.. nO oNe prEsS e be||.. deN iN e eNd.. wE hAd tO wa|k baCk.. oN e wAy.. sAnsaN weNt tO 7-11 tO buY biG guLp.. buT i neVa buY aNytHiNG.. nO $$..


reAcheD heR hsE.. sAw heR cAt sO wEirD.. deN i noE.. her cAt jUz hAd heR baTH.. |o|z.. sAnsaN mAdE a cuP oF riBenA!! hEez.. sO |onG neVa dRiNk |e.. deN wE sTaRteD tO watCh tHe |oRd oF e riNgs: thE twO towErs.. sO niCe u noE.. wAtChinG iT e tHirD tiMe |e.. =X afTer e shOw.. weNt tO heR roOm tO sLAck.. deN eAt diNneR.. eAt abiT onLiE |oRz.. deN shE seNd mE tO e buS-sToP.. deN i gO |e.. ruSheD hoMe tO watCh ho||aNd vi||aGe.. deN..... mY paReNts qUaRre| |e.. -.-"' soMetimeS rEa||iE caNt sTanD 'eM.. cAn qUaRre| aBouT aNytHiNG uNdEr e suN aNd e mOoN aNd e sTaRs.. siAnzz.. soMetimeS qUaRre| abT noThiN aLsO..


pLaYeD guNbOuNd.. fiRsT tiMe pLaYinG.. qUitE fuN |eHz.. |iKe wOrMs |iKe dAt.. aLtHouGh onLiE pLaYeD wOrMs a fEw tiMeS.. bUT soRt oF gEt e hAnG oF iT |e.. nOw tRyinG tO aiM pRopeRLy aNd |eArNiNG |oRz.. pLayeD a biT oF piNg yanG.. aRd 2 rOunDs.. fIRsT rOund hE's mY eNemY.. dEn kEeP aiM mE.. bu||iE mE!!! mAdE mE diE... ggggGGGGggGGgrRRrrRRrRRrrRRrrRRrrr buT aFtEr dAt e 2nD rouNd wE saMe tEaM |e.. hEez.. i KeEp cOmpLaiN tO hiM aBt wEishU nOrz.. cOz hE goT sAe beForE wAnNa teAch mE dE.. deN iN e eNd dAt dAe hE duNNO diSapPeAr ti|| wHeRe |iaOz.. aFtEr dAt.. hE gO |e.. mAdE 2 nEw fReNz iN theRe.. botH iN mY buDdy |isT.. botH guYs.. = deN.. iN e wEe houRs.. wheN i |oG iN tO guNbouNd.. sAw wEishU.. hE mSg-eD mE.. |o|z.. hE sAe wE pLaY 1 VS 1.. deN hE teAch mE wHiLe pLaYinG.. jUz coMpLaiNeD abT hiM dEn hE coMe aNd teAcH mE.. sO qiaO~~ hMm.. buT cAnT plaY |aHz.. cOz mY coNneCtiOn goT pRobLeM aLrEaDy.. siAnz.. coZ wheN |oaDinG e mAp.. suDdenLy wi|| d/C dE.. idiOTz.. sO i weNt tO sLeEp |e..


pLaYeD gunbouNd aGaiN jUz noW.. goNnA gO uP bY 1 |v| |e..!! wOohoOoo!!!!


1:50 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2003


98 dEgReEs - tHe hArDeSt tHinG
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you


I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

11:46 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2003


diS eNtRy's gonnA bE a |onG onE.. iF u duN wAnNa rEaD oN.. jUz gO tO aNotHer sitE.. =)


reCeivEd a ca|| frOm cHuN siAnG deN mEt hiM aT soMeRsEt mRt dE coNtRoL.. deN wEnt tO e kTv tO mEeT kEnNetH heNg.. aLviN.. anD piNg yaNg.. aFteR boOkinG e kTv dE |ounGe.. deN wE a|| wa|k a|| e wAy tO |uCky pLaZa theRe.. oN e wAy.. theY kEeP ji siAo kEnNetH noR.. cOz hE |iMpinG a|| e wAy.. c hiM |iKe dAt.. fEeL ke|iaN fOr hiM aLsO.. =X aTe a pLaTe oF naSi LemAk wiF aN eGg aNd a fiShcaKe aNd oTah fOr $2.20 onLiE!! sO cheAp u noE..?! neXt tiMe mUz gO theRe eAt |iaOz.. aFteR dAt.. rAphaeL ca||eD.. deN sAE hE miGhT noT coMe.. deN.. jiN|inG kEeP prAy prAy iN heArT dAt hE'|| turN uP..


wAs dRiZzLinG wheN wE wA|k baCk tO e ktV.. weNt iNtO e |ounGe iMmeDiaTe|y.. deN iF i'M noT wRonG.. cHuN siAnG sTaRt tO siNg |iaOz.. aNywAe.. hE rEA||iE tAkE cArE oF mE |eHz.. cOz |aSt nitE iRenE goT sMs hiM sAE cOz i'M e onLiE gEr iN dAt gRouP dAt tiMe.. hE mUz tAkE cArE oF mE.. oR eLsE iRenE gOnNa wHaCk hiM.. |o|z.. noT bAd |aHz.. dEN hE kEeP aSK mE wAnNa sinG wAd soNg.. deN hE pReSs fOr mE.. fEeL sO xiNg fU!! iN e eNd i cHosE fiSH |iaNg dE yOnG q|.. juZ deN.. iReNe aNd sUyi caMe |E.. wOohoO... mAdE oNe oF 'eM siNg wiF mE.. =��啪oH yA.. cHuN siAnG cAn siNg qUitE gOod |eHz.. eSpeCia||Y dEep dEep dE.. eXampLe aNdY |aU aNd aNdY hUi's sOnGz.. noT bAd..~ tHuMbS uP fOr cHuN siAng =)


aFtER dAt.. rApHaeL caMe |e.. wOw.. iNdEed hE caMe neHz~ mY PRaYeRs weRe heArd?! oR wAs iT fAtE? keKE.. i duNnO aLsO |ahz.. deN aFtEr dAt.. wEisHu coMe |iaO aLsO.. aFteR iReNe aNd sUyi fi||eD paRt of theiR sTomaCh wiF fOod.. wE mAsS dEdiCaTe soNgz |e.. |o|z.. sO mAnY SHE dE soNgz.. guEsS the guYs hEaR uNtiL kiNda sCaReD |e bAhz?! sAnG a duEt wiF aLviN aLsO.. iT wAs jAy's soNg i rEmemBer.. hUi dAo gUo qU.. onE oF mY faV soNg.. =X deN aFtEr e soNg.. heArD aLviN kEeP te||inG rAphaeL "soRrY.. sOrRy.." |o|z.. deN theY sAE soMEthinG |iKe.. rAphaeL jEa|ouS.. -.-"" oH yA. deN |aTeR hoR.. cOuLd sti|| rEmemBer i sAnG a dueT wiF rApHaeL.. |o|z.. iT wAsn't pLaNnEd.. cOz iT's jAY's sOng.. qiNg tiAn.. mY faV soNg.. deN iT's jAy's soNg mAhz.. deN i tHouGhT aLviN wi|| pEi mE siNg.. deN whO noEs.. wheN i tuRn tO e guyS' sidE.. i sAw rAphaeL hoLdinG e miC.. deN.. wE jUz kEeP siNginG noRz.. deN hA|fwAy thrU.. e guyS iN bEtwEen mE aNd rAphaeL a|| siAm tO oNe sidE.. deN gOT onE BIG sPaCe bEtwEen mE aNd rAphaeL -.-"' pLs |eHz.. nO uSe |aHz.. hE diE diE aLsO duN wAnNa siT bEsidE mE.. theiR eFforTs a|| gO dowN tO dRaiN.. hAHhaz.. hE qUitE a gOod siNgeR.. noT bAd.. tHumBs uP fOr rApHaeL aFtEr siNginG.. a|| oF 'eM cLaP fOr uS DAMN |ouD.. aNd i meAn rEaL |ouD.. |oOks |iKe eV'rYonE weRe cLaPpinG.. duNno fOr wAd rEasoN aLsO.. deN goT whiStLes aLsO..


wE eNded e kTv sEsSioN wiF wiLbeR paN's bi hU mAn bU.. haHAa.. rAphaeL siNg dE.. noT bAd nEhz~ oH yA.. hE a|sO goT siNg mAcHi d|D| eArLieR.. wOw.. hE cAn rAp nEhz~ *cLaP cLaP fOr rApHaeL* i kiNda |iKe guYs whO cAn rAp.. haHhaz.. oOps.. =X keKEe.. hE cAn raP |aHz.. dAt's wAd i waNna sAe..


aFtEr e kTv sEsSiOn.. iReNe aNd sUyi tAkE e tRaiN.. iReNe tAke tO citY ha|| tO mEeT hEr muM.. sUyi taKe tRaiN gO hoMe.. aCtua||Y i wAs wiF 'eM.. buT i sUdDenLy cHangEd mY miNd.. duN wAnNa gO hoMe yeT.. soRt oF tOo eArLie |e.. sO i ca||eD cHuN siAnG uP deN mEt 'eM aT thE hEereN dE fOuntAiN.. deN.. theY kEeP puShinG rAphaeL tO mY froNt noRz.. duNnO foR wAd aLsO |aHz.. deN.. wEishU kEeP aSk mE aBt sUyi.. deN i aNsWereD soME queStiOns onLiE.. |o|z.. deN.. wE wa|k a|| e wAy frM thE heEreN tO pArK duNno wAd |aHz.. =X fOrgoT |e.. aCtua||Y theY sAE wAnna pLay pOoL dE.. deN iN e eNd.. a|| oF 'eM gO pLaY aRcAdE.. -.-"" deN mE aNd piNg yanG pLaY pHotO huNt.. aS uSuaL.. =X deN aLviN coMe aNd heLp a biT.. deN.. kEnnEtH henG.. aLviN.. aNd cHun siAnG gO OFf |e.. cHuN siAnG goNna mEeT hIS oTheR fReNz tO kTv aGaiN.. |o|z.. hE wAnnA fuLfiL hiS wiSh.. whiCH iS tO siNg hOnG cAi mEi mEi.. |o|z.. cOz hE cOuLdn't gEt tO siNg twiCe cOnsEcuTivE|y duRinG e kTv sEsSiOns |e.. hAHhaaz.. sO hE go jUz tO siNg dAt soNg.. deN.. e otHeR 2 gO hoMe noRz.. |eFt mE.. wEisHu.. rAphaeL.. aNd piNg yanG.. wEishU caMe tO heLp uS a biT wHiLe rAphaeL sTi|| pLaYinG e sOcCeR gaMe.. hAHhaz.. deN wEishU suGgeSt dAt wE pLaY pOoL.. deN aFtEr e |aSt gamE deN wE gO pLay pOoL.. |eFt rAphaeL sTi|| pLaYinG hiS sOcCeR gaMe.. deN piNg yanG suDdenLy aSk wEishU tEaCh mE pLaY pOoL duRinG e 2Nd roUnd.. buT wEishu sAe hE duNnO hOw tO tEaCh.. sO piNg yanG tEaCh mE |oRz.. deN wEishU suDdenLy sAe soMethinG |iKe.. "aSk rAphaeL tEaCh heR |aHz.. hE morE pRo HORZ..?" deN i wAs |iKe.. dOtz doTz Dotz |oRz.. aFtEr abT 2 gaMeS oF pOoL bEtwEen wEishU aNd piNg yanG.. rAphaeL caMe |e.. deN piNg yanG gO pLaY hiS aRcadE.. deN rAphaeL teAch mE abiT |aHz.. |ikE.. mY fiNgeRs mUz puT |ikE diS.. deN puT e cuE |iKe diS.. deN mUz sTaNd |iKe diS.. chEeK mUz bE bE|ow e cUe sO deN caN c e qUe's viEw.. deN noE wHeTheR caN hiT aCcurAtE anoTz.. deN.. mUz sTaNd |iKe diS.. aND |otSa tHinGs |ahz... deN ouT oF 4 rOundS pLaYeD wiF boTh piNg yanG aNd wEishu.. hE woN 3 rOundS u noE!! *cLaP cLaP fOr rAphaeL onCe aGaiN* hiS pOoL sKi||s noT bAd nEhz~ buT e 3rD roUnd iS tYcO wiN dE.. hAHha.. cOz piNg yanG aCcideNta||y hiT e bLaCk ba|| intO e ho|e wheN hE hAsn'T sHoOt a|| e sTriPed ba||s.. |o|z.. buT rAphaeL aLsO aLmosT wiNninG |e mAhz.. cHaTteD a biT wiF wEishU aLsO.. deN i goT aSk rAphaeL y theY neEd tO usE soMEthinG tO "mo" e cUe.. deN hE aNswEr.. iT's fOr fuN.. -.- aLmosT fAinteD wiF hiS dAt aNs.. deN kEeP |uFfinG aLsO.. hE sAe hE aLsO duNnO.. deN sAe.. hE c mAnY pp| dO dAT.. |oOks fuN.. sO hE a|sO dO dAt |oRz.. sO cutE.. >.< deN aFteR aSkinG wEishU.. i noE |e.. hE sAE iTz tO sMoOtheN e eNd oF e cUe.. sO dAt theY caN sHoOt morE aCcUratE.. deN aFteR e 4 rouNds.. wE gO |e.. rAphaeL pAy a||.. |o|z..


wa|keD tO doBY gHaut mRt sTatiOn.. wAs cHaTtinG wiF rAphaeL bY mY sidE deN wEishU e otheR sidE |oRz.. kiNda bLeSsEd |aHz.. oNe guY eAch sidE.. |o|z.. keKEe.. eNuFf oF mY crAp.. rEaCh mRt sTatiOn |e.. deN mE aNd wEishU tAkE tRaiN.. whiLe rAphaeL tAkE buS frM pArK ma|| theRe.. hMm.. iF i sTi|| |ivE iN bT tiMaH.. i wOuLd aLsO gEt e chancE tO taKe buS wiF hiM.. =X deN.. oN e tRaiN.. wEishU kEeP sLeEpinG.. deN i pLaY wiF hiS hP nORz.. |oOk aT e piCs hE toOk.. sOmE aRe jUz a wAstE oF mEmorY.. eXampLe piCs aRe.. piC oF bAH kuT teH.. eMpty pLaTes.. sTufFeD toYs.. -.- deN pLayeD soMe gaMeS aNd suCh |aHz.. deN aT arOund khAtiB.. hE wAke uP |e.. chaTteD a biT wiF hiM.. deN hE a|ighT |iaOz.. deN i aLighTeD e neXt sToP.. ca||eD sAnsaN tO pEi mE toK ti|| i rEaCh hoMe.. =��啪 oH yA.. diD i sAe dAt mY hP goT a |oT oF sCrAtCheS |e.. sighzZ.. dunNo whO's e cuLpRiT.. iT's |iKe dAt cOz wheN wE pLayiNg pOoL hOrz.. deN i puT mY bAg uNdEr e tAbLe.. deN hP nO pLaCe puT.. cOz mY sKirT nO poCkeT.. =X deN sTaRtinG iS puT piNg yanG's poCkeT.. deN cOz hE goNna pLaY aRcAdE |iaOz.. sO mY hP weNt intO wEishU's poCkeT.. buT |atEr hE sAe a biT bU fanG biaN wheN hE pLaY pOoL.. sO.. mY hP |aNdEd uP iN rAphaeL's poCkeT fOr e rEsT oF e dAe.. mY hP onLiE 5 mTh oLd deN gOt sCrAtCheS |e.. *cRiesSSsssSss* fiRsT tiMe mY hP gOt sO mAnY "homeS" hAhaaA.. shOuLd bE heLpinG ouT aT dAd'S pLaCe tmL bAhzZ~ ^_^v


2:39 AM

Monday, November 24, 2003


jUz cHaTteD wiF sHauN oN e foNe.. hEez.. gLaD dAt hE uNdErsTaNds y i diDn'T aCcePt hiM.. aLtHouGh i fEeL muCh bEtTa aFtEr te||inG hiM aBt mY eV'rYthiNg.. buT.. i soMEhoW fEeL sAd.. mAybe iTz b'cOz dAt i aCtua||y cOuLd hAvE hAd a cHanCe tO bE wiF hiM.. buT.. i rEjeCtEd iT.. dAt wAs wAd i waNtEd a fEw mOntHs aGo.. buT nEithEr oF uS sAiD iT ouT.. wE kNeW iT dEeP dOwN iN ouR heArTs.. fEeLinGs hAvE gRowN ovEr e moNtHs(aBt 5 mThs oR morE??) wheN wE weRe wORKinG aNd hAvinG oFf dAeS tOGEtHeR fOr e mOntHs whEn wE aRe vErY cLosE.. wE gO aLmosT aNywHERe aNd eV'rYwHeRe tOgEtHer.. frOm e moVieS tO hiS hsE.. hAHhaz.. thOsE weRe e dAeS.. theSe aRe e mEmoriEs hE hAs giVeN mE.. i'|| kEeP a|| iN mY heArt.. iF i hAd tO sEaL mY meMorY.. i wOuLdn't sEaL dAt paRt.. =) i pRomisE.. iF u nEeD


fE|t rAtHeR dowN theSe fEw dAeS.. e sEnsE oF bEinG |oNe|y aNd nEgLeCtEd iS bEcoMinG sTroNgEr.. i sEeMeD tO hAvE gone baCk tO mY oLd seLf.. i tHinK i'vE becoMe moRe aNd morE oF aN iNtRoveRt.. noT fRieNdLy aNymorE.. aLtHouGh fEeLs |oNe|y.. buT duN fEeL |iKe cHaTtinG.. i duN uNdErsTaNd mYseLf aNymorE.. aNd i mEaN DUN UNDERSTAND AT ALL.. duNnO wAd's gOttEn iNtO mE.. iT's hoLidAes.. i sHouLd bE eNjoYinG mYseLf.. bUt y aM i heRe sO sAd aNd..................? guEsS noBodY noEs y..? aNd duN tHinK i'|| eVeR gEt tO noE y.. guEsS i hAvE tO bE morE pOsitiVe.. tRy tO bE cHeErfuL.. aNd bE hApPy-gO-|uCkY..


2:44 PM

wAsn'T dOinG muCh yeStErdAe.. heRe's a suMmaRy:
- woKe uP aT 9aM
- wEnT ovEr tO dAd's pLaCe tO heLp ouT
- kEep wAntinG tO eAt
- toOk neOpriNts wiF my siS aT caUsewAy pOinT
- cHaTteD wiF bRandON oN e foNe fOr a wHiLe
- gOt bu||iEd bY hiM.. *cRiEsSssSSss*
- diD a biT oF |auNdRy bEfOrE yiJiE ca||eD
- cHaTteD wiF hiM.. deN weNt tO watCh 9 girLs aNd 1 gHosT dE vCd..
- cRieD.. cOz oF e eNdinG.. *sO sAd..
- sLeEp|eSs nitE aGaiN..
- hAd e sAme dReAm fOr 2 cOnsEcuTiVe dAeS |e.. woNdErinG y.. wi|| iT coMe tRue?!?!?!



wi|| bE goiNg tO kTv |atEr wiF keNnetH heNg.. aLviN(frM 1A04).. cHuN siAnG.. iReNe.. aNd rApHaeL.. boTh iReNe aNd rApHaeL wI|| bE |atE.. siAnz.. sO dAt meAns i'|| bE sTuCK wiF guYs aNd i'M e onLiE gEr fOr duNnO hOw |onG.. bEfoRe iREne comeS.. -.-"' cAtCh mE aT orChaRd |atER~ ^_^


12:18 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2003


tHeSe hApPeNeD |aSt fEw dAeS:
- sEnT mY mAiD tO tHe aiRpOrT.. tEaRs we||eD uP iN mY eYes..
- cOuLdn'T sLeEp aT nitE.. sO i cRieD tO sLeEp.. tHinKiNG oF wAd haPpeNeD oN e fiRsT nitE oF e cHaLeT..
- sAnsaN cAmE tO mY hsE aNd sLaCk
- wAtCheD hOnG doU nU zHi |iaN dE 1sT 2 ePisOdEs..
- cHaTtEd wiF bRaNdOn oN e foNe ti|| 2aM++
- cHeSt iS huRtiNg..
- cOuLdn'T gEt tO sLeEp.. theRefOrE.. cRieD tO sLeEp aGaiN..


mEt hiM tO he|p ouT aT e fLeA maRkEt.. hiS siStEr aNd gOdsiS fO||oWeD aLonG.. e pLaCe iS siTuaTeD aT tAngLin Ma||.. nOt |onG aFtEr wE sTaRteD e bUsineSs.. a|| oF uS dE sTomaCh weRe gRowLinG.. theReforE.. wE gO bUy diNneR.. maC.. iT's hiS tReAt.. wOohoOO!! haD qUitE a fEw mOmeNts wiF hiM.. deN hiS siStEr aNd gOdsiS siT oN a tAbLe theRe aNd eAT.. cHaTtEd qUitE a biT.. deN.. aCtua||Y.. i diDN'T he|p a biT.. onLiE heLpeD tO taKe soMe sTuFfS frM hiS dAd's taXi tO e "sTa||".. whiCh aRe e LightEsT ouT oF so mAnY baGs.. =X deN.. i sAw oNe OF e bEAr whiCh iS vErY cutE.. reServEd dAt.. aNd sAe i gOnna buY dAt bEforE i gO.. buT whO noEs.. beForE i gO.. hE sAe.. hE giVe dAt beAr tO mE.. mY heArT wAs juMpinG wiF jOy.. diD i heAr wRoNgLy?!?! hE sAid.. hE giVe dAt tO mE!!!!!!! >.< daMn hApPiE aBt dAt.. aFtEr dAT.. aS i wAnNa gO hoMe |e.. hAvE tO waLk tO e oRcHaRd mRt.. deN aCtua||y wAnt hiM tO aCcoMpAnY mE dE.. cOz e jOurnEy qUitE |onG.. buT.. siGhz.. hE |azYbuM.. sO foRgET iT.. i waLk tO e mrT myseLf.. buT qUitE aN eNjoYabLe dAE |aHz.. oH yA.. aLmosT fOrgoT tO buY aNotHer toY.. deN ca||eD hiM tO buY fOr mE fiRsT.. deN i'|| gEt iT froM hiM neXt tiMe.. HEez.. wOndErinG hE gOt heLp mE buY aNoTz... =X


jUz noW wAs toKiNG wiF bOi onLiNe.. te|| hiM sO |onG nO toK tOk |e.. gueSs wAd hE sAe?! hE sAE wAiT fOr e riGhT tiMe.. wAd e heCK?!?! foRgEt iT.. duNnO wAd hE's tHinKiNG.. dunNo wAd i'M tHinKiNG aLsO..



1:42 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2003


|o|z.. diD e qUiz tWicE.. buT gOt 5 beArS.. dIDn'T nOe qUizZeS aLsO hAvE tiE dE.. =X



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1:44 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2003


sOrRiE aRhz.. e eNtRy fOr e cHaLeT iS eXtReMeLy |onG.. u can duN rEaD dE.. i tYpE soMe pArTs moRe dEtaiLed.. cOz i wAnna rEmEmbeR wAd hApPeNeD cLeArLy.. =)

12:47 PM

mY fiRsT cHaLeT wiF mY bE|ovEd cLaSsmAtEs.. DIT1A03

hAd mY fiRsT cLaSs cHaLeT wiF mY bE|ovEd cLaSsmAtEs oN mOndAe e 17tH.. mEt aT yEw tEe wiF sAnsaN bEfOrE gOiNg tO cLeMenTi tO taKe iReNe's biRtHdAe caKe deN juRoNg eAsT mRt pLaTforM tO mEeT bRaNdoN.. qiUyi.. aNd mEihUi.. wheN eV'rYoNe rEaCheD.. toOk mRt tO bEdoK.. aS wE weRe eArLie.. wE wA|k wa|k e pAsaR maLaM aT bEdoK mRt sTaTiOn theRe.. deN.. aS uSuaL.. bRaNdOn toOk ouT hiS cAmeRa aNd sTaRt sNaPpinG aWaY.. -.-"' buT |uCkY i aVoiDeD dAT.. *gRiNz* aFtEr dAt.. wE bOughT soMe sPaRkLeS sO dAt wE cOuLd pLaY duRinG e bBq.. aFtEr dAT.. aS iT wAs tiMe |iaOz.. sO wE wa|keD baCk tO e mRt sTatiOn tO wAiT fOr aLviN.. keLviN chiN.. aNd tRewiN..


aFtEr a|| oF 'eM caMe.. wE wa|keD tO e pLaCe tO wAiT fOR e shuTtLe buS tO cOaStA sAndS.. aS wEitiNg hAvEn'T aRrivE.. shE wAs |aTe.. deN.. e buS aRrivE |e.. i wAs qUitE wOrRy fOR hEr.. buT |uCkY.. shE reaCheD iN tiMe.. *pHew* wheN wE reaCheD theRe.. bRaNdoN aNd keLviN tAn aNd aLviN wEnT tO cheCk iN.. deN e otHERs sTaYeD aT e |oBbY aNd wE joKeD aRouNd.. eV'rYoNe wEre iN hiGh sPiriTs.. eVeN wEn jiE joKeD!! wOw!! iT's soMethinG dAT u wouLd onLiE c onCe iN a bLuE mOoN u noE.. diDn't nOe hE couLd joKe sO muCh.. =) aFteR cheCkiNg iN.. wE wA|keD tO ouR cHaLeT.. iT wAs qUitE fAr frOm e |oBbY.. aFtEr puTtinG a|| ouR sTuFfs dowN.. wEn jiE.. wEitinG.. keLviN tAn.. aNd bRaNdoN sTaRteD pLaYinG dAi dEe.. theRe's onCe wheRe i heLpeD keLviN tAn tO pLaY.. haHAha.. hiS cArDs hOr.. rEa||iE B-A-D.. buT |adY |ucK iS sHiniNg oN wEn jiE aNd wEitinG durinG thOsE fEw rOundS..


aFtEr a fEw rOundS wE sEt oFf tO pArkwAy paRaDE... tO mEeT cHeRyL aNd muHd.. wE wa|keD a |onG wAy.. rEa||iE.. diDn'T wA|k suCh a |onG wAy jUz tO hAvE mY |unCh.. mUz hAvE |osE a biT oF wEighT |e.. HEez.. deN wEnT tO bK eAt |unCh.. qUitE |onG neVa eAt |e.. *yuMmy!!* wheN wE weRe eAtinG.. cHeryL aNd muHd aRrivEd.. aFtEr eAtinG ti|| wE fu|| fu|| |e.. wE weNt tO giAnTs tO buY oUr sTufFs.. wE bOughT qUitE a |oT.. guEsS hOw muCh wAs iT?! noT eVeN $100 u noE.. mE aNd sAnsaN aNd qiUyi eVeN boUghT a cUshiOn eAcH!! hEez..


aFtEr dAt.. wE toOk a cAb baCk.. deN bRouGhT eV'rYthinG baCk.. aNd puT 'eM iN e fRidGe.. eVeN hAd a sMa|| aRguEmeNt wheTheR wheN tO mArinAtE e cHickEn wiNgS.. |o|z.. aFtEr dAt aS iT wAs qUitE |aTe |e.. deN wE ruSheD tO rEnT e biKes fOR e niTe.. sTaRtinG i tHoughT i'M goNna sHaRe a tAndeM wiF bRandOn.. buT.. whO noEs.. iT tuRns oUt tO bE aLviN!! sO shoCkeD.. >.< wE sTaRteD bY tRyinG riDinG e tAndeM.. hE giVeS mE a sEnsE oF seCuriTy |aHz.. duNnO y i fEeL dAt i cAn tRuSt hiM.. deN i hoP oN.. deN.. iT tuRn oUt qUitE wE||.. hEez.. tHaNk gOd!! aFtEr hAvinG e heAdLiGhT aT e baCk oF oUr biKeS.. wE sEt oFf tO e beDoK jEtTy i tHinK.. duNnO wAd jEtTy |aHz.. deN oN e wAy.. mE aNd aLviN kEpT toKinG.. haHAhaz.. eV'rYthinG wEnT sMoOthLy sO fAr.. theRe weRe tiMeS wheN muHd.. hEnchE.. aNd keLviN cHiN wAnNa sCaRe mE.. dEn sOrT oF wAnNa banG iNtO ouR tAndeM.. bUT.. hAHhaa.. |uCkY theY diDn'T.. =) aFtEr reAcHinG theRe.. mOsT oF uS dE bUtt fEeL sO pAiN.. =X wE rEsT fOr a wHiLe aNd e oTheRs tRieD oN e tAndeM.. deN wE riDe baCk tO e cHaLeT.. aS iReNe iS coMinG sOoN.. wAiTeD fOr heR.. deN rEsTeD soMemorE.. bEfOrE wE sEt ofF tO cHanGi vi||aGe..


aFtEr cYcLinG tO a cErtaiN diStanCe.. wE |eT wEn jiE tO |eAd e wAy.. aS hE's e onLie oNe whO kNeW e rOutE tO cHAngi vi||aGe.. buT duNnO sinCe wheN.. hE's |osT |e.. wE cOuLdn'T fiNd hiM.. hE cYcLeD sO fAsT.. -.-"' deN |eAvE a|| oF uS bEhiNd.. deN iN bEtwEeN e jOurnEy.. wE gOt rEsT a wHiLe |oRz.. deN dAt aLviN hOrz.. tReAt mE veRY gOod.. kEeP aSkinG mE tHiRsTy aNoTz.. wAnNa dRiNk wAtEr aNoTz.. wheNeVeR wE'rE hAviNG a rEsT.. sO sWeEt.. >.< wheN wE weRe riDinG aRouNd e wHoLe runwAy fOr e pLaNeS tO taKe oFf aNd aRrivE.. wOw.. e viEw wAs mAgniFiceNt.. sO niCe u noE.. aNd dAt wAs e onLiE tiMe wheN i wAs sO nEaR e pLaNe.. sO hApPiE.. deN sUdDenLy dunnO wheN.. hE toLd mE dAt i |oOkeD |iKe hiS fiRsT girLfRieNd.. i wAs sHocKeD!! deN.. i tHinK.. probAbLy dAt's e rEaSoN y hE tReAt mE sO gOod nOrz.. hE sAe i sOuNd |iKe.. |oOk |iKe.. hiS fiRsT girLfRieNd.. mAgGiE taN.. deN wE toKeD a |itTt|e aBt ouR paSt.. theRe wAs onCe wheN eV'rYonE rEsTeD fOr qUitE |oNg.. deN onLiE mE.. aLviN.. aNd keLviN cHiN sEt OFf eArLieR tO cHanGi Vi||agE.. oN e wAy.. wE weRe iN cHioNg mOdE.. deN sO mAnY |eAvEs oF e tReEs weRe |iKe.. sO |ow.. deN cHancEs oF uS BEinG cuT bY e tReEs weRe vErY hiGh.. deN aFtEr eV'rY oF dAt.. hE wi|| aSk mE iF i gOt huRt.. haHaa.. *fEeL sO pAmpeReD..* deN.. wheN wE rEachEd cHangi paRk.. duNnO e wAy |iaOz.. ca||eD bRaNdoN.. deN hE sAe gO sTraigHt.. deN aFtEr dAt.. aLviN sAe hE thinKs hE noE e wAy.. deN wE gO |oRz.. deN.. wE reaCheD |e!!!.. yeAh!! ca||eD weNjiE tO coMe fiNd uS.. deN.. i wAiteD fOr e rEsT tO rEaCh aS theY weRe noT fAr bEhiNd.. den.. weNt tO hAvE ouR diNneR tOgEthEr..


hAd nAsi |emaK fOr ouR diNneR.. aNd.. hoOHohohoo.. sAw aH guAs u noE.. sAw a totaL oF 3 theRe.. gOT onE |oOk vErY pReTtY.. wAs shoCkeD wheN i hEaRd hiS voiCe.. -.-"' iT wAS theRe aND deN dAt i kNew he'S aN aH guA.. aFtEr eV'rYthinG.. iReNe.. sAnsaN.. aNd soMe oF e otHeRs wAntEd tO taKe tAxi baCk.. theY duN wAnNa cYcLe |iaOz.. sO mE aNd iRenE tRiEd tO hAiL tAxiS tO aSK wheTheR theY miNd hAvinG mOuntAiN biKeS iN theiR bOot.. a|| oF 'eM miNd.. sO.. bO biAn |oRz.. a|| oF uS hAd tO cYcLe baCk..


deN mE aNd aLviN weRe e |aSt.. i fEeL sO sCaRed.. deN sTaRt toKinG a Lot wiF aLviN aGaiN.. deN te|| hiM tO ridE fAsTeR aLsO.. cOz i vErY sCaReD.. duN wAnNa bE e |aSt.. deN.. mUhd heArd mE.. deN hE voLuntEeReD tO bE behiNd uS.. hEez.. deN.... i fELt bETta.. =) deN.. wE cAughT uP wiF e othErs.. theY weRe hAvinG a rEsT.. buT i duN wAnNa rEsT mAhz.. sO mE.. aLviN.. keLviN cHiN.. wEitinG.. aNd muHd cOntiNueD e jOurnEy.. i wAs iN chaRgE oF |oOkinG baCk tO cheCk wheTheR theRe's aNy caRs coMinG.. deN.. duNno wHeN.. wEitinG's biKe cLaSheD wiF muHd's biKe.. deN wEitinG fE|| aNd sUstAiNeD sCrAtCheS... wE sToPpeD iMmeDiaTeLy aNd rUsHeD tO heR.. wE usEd wAtEr tO cLeAn hEr wOundS tO ki|| e bAcTeRias.. aFtEr dAt duNnO wAd wE toK abT.. deN wEitinG sAe shE ridE e tAndeM.. deN i wAs |iKe.. o.O aCtua||y i dOwaN dE.. wAnNa vOicE iT ouT.. cOz sO fAr i tRusTeD aLviN onLiE.. buT.. i duN dArE tO voiCe iT ouT.. deN.. aLamaK.. wheN i hoP oN e biKe.. i sCarEd |iaOz.. e biKe wAs sLantEd dE.. noT |iKe wheN aLviN ridE dE.. hE wouLd baLanCe e biKe fiRsT bEfOre i hoP oN.. buT fOr wEitinG.. iT's diFfeRenT.. shE baLanCe e biKe aFtEr i hoP oN.. i wAs iN coLd sWeAt.. aNd mY iNtuiTiOn toLd mE dAt soMethinG bAd iS goNna HAppeN.. buT diDn'T noE dAt iT wouLd bE mE.. aFtEr thiNkinG dAt wEitinG's noT sO goOd iN cYcLinG.. deN e nExT tHinG i kNew.. i fE|| dowN |e.. e sEaT oF e biKe hiT mY cHeSt.. deN mY riGhT |eg hiT e gEaRs or wAd.. deN mY |eFt kNeE hiT e rOaD.. dEn mY |eFt paLm wAs sTabiLiSinG myseLf.. deN mUhd ca||eD aLviN aS hE wAs qUitE iN fRoNt.. cOuLdn'T heAr hiM sHouT.. bEforE wEitinG cRy.. i aLrEaDy cRy |iaOz.. cOz tOo pAiN |iaOz..deN wheN aLviN caMe baCk.. guEsS hE tHouGht i morE sErioUs.. deN hE ruSh tO mE.. deN hoLd mE uP aNd pu|| mE tO e otHeR sidE.. deN hE keEp aSkinG mE wAd hApPeN aNd aSk mE wheRe wAs i hiT.. deN heLp mE wAsh mY wOuNds nOrz.. wheN e otHeRs caTcH uP wiF uS |e.. deN mosT oF 'eM neVa c i wAs huRt bAh i guEsS..? cOz eVeN sAnsaN tHouGht i tiReD sO i siT oNe sidE.. buT wAd i noE iS soMe guYs sAw |oRz.. deN fiRsT tiMe c hEncHe sO sEriOus aLsO.. |uCkY aLviN wAs bY mY sidE a|| e tiMe.. cOmfOrtinG mE aNd a|| tHosE.. *jiN|iNg wAnNa thaNk hiM.. iF noT fOr hiM.. i miGhT bE cRyinG eVeN morE |e.. cOz otHeR dEn hiM cOmfoRtinG.. aNd kELviN tAn aNd hEncHe.. nO onE eLsE |e..* aFtEr soMe diScusSioN.. a tAxi caMe aLonG.. deN wEitinG weNt iN.. deN aLviN te|| mE tO taKe e tAxi aLsO.. cOz hE sAe i aLsO iNjuReD.. dOwAn mE tO cycLe.. sO.. i hoP oN.. deN whO noeS.. cheRyL aLsO hoP oN.. oN e tAxi.. diDn'T toK muCh.. i wAs sTi|| tRauMAtiSed.. tHinKiNg dAt i wuN ridE eVeN a tAndeM fRoM deN oN..


wheN wE reAcheD e cHaLeT.. eV'rYonE weRe aTteNding tO wEitinG.. sO i wEnt uP tO mY roOm qUietLy.. siLentLy.. aNd cRy tO myseLf.. deN ireNe caMe baCK.. deN coMfoRt mE aLsO.. deN shE sAe duN cRy iN fRonT oF wEitinG.. i duNnO e rEaSoN.. buT.. i |istEneD tO hEr.. deN.. aLviN aNd keLviN cHiN rEaCh |e.. aLviN aNd keLviN cHiN cLiMbeD uP e fEncE aNd caMe iN.. hAHha.. sO fuNnY.. u sHouLd hAvE sEeN iT.. =D ti|| deN.. i sMiLeD a biT.. aFtEr eVryonE camE baCk.. wE batHe onE bY onE.. deN dRaNk a biT oF carLsbErg whiCh hEnchE buY dE.. cOuLdn'T sLp ti|| 5 or 6 pLuS.. toK a wHiLe wiF e guYs..


woKe uP aT 9.30aM tO rEtuRn e biKe.. i pu||ed oNe oF e mOuntAiN biKe a|| e wAy ti|| ouTsidE e gAtE wheN bRaNdoN cycLeD pAsT uS.. deN oFfeReD tO heLp mE.. deN aLviN te|| mE tO hoP oN.. deN.. diDn'T noE y i tRusT hiM so muCH.. wAsn'T a biT sCaRed wheN i wAs oN e tAndeM.. wE weRe eVeN |uFfinG aNd toKiNG wiF weNjiE.. gOt tO noE dAt iT wAs vErY hArD tO bE e dRivEr oF e tAndeM.. thaNked aLviN a |ot.. =) cOz iF noT fOr mE.. hE nEedn'T ridE a tAndeM.. deN aFtEr rEturNinG e biKe.. hAd maC fOr bReAkfAst.. bRandoN tAughT mE soMe cHeAts fOr rEveRsi as hE hAd pRomisEd.. deN wEnt oVeR tO 7-11 tO buY sOmE |iqUor.. sAnsaN tReaTeD mE tO oNe bOttLe.. *tHaNks sAnsaN a LOT!!!* i cHosE e vOdkA rAspBeRry.. wheN wE reAcheD e cHaLeT.. i iMmeDiaTeLy dRaNk iT.. tAsTed a biT |iKe cOugh sYruP.. haHaz.. bUT i fiNisHeD iT aNywAe.. deN weNt tO chAngE cLotheS bEfOrE sLeEpinG aGaiN.. cOz a bIT tirEd.. deN woKe uP aT 3 pLuS.. weNt tO e beAcH wiF sAnsaN.. iReNe.. mEihUi.. cHeryL.. wEitinG.. deN tOOk soMe piCturEs.. aFteR dAt weNt tO fiNd qiUyi.. sAt dOwN aNd cHaT a wHiLe bEfOre gOinG baCk tO e cHaLeT.. deN wheN muHd aRrivEd.. mE.. sAnsaN aNd muHd weNt tO 7-11 tO buy |iquOr aGaiN.. |o|z.. mE |iKe.. hArdcOrE dRiNker |iKe dAt.. |o|z.. bOughT e |iquOr whiCh keLviN taN bOughT iN e mOrninG aS iT tAsTed niCe.. aNd 2 bArs oF cHocoLaTe.. aTe 1 bAr oN e wAy baCk aS i wAs dAmN huNgRy.. deN...........


e bBq sTaRt |iaOz.. |i|inG aLsO rEaCh |e.. i wAs heLpinG a |itT|e aT fiRst.. deN aFtEr dAt sTaRt eAtinG |iaOz.. deN theRe's onCe wheN i tHouGht theRe's nO morE sAtaY |iaOz.. buT.. sAw 3 stiCks oF iT neAr bRandoN.. i wEnt tO tAke iT.. den sO qiaO aLviN aLsO theRe.. hE toOk onE beForE mE.. deN hE sAe hE xChangE hiS wiF miNe.. cOz hiS iS biGgeR.. deN i wAs |iKe.. o.O deN sinCe hE iNsisT deN i taKe hiS noRz.. deN qUickLy waLk aWay.. hMm.. hE aLsO te|| mE tO eAt morE.. cOz aFtEr |aST nitE's cYcLinG.. i gOt sLiM dowN a biT |iaOz.. |o|z.. k |aHz.. aTe qUitE a biT.. deN aFtEr dAt.. wE weNt tO bAtHe oNe bY onE aGaiN.. deN aFtEr dAt bRoughT oUt iRenE's biRthdAe caKe aNd toOk quitE a fEw piCs.. deN eAt e caKe.. deN wE gO pLaY sPaRkLeS |iaOz.. bRouGht a|onG oUr |iquOrs aLsO.. i dRanK a biT oF eVrYonE's.. =X aFteR pLaYinG sPaRkLes.. wE pLaY tRutH oR dAre.. deN i sO |uCkY.. kEna tRutHs onLiE.. neVa keNa aNy dAre.. excePt theRe's onCe wheRe BRandoN kEnA.. deN wE hAvE tO huG fOR 30 sEc.. whiCh |aSteD fOr i tHinK eVeN |onG dEn dAt bAhz.. wAs tRyinG tO sTabiLisE a|| e wHiLe.. cOz hE qUitE dRuNk |e.. theRe weRe soMe dArEs whiCh weRe qUitE iNsaNe suCh aS bRandoN's huGginG e |aMp posT aNd sHouT "i |ovE u".. aNd keLviN sTaNdinG oN e tAbLe aNd usE hiS buTt tO sPeLL hiS nAmE.. deN.. soMe oF e qUeStiOns whiCh i waS aSkeD.. theRe's oNe queStiOn whiCh i diDn't aNsweR tRuthFu||y.. iN e pAST gOt |iKe bRandOn bEforE mAhz.. buT i sAe nO.. sAw hiS faCe cHangE.. bUT i duN dArE tO sAe ouT dAt i |iKe hiM bEforE.. i noE i'M a cOwArD.. aNd gOt onE queStiOn iS aBt bEtWeEn 1A03 aNd 1A04.. whiCh guY i pRefEr mosT.. iT wAs sUpPosEd tO bE bRandOn.. buT i sAe rApHaeL.. hAizZ.. dunnO wAd i tHinK aLsO.. i'M a cOwArD |aHz.. nO douBt aBt dAt..


aFtEr eVrYthiNG.. weNt baCK tO chaLeT.. wanteD tO sLeEp.. bUT qiUyi couLdn'T sLeEp.. deN duN wAnNa oFf e |ighTs.. mAkE a|| oF uS pEi heR toK.. cHaTteD ti|| 2 pLus bEfOre wE sleEp.. woKe uP aT 9.15aM iN e mOrninG.. wAsH uP aNd cheCk ouT |e.. aT e |oBby.. bOughT bReAd aNd saLmoN sPrEaD aNd tuNa sPrEaD.. bRandOn puT saLmoN sPrEaD oN e brEaD aNd oFfeRed tO us.. sinCe nO onE tAkE.. deN i tAke aNd eAT |oRz.. hE puT sO muCH saLmoN sPrEad.. tAste sO niCe.. hEez.. >.< toOk e sHuTtLe buS baCK tO BEdoK mRt.. aNd deN mRt tO ciTy ha|| deN cHangE tRaiN.. wAs toKinG tO mEihUi a|| e wAy baCk tO mArsiLiNG..


sLePt fRm 2.30pM tO 6.15pM.. hEez.. sO sHioK.. deN wAtCh ho||aNd vi||agE.. hAd mY diNneR.. aNd dOwnLoaDed qUitE a nuMbeR oF mp3s.. deN wAs sMs-inG bRandoN fRoM 9 pLuS tO 11pM.. wAs cHaTtinG wiF sAnsaN aBouT soMe sTuFfs.. mAdE mE cRy.. deN bRandOn ca||eD mE aT 11 pLuS aNd wE cHaTteD tO 2aM.. wE cHaTteD aBt tHinGs iN e cHaLeT.. deN.. wheN wE cHaTteD aBt e aCcidENt.. i cRy aGaiN.. duNnO y.. cOuLdn'T heLp iT.. deN hE tRieD tO sAe soMe sTuFfs whiCh aRe fuNny tO mAkE mE hApPiE.. *gOod eFfoRt.. *.< gLaD dAt hE wAs theRe fOr mE.. aFtEr hAngiNG uP.. wAs cRyinG tO sLeEp agaiN.. cOz e sCenEs oF e aCcidEnT hApPeNinG kEeP fLaShinG oN mY miNd.. aNd mY cHeSt huRts fRoM time tO tiMe.. hoPe theRe's no iNtErnaL iNjuRy oR wAd noRz...


1:12 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2003


hAd a cHanGe oF pLaN todAe.. wAs sUpPosEd tO gO ouT wiF mY muM tOdAe.. buT iN e eNd.. i sTaYeD @ hoMe e wHoLe dAe fOr soMe rEasoN dAt i shAn'T sAE.. diDn'T reA||iE dO muCH todAe.. duN rEa||iE fEeL |iKe tyPinG tOdAe.. sO i tHinK i'|| mAkE iT dAmn shoRt..


sAnsaN aNd piNg yanG caMe tO mY hSe todAe.. wE wAtCh a taLe oF twO sIStErs aT fiRst.. deN chAngEd tO vO|cAnO hiGh fOR duNnO wAd rEasoN.. i fOrgoT |iaOz.. dEn aFtEr 1 diSc deN piNg yanG |eFt |e.. cOz hE hAs tO woRk |atEr.. deN sAnsaN sTaY |oRz.. deN wE coNtinuE wAtChinG wiF e 2nD diSc.. ha|fwAy tHrU.. i fEeL |iKe sLeEpinG |e.. deN fE|| aSLeEp.. deN wAs aWaKeN whEn e foNe rAnG.. -.-"' wAd a "gOod" tiMinG.. deN aFtEr e shOw.. nOt |onG dEn sAnsaN hAvE tO gO |e aFtEr rEceiVinG a ca|| frM hiM.. shE's mEeTinG hEr pReciOus bAbY @ pAsiR riS dE mRt.. sO tiAn mi hOrz.. eNvY |eHz.. duNnO whEn thEn i cAn aLsO |iKe tHaT.. *tHinKinG...*


aFtEr dAt diDn'T dO muCH |e.. mY mAiD gAvE mE 3 pAiRs oF mAgnEtiC eArRinGs..!!! nO nEeD piErciNgs aLsO cAn wEaR.. soMemoRe noT pAiN dE.. shE jUz rEceiveD e mAiL fRm hEr siS.. wOohoOOo!! mAyBe goNna wEaR iT tO e cHaLeT.. siGhz.. diDn'T gEt a rEpLy fRm bOi.. duNnO wAd hApPeN tO hiM |e.. sO siAnz.. noT doiNg aNytHinG @ e mOmEnT.. sO i guEsS i gOnNa eNd iT heRe..


11:24 PM

Friday, November 14, 2003


mEt sAnsaN aT 9.15aM aT yEw tEe mRT.. shE wEaR wHitE fOr boTh toP aND bOtToM wOrx~ *wEee uuuu wEeet* a wHitE aNgeL hAs fa||eN uPoN eArTh |e wOrz.. keKEe.. aS wE weRe eArLy.. sO wE weNt tO hArboUrfRoNt ceNtRe eAt BReAkfAsT |oR.. aCtua||Y onLiE sAnsaN eAt |ahz.. shE bOughT hAsHbRowN aNd iCe |emOn tEa.. hAizZ.. eArLy iN e mOrninG dRiNk coLd dRiNk.. -.-"' kekE.. deN aFtEr dAt wa|k aRd beForE gOinG tO e mRt sTaTioN aNd mEeT e rEsT oF 'eM.. deN thEre wEre.. 5 guyS.. nAmE|y kEnNeTh hEnG.. kEnNeTh tEo(whiCh i onLiE kNeW iT onLiE |aSt nitE whEn sAnsaN toLd mE.. iF i knEw eArLieR dAt hE's goiNg.. i pRobAbLy miGhT nOt hAvE goNe..)cHuN siAnG.. aLviN.. aNd |aSt|y rAphaeL.. aFtEr dAt.. wE wA|keD baCk tO hArbOurfRoNt cEntRe dE cO|d sTorAgE tO buY sOmE sNaCks.. -.-"' thEy shOuLd hAvE to|d uS eArLieR mAhz.. deN wE nO nEed wA|k hEre aNd tHeRe.. sO mAfaN u noE.. wAsTe eNeRgY aLsO.. =X soMemorE dAt pLaCe dAmN cLosE.. deN i wEaR rAzoR baCk onLiE.. -.-"' deN cOz piNg yaNg wAs |aTe.. sO wE wENt tO tAkE e sHuTtLe buS tO sEntoSa fiRsT tO wAiT fOr hiM..


aFtEr hE aRrivEd.. wE tOok a buS tO e siLosO bEaCh.. deN cOz dAt buS gOt pAsS bY e cabLe cAr mAhz.. deN i wAnNa tAkE dAt cabLe cAr.. deN rApHaeL sUdDenLy sAe soMethiNg |iKe.. i jUz noW gOt sAe.. deN aiyAhz.. thEy a|| nOT iNtEreStEd sO fOrgEt iT |oRz.. siAnz.. i diDn'T rEa||iE toK tO e guYs |ahz.. onLiE a biT |ahz.. deN moStLy tok wiF sAnsaN onLiE.. cOz wE're e onLiE 2 pAtHeTiC geRs theRe.. =X


whEn wE reAch e beAch |iaOz.. deN wE fiNd a sHeLtEr tO puT oUr sTufFs.. deN mE aNd sAnsaN wENt tO oNe sidE oF e beAcH.. e vErY eNd.. sO wiNdY theRe.. oN e wAy.. wE toOk oFf oUr sLiPpeRs aNd wa|k oN e sAnd.. soMe pArT dE sAnd vErY cOaRsE.. wHiLe soMe aRe.. wOw.. sO sMa|| dE.. sO coMfoRtabLe.. >.< hMm.. deN sAw 2 uNcLe fiShinG theRe.. -.-"' caNnoT fiSh theRe dE u noE.. deN thEy caUghT sO mAnY fiSheS u noE.. iF gEt cauGhT.. duNnO kEnA hOw muCh fiNe |eHz.. thEy |uCky |oRz.. i nEvA gO rEpOrT.. c 'eM oLd mAhz.. aAHHAaa.. kekEe..


aFtEr dAt wE weNt baCk tO oUr sHeLtEr theRe.. dEn sAw cHuN siAnG ha|f nAkEd.. deN kEnNeTh teO chAngEd tO sHoRts.. deN.. thEy a|| pLaYinG nOrz.. k |a.. e rEsT nOt rEa||iE surE |iAoz.. =X onLiE cAn reMembEr sOmE paRts.. hMm.. whEn mE aNd sAnsaN wa|keD tO e eNd of e beaCh theRe.. piNg yanG wAs theRe wiF uS.. thEn bOtH oF 'eM kEeP toKiNG nOrz.. deN sOrT oF nEgLeCteD mE |ahz.. bUT nEva miNd |oRz.. cOz i sudDenLy tHouGht a |oT oF mY PAsT.. hMm.. shAn'T sAe aNy heRe.. deN wAs sOrT oF iN a dAzE.. deN aFtEr dAt i weNt tO e sPoT whEre jUz nOw e 2 oLd mEn weRe cAtChinG fiSh.. goT 1 dEaD fiSh theRe u nOE.. e fiSh sO Ke|iaN.. guEsS iT wAs aCcidEntA||y dRoppeD theRe bY onE OF e oLd mAn deN thEy duN wAnNa taKe iT aS iT's diRty |iaOz.. yuCks!! aFtEr dAt i quiCkLy wa|k OFf |e.. deN aCtua||y i wAnNa sLip oFf dE.. |eT sAnsaN aNd piNg yanG toK morE dE.. buT.. siGhz.. uNsUcCeSsfuL.. cOz piNg yanG sAw mE!!! siGhz.. deN iN e eNd wE 3 gO baCk tOgEtHer |oR.. deN i coNtinuE eAtinG soMe oF e sNaCks.. |o|z.. sO huNgrY u nOE.. duNnO y aLsO..


deN sUdDenLy e suN cAmE Out.. sO bRighT.. aNd hoT.. deN sAnsaN wAnNa tAn mAhz.. deN i PEi hEr nOrz.. mY pLaN oF gEtTinG fAiRer iS GONE.. siGhz.. nEvA miNd |oRz.. bEeN tAnNeD fOr duNnO hOw |oNg |e.. deN hA|fwAy tHrU shE sUdDenLy bURy hEr |eGs iN e sAnd.. |o|z.. deN cHuN siAnG caMe oVeR aNd |iE ON e sAnD.. dEn iN e eNd.. mE.. sAnsaN.. aNd kEnnEtH heNg wEre buRyinG hiM iN e sAnd.. eXcePt fOr hiS pReciOus hEaD.. aHaa.. deN dunnO wHo gO puT a cuP aT hiS "dAt" pLaCe.. deN toOk a piC wiF kEnNeTh hEnG's diGitaL caM.. hAHhaa.. iT wAs rAtHeR fuN aCtua||Y.. =X cHun siAnG duN miNd aLsO.. deN aFtEr dAt.. soMe sTuFfs i aLsO fOrgoT |e..


cAn onLiE rEmeMbeR dAt i wAs |oOkinG @ a gRp oF guYs wa|kinG pAsT uS.. deN guEsS wHo i sAW?! yAnzhi!! HAhaaz.. deN i wAs |iKe.. o_O diDn'T eXpeCt tO c hiM theRe.. cOz SP iS sMa||eR deN siNgapOrE deN i seLdom mEeT hiM.. deN iN sEntOsA.. wE mEt.. sOmemOrE iS e sAmE beAcH.. eVeN tHouGh sEntoSa gOt duNnO hOw mAny beAcheS.. hAhaa.. sO qiAo noRz.. hE sTaRtinG nEvA c mE dE.. deN duNnO y sUdDenLy |oOk @ mY diReCtioN.. deN wE jUz sAe "hi!" |oRz.. deN hE tuRn baCk tO plaY hiS bAsKeTba|| |e.. deN aFtEr sAnsaN nOe.. deN e rEsT a|sO sOrT oF noE |e.. deN thEY tHouGhT i wAnNa nOe hiM.. -.-"' deN dAt kEnNeTh tEo tEaSe mE.. sAe soMethinG |iKe.. "u wAnNa nOe whiCh guY? i he|p u |a.. i gO ovEr aNd pLaY bAsKbEtbA|| wiF 'eM deN gEt tO noE dAt guY aNd gEt hIS coNtAcT nuMbEr fOr u.. " -.-"' duNnO dAt hE's sO hELpfuL.. hAHhaa.. deN oF cOz i sAe nO |ahz.. aLaMaK.. iT's nOt aS iF i duNnO hiM.. deN hE kEeP aSkiNG mE i coNfiRm aNoTz.. |o|z.. fiRsT tiMe toK tO hiM sO mAnY sEntenCes wiThin a dAe nEhz~


deN aLviN aNd cHuN siAnG wEre kEeP biO-inG 2 cHiO buS.. qUitE cHiO |oRz.. gOod fiGurE aLsO.. thEy |oOk |iKe saLivA gOnNa dRoO| |iaOz.. HAhaa.. deN aFtEr dAt wE a|| gO baCk tO e sHeLtEr theRe deN theY a|| sTaRteD pLaYinG dAi-dEe.. deN i siT bEtwEeN rAphaeL aNd aLviN.. deN sAnsaN KEeP pLaYinG sAnd wiF kEnNetH hEng.. |o|z.. dAt coupLe hORz.. oOpz.. =X keKEe.. deN dunNo y aLviN kEeP sAe mE aNd rApHaeL.. -.-"' somEthinG's wRoNg wiF hiM i guEsS... deN aFtEr dAt duNnO i gO wheRe |iaOz.. deN coMe bAck.. deN siT bEtWeEn piNg yanG aNd aLviN |e.. deN.. aFtEr dAt.. @ aBt 5.00pM.. piNg yanG aNd kEnNeTh tEo |eAvE |e.. piNg yanG gOinG hoMe.. deN kEnNeTh teO gOiNg kTv @ oRcHaRd.. guEsS a|sO noE shLd bE wiF gErs dE |orz.. hE diS kiNda guY.. =X


deN onLiE |eFt.. kEnNeTh heNg.. aLviN.. rAphaeL.. aNd cHuN siAnG pLayinG dAideE.. deN i sit bEtwEeN kEnNeTh hEnG aNd aLviN @ fiRsT dE.. deN aFtEr dAt cHanGeD pLacE wiF rApHaeL cOz i duN wAnNa fAcE e suN |iaOz.. wHoLe boDy quiTe rEd nEhz.. deN.. suDdenLy oNe oF yAnzHi's gRp oF fReNz caMe oVeR aNd aSk oNe oF uS tO heLp 'eM tAkE a gRp piC.. deN thEy duNnO wheRe tO sTaNd aNd a|| tHosE.. deN kEeP aSkinG mE tO sTaNd hEre aNd theRe aNd wAiT fOR 'eM tO bE rEaDy fOr thEiR pOsE.. deN yAnzHi wAs @ e fiRsT |iNe.. sQuAtTinG dE.. sO |onG neVa c hiM |uFf sO hApPy |e.. fEe| hApPiE fOr hiM aLsO.. deN onE oF hiS fReN sTaNdinG.. kEeP bLinKinG aT mE wiF oNe eYe.. deN sUdDenLy sHouT "One, Two, Three!" deN i wAs sTuNneD @ fIRsT.. deN qUickLy sNaPpeD aNd toOk a piC |oRz.. deN e 2nD piC iS zOomEd iN dE.. aFtEr dAt whEn i gOt baCk tO mY fReNz theRe.. thEy kEeP sUaN-inG mE |iaOz.. sAe wAd i hApPiE |iaO |oRz.. he|p 'eM aKe piC aNd sTuFfs |iKe dAt.. pLs |oR.. noT i wAnt aLsO.. buT jUz noW thEy kEeP |oOk @ eAcH oThEr.. deN sO |onG |iaOz.. nO onE sToOd uP.. sO i bO biAn noRz..


deN aFtEr dAt gOt tO noE fRm sAnsaN dAt shE rEaLisEd dAt YAnzHi's gRp oF fReNz kEeP |oOkinG mE |iKe dAt.. deN i wAs |iKe.. hEcK |oRz.. deN dunnO wAd gOt intO aLviN.. sEriOusLy.. kEeP wAntinG tO pUt mE aNd rApHaeL tOgEtHer |iKe dAt.. cOz i wAs paSsinG e miNeRaL wAtEr mAhz.. deN aSk 'eM whO wAnNa dRinK.. deN aLviN sAe rApHaeL tHiRsTy.. wAnT mE tO fEed hiM.. -.-"' mAyBe gOt eVryoNe iN e gRp iS sOrT oF "MAtcHmaDe" |oRz.. onLiE mE aNd rAphaeL duN hAvE.. hAiyA.. duN cArE |a.. iF gOt aNymorE oF diS kiNda cAsE deN i muz "iNvEsTiGaTe" |iaO |oRz..


wE |eFt seNtosA aT aBt 7.00pM.. deN wEnT tO hAvE oUr diNneR aT e hArbOuRfRoNt iNtErcHanGe dE HAwkEr cEntRe.. aTe e wAntoN mEe aNd dRinK suGaR caNe dRinK.. e dRinK noT baD |a.. aS fOr e fOod.. hAhah.. duN tHinK sO |oRz.. deN wE sTaYeD theRe sO |onG.. is sO coLd |iaOz.. deN aSk 'eM cAn gO aNotz.. i fEeL cold.. deN cHun SiaNG qUickLy fiNisH hiS dRinK deN oFf wE gO tO e mRt sTaTiOn |iaoz..


oN e mRt sTaTiOn.. nTh muCh hApPen |oR.. eXcEpT dAt thEy kEeP "eR-hEm" fOr nTh.. duNno wAd fOr aLsO.. deN sAw kEminG aT e jUrOnG eAsT mRt!! sO surpRisEd.. tHinK gOt 1 yR neVa c hiM |e.. sO hApPiEz.. aCtua||y hE wAnNa aPproAcH mE dE.. buT bCoz i sUdDen|y tuRn tO sANsaN tO toK.. deN hE "rEtReAt" |iaOz.. HAhaa.. sO cutE.. =X deN aFteR sAnsaN aLighTeD aT cCk mRt sTaTioN.. i aPprOaCheD hiM deN wE toK |oRz.. |aSt tiMe hE sHorTeR deN mE.. nOw sHoOt uP gRoW ta||eR deN mE |e wOrz~ deN wE toK qUitE a |oT.. deN hE pEi mE wa|k tO mY hSe theRe.. cOz hE |ivE oPposiTe bLoCk onLiE.. |o|z.. deN.. rEceiVeD bOi's sMs......


rAn hoMe immeDiaTe|y.. aNd ca||eD bOi.. cOz hAvE tO bE hoMe iN 3 minS tO ca|| hiM.. hE nOw iN tuAs dE caMp.. cOz HAvinG |ivE fiRe shoOtinG tmL..~ hoPe hE eNjoYs hiMse|f theRe.. =) den toK a |oT aBt tOdAe iN sEntoSa |oRz.. deN cRaP aRd.. deN hAnG uP |e.. cOz hE aSkeD mE tO ca|| hiM eVeN tHouGh |iGhTs OFf |e..


nOw goT a sMa|| pArT sunbuRn.. deN hAnDs aNd |eGs botH aChinG |e.. sO i guESs i gO rEsT |e.. hAvE tO aCcoMpAnY mUmmy gO buGis tmL~ caTcH mE theRe tmL~ =p


11:28 PM

wAs sTaYinG at hoMe e wHoLe dAe oN wEdneSdAe.. wAtChinG huAn zHu gE gE aKa HZGG wiF mY siS.. shE suDdeN|y beCoMe cRaZy aGaiN aBt diS sHoW.. |o|z.. deN i pEi hEr cRaZy |oRz.. wAtCh dAt sHow fOr e wHoLe dAe.. dEn fiNshEd e wHoLe oF 1sT seRieS iN 1 aNd haLf dAes.. |o|z.. shEn hOrx..? =X aCtua||y sAnsaN wAnNa coMe mY hSe dE.. buT shE woKe uP sO lAtE.. -.-"' sO....... shE neVa coMe |oRz.. deN aT niTe.. i suDden|Y sO siAnz.. waNna fiNd soMeonE pEi mE toK tOk oN fonE.. sO i sMs yiJiE |oRz.. neVa toK wiF hiM bEfOrE mAhz.. deN.. haHAa.. wE chAtTeD ti|| qUitE |aTe.. deN hE nEed tO wAkE uP eAr|y oN tHurSdAe.. sO.. i "cHaSeD" hiM tO sLeEp @ aBt 12.45aM |iKe dAt.. hAHa.. hE sOunDeD sO siCk.. gOt cOugh aNd coLd.. deN kEeP cOughinG.. aLaMaK.. hE nOt xiN kU.. i hEaR |iaOz aLsO xin kU nEhz~ wE cRaPpeD a |oT.. haHAa.. diDn'T kNoW wE couLd cLiCk~


deN rEceiVed bOi's sMs aT 12.15aM.. sO ke|iaNz.. hE wa|k e wHoLe teKonG fRm 12pM undEr e hOt suN ti|| qUitE |aTe.. deN whEn hE sMs.. hE jUz rE|eAsEd.. deN hAd a batHe onLiE.. gueSs wAd?! hE wA|kEd thE WHOLE tEkOnG |iaOz.. oH mY gOsH!! cOuLdn'T be|ieVe iT mAn!!! deN hE eVeN aSk wAnNa bEfReN baCk aNoT..? |o|z.. oF cOz |a.. cOuLdn'T aFfOrD tO |osE diS fReN mAn.. aCtua||Y onLiE joKe wiF hiM.. buT hE tOok iT sO sErioUs.. -.-"'


todAe.. tHuRsDaE.. aCtua||y sAnsaN wAntEd tO coMe mY hSe.. buT... siGhz.. sOrRie paL~ hAftA haLp ouT aT mY dAd's pLaCe.. cOz onE oF e cLeRk iS oN oFf.. sO.. i hAftA gO heLp ouT mY muM aNd dAd.. fOR soMe rEaSoNs.. deN.. wEnT hoMe aT 5 pLuS.. deN.. uSe coM aNd suRf nEt |oRz.. deN jUz nOw rEceiVeD a sMs fRm yiJiE.. hE gOt feVeR |e.. pLuS cOugH aNd coLd.. sO kE|iaN.. buT hE gOod |a.. cOz gOT |oNg wEeKeNd |e.. dAt wAs wAd hE wAntEd.. wAsn'T iT..? hEez.. deN hE sO dAMn kE|iaN |ohz.. cOz hiS wHoLe fAmiLy oVeRsEaS.. a|| oN ho|idAe.. deN hE a|oNe aT hoMe.. nO onE |oOk aFtEr hiM.. guEsS hE goNna eAt paCkeD fOod fOr eVrY meaL |e bAhz..? hAiya.. duN caRe |a.. hE aLsO noT mY wHo.. =X


wi|| bE aT seNtOsA tmL wiF sAnsaN.. kEnNetH heNg.. aLviN.. cHuN siAnG.. wEisHu.. aNd duNnO sTi|| gOt whO.. aCtua||Y iReNe wAnNa gO dE.. buT hEr muMmy |aSt miNutE duN |et.. sO... hMmm.. cAtCh mE theRe tmL~ =p


12:08 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003


You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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12:24 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2003


sAw cAiyU oN e wAy tO cwP.. sHe bEcoMe sLiMmEr |e dEn |aSt tiMe |e.. wOww... haHAaz.. sO eNvY.. iF onLiE i cAn gEt sLiM...


wEnT tO wAtCh mAtRiX rEvoLuTiOn agaiN.. buT diS tiMe wiF sAnsaN.. hEez.. gReAt show mAn!! =X hMm.. gOt tO uNdErsTaNd e sHow bEtTa |ez.. sAw eStHer aT e ciNemA thEre.. hMm.. noT muCh diFf sinCe e |aSt tiMe i mEt hEr.. sTi|| aS daO aS |aSt tiMe.. heCk |a.. nOw sHe tReAtS a|| oF uS |iKe dAt |iaOz.. jUz nOdDed mY heAd deN i gO |e.. deN weNt tO yOsHiNoyA tO eAt tErRiYaKi cHicKen (mY fAv) aNd sHriMp cRoqUeTtE.. aFtEr dAt weNt wa|k wa|k fRm B1 tO |v| 7 |oRz.. hMm.. deN aFtEr wA|kinG sTi|| gOt tiMe bEfOrE e sHow sTaRts.. deN wE sTaRt tHinKinG wAd tO bUy tO eAt iN e tHeAtRe |iaOz.. hEez.. piGgiE hOrx.. =X deN wE deCidE tO buY |ovEr's cOmbO pLuS nAcHo & hOt cHeEsE.. daMn fAtTeNinG dE.. hAhha.. tAsTeS VERY cHeEsY.. i |iKe iT..


aFtEr e show wE weNt tO e pAsaR ma|aM tO buY e pEndAnT whiCh sAnsaN hAs bEeN eYeinG fOr fEw wEeKs |iaOz.. dEn wE cheCk gOt se|| e kiNd oF bAg i wAnNa bRinG tO cHa|eT dE.. deN.. hMm.. fOuNd oNe whiCh i qUitE |iKe iT.. e co|oR cOmbi niCe nicE.. iS bLuE dE.. deN aFtEr dAt weNt tO buY e piNk sLiPpeRs whiCh i sAw eArLieR iN jOhN |iTt|e.. wOooohoOOoo.. sPeNt qUitE a suM toDaE.. rEsT oF e wEeK nO $$ |e.. oH yA.. fiNa||y bouGhT a mOusE reSt fRm hA||mArK eArLieR oN.. aFtEr a|| tHeSe sHoPpinG deN wE gO hoMe |e..


jUz nOw jUz toK tO bOi onLiE.. hMmz.. sOuNds rEaL TOUGH iN sErgeAnT caMp.. a|| e sErgEanTs siaO siAo dE.. |eT 'eM gO baTh @ 10pM.. deN eXpeCt 'eM tO dRaW e maP aNd a|| tHosE foR tmL.. cOz tmL hAvE tO wa|k aRd e WHOLE TEKONG!! cAn u iMagiNe dAt?! tEkOnG nOT sMa|| u noE.. deN eXpeCt 'eM tO dRaw fiNisH a|| tHosE bY 10.30pM.. -.-"' iMpOsSibLe dE |oRx.. deN hE giMme a sMs tO ca|| hiM iS bCoz i jUz nOw aT 9++ gOt sMs aNd cOmpLaiN sAe nOw seLdoM toK |e.. deN eVEN thOuGh jUz nOw sO dAmn buSy.. hE sTi|| pEi mE tOk.. sO gOod.. fEe| sO bLeSsEd... deN wE kEeP diScuSsiNg aBt mAtRiX rEvoLutiOn.. wE sTi|| hAvE soMe dOubTs aBt e sHow.. iN e miDsT deN kEeP heArinG hiS buNkmAtEs sHouTinG "wHo gOt pRotRaCtoR??" aNd "wHo gOt cOmpAsS?? |eNd mE |eHz..." HAhhaa.. aFtEr heArinG a|| tHosE i wAs |uFfinG |iKe wAd |ikE dAt.. =X aCtua||y sUpPosEd tO bE 10.30pM |iGhTs off.. buT i ca||eD hiM aT 10.40pM.. |o|z.. a|| oF 'eM nOt sLeEpinG.. a|| sO hYpeR.. a|| oF 'eM heCk |oRz.. eveN iF thEiR sErgeAnT puNiSh 'eM.. iF e sErgeAnt diD.. thEy dEcidE tO ca|| e hoT|iNe aNd coMpLaiN.. |o|z.. duNnO thEy dArE tO ca|| aNoTz.. cOz surE wi|| hAvE a |oT oF pRob|eMz dE.. deN todAe bOi rEa||iE daMn fEd uP.. cOz hE kEeP sCoLdinG #$^$&@^$%# haHAa.. fiRsT tiMe nEhz~ guEsS hE rEa||iE aNgRy wiF a|| tHosE iDioTs.. rEa||iE bOdY fiT bUt nO bRaiNs.. deN jUz nOw i wAs joKiNg dAt i nO $$ |e.. wAiT foR hiM gimmE.. deN hE sAe soMe sTuFfS |a.. deN i sAe duN fReN hiM |e.. deN hE sAe soMethinG |iKe.. " dEn oUr fRiEndsHiP eNd hEre |oR.." wAhz.. whEn i heAr diS i DAMN fEd uP.. deN i sAe "k |a k |a.. gO sLeEp |a.." i sAe diS sinCe duNnO whEn.. deN sO mAnY tiMeS |iaO.. deN hE suDdeN|y pOp qN giMme aNs.. deN fiNa||y hE jUz sAe a "bYe" deN hE hAnG uP |iaOz.. wAd e heCk |oRz.. i joKinG onLiE deN duNnO hE tReAt rEaL aNoT.. DumBheAd.. deN diDn'T eVeN giMme a gOod nitE mSg.. whiCh iS qUitE unLiKe hiM.. oR mAyBe hE's rEa||iE buSy ti|| fOrgoT?? oR no tiMe??? oR... rEa||iE eNd diS fRiEndsHiP |e..?!?!


aFtEr dAt.. shAuN ca||eD mE.. hMm.. hE heAr mE sOuNd sO sAd deN hE aSk |oRz.. i sOundEd sO oBviOuS.. hE neVa aSk deN i *biSh* hiM |iaOz.. =X deN i diDn'T sAe muCh |a.. jUz sAe i nO $$ fOr rEsT oF e mTh |iaOz.. deN hE sAe wAd.. soMethinG |iKe.. iF i wAnT deN i ca|| uP hiS siS.. deN hiS siS pAss mE sOmE $$.. buT.. pLs |oR.. i aLsO nOt hiS wHo.. caN'T taKe hiS $$ mAhz.. sO i reJeCtEd |oRz.. deN hE cHeeReD mE uP bY sAeinG e hApPiE mOmEnTs tOgEtHeR.. aNd e tiMe wheN hE jUz bOugHT hiS coLouR hP deN i kEeP taKinG iMagEs uSinG dAt..|o|z.. hE sAe sTi|| gOt e piC whEre mE aNd hiM tOoK toGetHeR.. hEez.. sO gAn doNg.. nOw sTi|| fEe| a biT uPsEt.. iS diS $$ pRobLeM bOtHeRinG mE.... oR iS iT hiM..........................??


11:58 PM

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Jasmine
You are Jasmine from Aladdin!


What Disney Princess are you?
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You are Morpheus-
You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.cjb.net. Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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You are the goddess of love and romance. You help
others hook up while longing for a someone your
self


What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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THE ANGEL OF PROTECTION: No one wants to mess with
you, you are very slow to anger, but if someone
or something attacks what you gaurd... lets
just say they don't live long.


What Angel are you?
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My inner child is six years old today

My inner child is six years old!


Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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11:43 AM

Monday, November 10, 2003


wAs sLaCkinG aT bRaNdoN's hSe oN sAtuRdAe.. deN sO siAnz.. cOz onLiE i gO mAhzZ.. whEn wE gO sHoP 'N' sAvE buY e iNgReDiEnTs.. haHaa.. hE cOuLdn'T fiNd e kiNd oF cHeEsE hE wAnTs.. sO hE bOuGhT e kiNd whiCh wE nEeD tO cUt oN oUr owN dE.. deN i gO cHoOsE dRiNk.. deN wHeN wE @ cOuntEr wAnNa paY |iaOz.. hE pAiD fOr e dRiNk aLsO.. |o|x.. aCtua||y iS sAe i pAy fOr e dRiNk.. e rEsT hE pAyS.. deN iN e eNd.. aCtua||y eVrYthinG cOsTs aBt 10 buCks.. buT dAt uNcLe aT dAt cOuntEr cO||eCt 7 buCks.. deN wE kEeP qUiEt.. nOt mY idEa k!! iT's bRaNdoN's idEa.. hE wAnNa bE bAd bOy..


wHeN wE reAcH hiS hSe.. hE cUt e luNcheOn mEaT aNd e cHEeSe.. haHaa.. deN i dO nOtHin.. wAnTeD tO he|p ouT aCtua||y.. he|p cuT cHeEsE dE.. deN hE sAE doWaN.. cOz cHeEsE aNd |unCheOn mEaT veRy oiLy.. deN te|| mE taKe pLaStiC gLovEs deN tRy tO sEpeRaTe e cHeEsE nORx.. sO cuTe.. haHa.. cOz aCtua||Y i sAe i he|p ouT.. deN iN e eNd nEvA dO aNytHinG aT a||.. dEn jUz pLaY hiS hP.. =X deN i tReAt hiS hSe |iKe miNe |iKe dAt.. waNna tAkE aNytHinG deN jUz taKe.. hAHhaa.. aLsO duNnO wAD gO iNtO mE deN i |iKe dAt.. hiS piZzA.. noT bAd nOrx.. |iKe e cHeEsE beSt!! =X aFtEr dAt wAtCh e shOw i waNna wAtCh.. deN hE |oOk a e cLaSsifiEds tO fiNd joB.. deN thEre'S soMe i wAnt dE.. buT eiTheR iT's nEeD tO reAcH dAt pLaCe bY 5pM fOr iNtErviEw oR e vaCancY's taKeN.. iDioT.. dOwN oN mY |uCk.. sO.... wE fORgeT iT..


deN wE gO uP tO hiS rOoM |oRx.. oH yA.. hE sO guAi siAz.. cOz hE dO hOusEwOrK |eHz.. mOp e fLoOr.. kekE.. baCk heRe.. deN hE kEeP taKe mY hP |isTeN tO a|| e riNgtoNeS dAt i'vE dOwN|oaDeD.. deN hE sAe i cRaZy.. cOz i gOt aBt 30 cHiNeSe riNgtoNeS mAhz.. deN iN e eNd hE aLsO uSe GPRS gO dOwN|oaD |ez.. hAHhaa.. deN.. i kEeP uSe hiS coM gO fRiEndStEr sEe gOt aNy uPdAtEs aNoTz.. deN.. hE sAe hE waNna sLeEp.. tE|| mE waKe hiM uP aT 5pM.. deN i nOtTie.. duN |eT hiM sLeEp.. kEeP diStuRbinG hiM.. |o|x.. deN iN e eNd nEvA sLeEp.. c.. i sO |ihAi.. caN mAKE hiM duN s|eEp.. deN aFtEr hE aNd ke|viN tAn mSg iN mSn nOrx.. deN.. lAtEr i waNna gO hoMe |e.. deN hE seNd mE tO e bUs-sToP.. deN.. i oN mY wAy hoMe |e..


bOi weNt tO wAtCh mAtRiX reVo|uTiOn.. diDN'T aSk hiM hOw wAs iT.. onLiE nOe dAt.. mE aNd hiM seLdoM toK |e.. cOz oF hiS sTuPiD iDioTiC sErgeAnTs.. aLwAeS |eT 'eM oFf |aTe |atE.. deN sO fAsT jiU |iGhTs oFf |e.. siGhz.. onLiE gOt tO toK tO hiM oN fRidAe niTe.. hAiZz.. aLtHouGh wE onLiE cHaTtEd fOr aBt 9 miNs dAt nitE.. i'vE eNjoyEd dAt cOnvErsAtiOn aLoT.. eVeN iF iT's a fEw sEcoNdS.. i'|| tReAsurE iT.. i duNnO y i'|| fEe| |iKe dAt.. wheN i caN gEt tO toK tO hiM.. i'|| feE| mOrE cHeErfuL.. hE sEeMs tO bRighTeN uP mY dAe.. buT fOr diS ho|idAes.. duN tHinK i'|| hAvE muCH tiMe tO cHaT wiF hiM.. hOw aM i gOnNa pAsS mY ho|idAeS..? nO huO |i aT a||.. i miSs hiS vOicE.. miSs e wAy hE ca||s mE "gEr".. miSs e tiMeS whEn wE kEeP jokinG wiF eACh otHeR.. sAe wAd gOt bF/gF dE.. |o|x.. tHoSe weRe e dAeS.. fEw mThs aGo... foNd mEmOriEs... duNnO y i'M |iKe dAt.. tHinK i'M iN tOo dEeP |e.. diDn'T |iKe aNyoNe dIS dEeP bEfOrE.. caN soMeoNe sAvE mE?!


heArD frM yiJiE hE goNna bEt todAe.. deN i wiSh hiM gOod |uCk aNd giBe hiM a|| mY |uCk jUz BEfOrE hE gO bEt.. deN jUz nOw caMe e gOod nEws sAeinG dAt hE wOn a |itT|e.. deN wAnt mE tO wiSH hiM aGaiN.. deN i wiSh |oRx.. hAvE tO wAiT fOr hiS gOod nEws |iaOz.. iF hE wiNs aGaiN.. hiAk hiaK.. hE goNna tReAt mE tO eAt |iaOz.. cOz i giBe hiM mY |ucK dE |eHz.. aNd jUz nOw hE aLsO gOT pRomiSe mE dE.. hEez.. |oOkinG fOrwArD fOr hiS tReAt... =X


diS coMinG ho|idAeS wi|| bE qUitE siAnz.. otHeR deN e cHaLeT.. gUEsS gOt nO hiGh|iGhTs |iaOz.. caN sOmEoNe jUz wa|k iNtO mY |ifE.. aNd eitHeR mAkE mE dAmN hApPiE oR dAmN sAd aNoTz?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!? i'M jUz bOrEd oF diS kiNdA |ifE.. siCk oF |ifE |e...


1:00 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2003


eVrYtHinG dAt hAs a bEgiNninG.. hAs aN eNd..
-fOuNd iN mAtRiX reVoLutiOn-
( a sEnteNcE whiCh i |uRvE mOsT... )

1:14 AM

Friday, November 07, 2003


fiNa||y wAtCheD mAtRiX rEvo|uTiOn!!!

wAS uP bY 10aM++ diS mOrninG.. coZ mY bE|ovEd mUmMy |ahz.. wAkE mE uP.. -.-"' buT neVa miNd |a.. deN i gO wAtCh wAn qUaN yU |e.. deN eAT bReAkfaSt.. deN uSe coM |e.. deN mUmMy sAe tOdAe nO coOk |unCh.. deN aT 12pM++ |iKe dAt.. |eOn hAvEn'T sMs mE tO sAe mEeT whEre aNd wAtCh wAd tiMe sHow.. deN i tHougHt hE foRgoT |e.. sO.. i toLd mY muMmY iF i noT wAtChinG moViE todAE deN wE gO sHoPpinG tOgEtHeR.. deN aT 1pM++ hE sMs mE |e.. -.-"' tHouGht cAn gO ouT wiF mUmMy.. siGhz.. sinCe wE sEtt|e wAd tiMe mEeT |e.. deN i gO pRepArE |e |ORx.. buT vErY hUngRy!!!


aFtEr mEeTinG hiM aT adMiraLtY.. deN wE gO sOmeRsEt |e |oR.. wEnT ciNe|eiSuRe dE caThaY buY tiCkeTs.. deN e 3pM++ dE sHoW |eFt 1sT 2 rOws.. -.-"' sO wE cHosE e 4pM++ dE |oRx.. sinCe iT's sTi|| |oNg.. wE wa|k tO taKa tO hAvE oUr |unCh.. deN.. ahHaa.. sO qiAo.. mEt mY pRimArY sCh fReN miNgkAi oUtsidE ciNe|eiSuRe.. |o|x.. sO |OnG nEvA c hiM.. nOt bAd.. sHuAi gE |e wOrx.. soMemorE iN rJc.. sO eNvY 'eM.. sO cLeVeR.. |aSt tiME hE a|wAeS qUaRre| wiF mE dE.. wE aLmoSt eV'rYdAe iN cLaSs aLsO quArRe|.. deN pPL sAe wE 2 cOupLe.. |o|x.. thOsE weRe e dAeS.. miSsEd tHosE dAeS sO MUCH... deN gOt tO nOe frM hiM dAt kEnNeTh sTuCk iN aCJc.. |o|x.. buT hEaRd hE gOt qUitE a fEw gErS aFtEr hiM wOrx..~ wOw.. sTi|| e sAmE aS |aSt tIMe.. gOt gErS aFtEr hiM dE.. haHAa.. keKE..


weNt tO kiNokuNiyA wa|k wa|k beForE gOinG tO e fC eAt eaT.. i bUy mEe pOk dRy tO eAt.. yuCks.. sO... *pUi* duNnO iS iT huMaN fOod aNoTx.. diDn'T fiNisH iT deN i gO buY tAkOpAcHi |e.. yeA!! sO *dE|iCiOuS* deN.. oFf.. wE pRocEeD baCk tO watCh moViE |oR.. oN e wAy.. i chEcK mY hP.. deN fOuNd 1 miSseD ca||.. deN rEaLisEd keLviN tAn ca||eD.. sO nAn dE |ehz.. cOz hE duN ca|| mE dE mAhz.. deN ca|| baCk |oR.. deN hE aNd cHeRyL aT wiSmA cHoOsinG pReZziE fOr iReNe.. siAnz.. nEvA aSk mE aLonG.. *sObZ..* aLtHouGh wE a|| sO cLosE buT nEvA mEeT daO.. hAHa..


rEaChEd e ciNemA |iaOz.. deN sO pAcKeD.. sO mAnY ppL.. -.-"' whEn i wAtCh e moViE.. e guY siTtinG oN mY |eFt dE.. a sTranGeR |a.. i duNnO hiM.. hE kEeP siTtinG cLosEr aNd cLosEr tO mE.. deN whEneVeR i toK tO |eOn.. deN hE wi|| tuRn tO |oOk aT mE.. mAkE mE sO sCaREd.. buT hE qUitE sHuAi |eHz.. deN iT's |iKe.. wheNeVeR gOt thOsE gRoSs dE pArT deN i wi|| cOvEr mY eYeS mAhz.. deN hE aLsO tuRn tO mY diReCtiOn.. rEA||iE qUitE iRritAtinG |orZ.. sO i wA|keD fAsTeR aWaY sTrAighT aFtEr e sHoW.. hAHaz.. thEy cOuLdn'T caTcH uP.. sO hEnG.. mAtRiX reVo|uTiOn rEa||iE veRy niCe.. |ovE iT!!! wi|| bE wAtChinG aGaiN wiF sAnsaN.. gD gD.. hoPefu||y nOt goNnA wAtCh iT aGaiN whEn mY cOusiNs aSk mE oUt.. oR eLsE i'|| bE wAtChinG tHriCe fOr diS sHow |e.. hAHaz.. rEa||iE gLaD dAt i'vE wAtCheD iT.. |oOkinG fOrWarD tO |oRd oF tHe riNgS III: tHe rEtuRn oF tHe kiNg.. whiCH wi|| bE sHowN iN coMinG deCemBeR..


11:57 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2003


jiN|iNg tOdAe sO hApPiEx!!!

wAs sLaCkinG |aSt nitE.. cHaTtinG wiF mEihUi aNd sAnsaN aNd BRaNdoN iN mSn.. a|| nOt sTudYinG wOrx.. sO nAn dE~.. haHaha.. aCtua||y wAnTeD tO sLeEp aT 12aM++ dE.. bUt.. hAizZ.. wAs toKinG tO BRaNdoN oN e foNe untiL.. aBt.. 2.40aM.. hAHhaz.. wAs daMn tiReD.. buT hE hOrx.. wOw.. sTi|| sO eNeRgeTiC.. i cAnNot taKe iT.. |o|x.. soMemoRe hE bu||y mE dE.. i wAs aCtua||y huNgRy |e.. cOz i onLiE eAt onE buN fOr mY dinneR mAhz.. deN aLmoSt e wHoLe cOnveRsaTiOn wAs aBt fOod.. -.-"' mAkE mE sO huNgRy.. gggGGGggGGrRrrrRRRRrrrr..... sO bAd.. deN sAe wAd duN wANna tReAT mE eAt piZzA whEn hE tReaTinG e oThERs dIs saTuRdAE.. -.-"' deN aFtEr hAnginG uP.. quiTe hArD tO sLeEp.. cOz.. mY sLeEpinG tiMe iS ovEr |e.. deN toOk qUitE soMe timE bEfOrE i fa|| aS|eEp... a|| hiS fAuLt La.. hAiyOz...


todAe haD mY |aSt pApeR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jAva paPer.. wOoohOOo.. maNagEd tO dO moSt oF e pApeR.. buT |eFt soMe bLaNk.. cOz... nO idEa mAhz.. i noT pRo iN jaVa.. dEn mEihUi aLwAeS sAe mE.. -.-"' nOw cAn pRovE tO hEr |e.. hEez.. deN.. suMmeR aSkeD mE aNd sAnsaN wAnNa fo||oW 'eM tO kTv wiF 1a04 de guYs anOt.. deN i wAs tHinKinG.. iF theY gOinG tOo fAr dE deN i noT gOiNg |e.. buT iN e eNd theY deCide tO gO orChaRd aReA dE.. deN i tHinK.. fOrgEt iT |oRx.. i duN gO.. deN |aTeR bRaNdoN aSk uS wAnNa fo||oW 'eM tO pLaY pOoL anoTx.. buT afTeR dAt wE a|sO dEcidE noT tO gO.. haHAazz.. cOz sAnsaN duN wAnNa gO mAhz.. deN iN e eNd wE gO cLeMenTi dE bEngaWaN so|o.. i bOughT 1 sLicE oF mAngO caKe.. hHAaa.. sO niCe!!! haHaa.. deN sAnsaN gO maC buY mCchiCkeN mEaL.. deN i bOughT 1 moRe bEaR beAr.. =X aLpHabEt "Y" dE.. sO cutE.. niCe nicE aLsO.. cOz iT's piNk iN coLouR.. hHAa... deN.. wE prOcEed tO cCk tO buY bUbbLe tEa aNd takoyaKi.. hEez.. sPeNt quiTe aN aMouNt oN fOod.. =X


deN wE wAtCh "tHe mAtrix" oN hEr |aPtoP.. cOz shE neVa wAtCh beForE.. buT.. siGhz.. hEr |aPpy hAnG.. -.-"' haNg aLsO duN hAnG aT dAt pOinT oF tiMe mAhz.. deN wE gO |iviNg rOoM tO watCh.. deN.. ha|fwAy tHrU iS 7pM |e mAhz.. deN wE pausE dEn gO wAtCh hO||aNd vi||aGe.. wAh.. shE horx.. wAtCh tV reA||iE cAn ro|| oN e fLoOr dE.. aS shE'vE sAiD bEfOrE.. -.-"' vErY tErRibLe.. vErY sCaRy |ehz.. =X keKEe.. (duN bEaT mE hOrx..) hMm.. deN aFtEr dAt sHow cOntiNuE tO wAtCh e moViE befOre i gO pLaY pLaY wiF Her cAt.. dEn hOrx.. hEr cAt rEa||iE wi|| gEt aNgRy dE |eHz.. iF u sCoLd iT.. aS iF iT uNdErsTaNd wAd u tOkinG.. |o|x.. sO cutE.. whEn iT's aNgRy deN iT wi|| brEatHe iN aNd bReAtHe oUt vErY haRd dE.. hahaa.. dEn.. sAnsaN pAsS mE hEr bRotHeR's iNitiaL D dE vCd.. deN i pRocEeD hOmE |e |oRx.. deN.......... nTh muCH |e |ahz.. aS usuaL |or..


cAn'T gEt tO toK tO bOi todAe.. cOz.. hE gOt mAjoR aCtiVitY tmL moRninG tO nOon.. sO hE pRomiSe tO ca|| mE tmL niTe dE.. nO mAtTeR wAd.. hEez.. sO hAppiEx.. |oOkinG fOrwArD tO tmL wOrx.. hEez.. oH yA.. goNna mEet |eOn tmL tO wAtCh "mAtRiX reVoLutiOn" |e.. wOw.. sO eXcitEd.. cOz wAiTeD fOr sO |oNg.. dEn fiNa||y cAn gEt tO wAtCh iT |e.. cAtCh mE @ oRcHaRd tmL...!! hEez.. goTta gO wAtCh vCd |e.. ^_^


11:07 PM

iN e mOrninG cOuLdn'T wAkE uP oN 9.. -.-"' dEn i kEeP cHaNgE e aLaRm.. dEn fiNa||y wOkE uP aT 10 tO sTudY.. =X wAs sTudYinG todAe aLmoSt e wHoLe dAe.. wEb pubLiShinG e wHoLe dAe.. wAs iN mSn chaTting wiF muHd aNd sAnsaN iN e aFtErnOoN.. dEn aFtEr nOeinG dAt diS pApeR onLiE 40%.. haHaha.. sLaCk |iaOz.. hehEez.. aT fiRsT wAs eAtinG aNd sTudYinG @ e sAmE tiMe.. dEn aFtEr 1 hR.. mY hOt fRiEd riCe beCoMe coLd fRieD riCe |iaOz.. dEn i quiCkLy tAkE soMe moRe aNd eNjOy mY |unCh |e.. hEez..


dEn iT's tiMe tO go sCh |e.. weNt fOr mY paPer.. e roOm wAs fReEzinG.. bBBBbbbbrRrrrRrrr.... sO coLd.. iT wAs sO coLd dAt eVeN tHouGh i wEaR |oNg sLeEvE t-sHirT hOrx.. i sTi|| co|d |ehz.. dEn i qUickLy dO mY pApeR.. deN |oOk aT sAnsaN c iF shE fiNisH e pApeR |iaOz.. dEn sO qiaO shE a|sO |oOk aT mE.. deN shE noD hEr heAd.. meANs shE fiNisH e pApeR |e.. dEn i suBmiT e pApeR dEn shE suBmiT |e |oRx... hEezz... deN sAw bRaNdoN aNd ke|viN taN ouTsidE.. dEn wE chAt chaT.. dEn bRaNdoN te|| uS wE haVe tO bRinG $13 tmL fOr e cHaLeT dE fOod.. deN te|| mE tO paSs aRd tO mY gaNg.. -.-"" sAnsaN aLsO theRe.. y hE aSk mE... =X deN wAiT fOr wEiTinG tO coMe ouT dEn taKe sOmE sTufF fRm hEr deN gO |e..


i wEnT tO mEet dAciA.. mY gOod pa| sinCe whO noEs hOw |oNg.. veRy |oNg |e.. deN weNt tO fC5 fiNd hEr.. whO noEs.. ke|viN taN aLsO goInG theRe.. sO wE gO toGetHeR noRx.. den hE wAs |iKe.. hAizZz.. coPy mE toK.. -.-"' deN aFtEr dAt reAcH |e.. sTaRtinG i couLdn'T fiNd daCia dE.. buT dEN.. haHAa.. fiNa||y sAW hEr.. shE duNnO e wAy baCk tO doVeR.. |o|x.. tHanK gOd i iN sCh |eHz.. haHA.. deN sAw sO mAnY oF mY frEnz waLk pAsT.. dEn i kEeP sAeinG "bYe" tO mY fReNz.. dEn daCia wAs |iKe.. o_O.. haHAa.. sHE wAs rAtHeR surpRisEd |a.. cOz a|| oF 'eM weRe guYs.. dEn i'M e kiNd sHy shY dE.. seLdoM wi|| toK wiF gUys dE |or.. deN shE |iKe.. kiNdA shOcKeD |a.. |o|x.. dEn wE kEeP toKinG aNd toKinG.. dEn aT e pLaTfoRm thEre.. whEn bRaNdoN, |i|iNg aNd i tHinK wEnjiE waLk paSs mE aNd mY fRen.. deN sUDdenLy fEeL soMeoNe |iKe.. touCh my baCk oR mY hAir.. deN i tuRn aRd dEn i nOe iS 'eM.. ahhaa.. deN mE aNd daCia was |iKe.. kEeP toKiNG unTiL i reAch mArsiLinG.. =X deN i droP oFf |e |orX.. dEn.. nOw |e |oR.. hAvEnt sTudY jaVa.. =X deN.. onLiE reCeivEd bOi's gOod nitE mSg..siGhz.. thiNk hE todAe aLsO caNt gEt tO usE e foNe.. sO ke|iaNz.. keKEe.. thiNk i gO sTuDy |e.. tatAa..


12:13 AM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003


System.out.println("Jinling is very S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D");

mOndAe.. wAs sTudYinG @ jUroNg maC wiF piNg yanG aNd sAnsaN.. aTe a biT aNd i bOughT e beAr beaR sErieS dE beAr whiCh hAs e |eTteR "J".. cOz mY naMe iS jiN|iNg mAhz.. dEn i tHinK.. mOsT oF dA tiMe wE weRe toKinG nOrx.. dEn sAnsaN siAo siaO dE.. duNnO wAd gOt iNtO hEr.. kEeP siNginG aNd siNginG aNd siNginG.. -.-"' dEn.. piNg yanG tReAtEd uS tO suNdAes!! eRr.. aCtua||y i wAs joKinG wiF hiM dE.. dEn.. hHahAa.. hE reA||iE bOghT iT fOR uS.. *cHeErs* sTudiEd ti|| aBt 5 pLuS dEn gO aRcAdE pLaY foTohuNt.. dEn.. sPeNt $5 theRe.. |o|x.. buT vErY sAd.. cAnt gEt iNtO dA high sCorEs.. tOo |oNg nEvA pLaY |iaOz.. sKi||s rUsTy |iaOz.. dEn weNt hoMe aT 6++pM |oRx..


tUeSdAe.. wHiCh iS yeStErdAe.. wAs haVinG mY buOe pApEr.. dAt paPeR's a KILLER!! tHinK goNna taKe sUpPLemeNtArY paPer |iaOz.. >.< dEn.. wAs dEcidiNg whEre tO sTudY weBpubLisHinG aFtEr dAt wiF sAnsaN.. iReNe weNt wiF piNg yanG tO sTudY.. cOz shE nEed hiS heLp iN hTmL coDinG.. dEn.. whO noEs.. whEn wE weNt jUroNg.. piNg yanG ca||eD aNd sAe thEy wERe theRe wiF kEnnEtH henG aNd wEisHu.. wE weRe |iKe.. o_O dEn wENt aRieS tO buY eArRiNgs firSt.. mE aNd sAnsaN bOughT e sAmE pAiR.. yeA!! haHAa.. dEn wE weNt tO maC tO sTudY |oR.. e reST weRe aT |oNg joHn siLvEr.. buT thEy caMe tO joiN uS sOoN aFtEr theY eAt fiNisH.. dEn.. i bOughT aNothEr beAr iN maC.. e bEaR wiF e |eTteR "L".. hEez.. cOz mY naMe goT |ing wAd.. hEez.. deN.. wE wenT tO IMM aS irEne reQueStEd..


wE waLkeD a|| e wAy fRm jUroNg mRt tO IMM u noE!!! i vErY |oNg neVa wa|k sO |oNg |ex.. nOt tiRinG aT a|| aCtuaLLy.. guEss i sTi|| hAvE a tEeNy wEeNy biT oF mY sTaMiNa.. =X weNt tO maC tO sTudY.. |o|x.. deN wE kEeP chaNginG pLaCe.. duNnO y.. dEn rApHaeL caMe |aTeR.. wAs sMs-iNg bRaNdoN aNd yiJie aT e sAmE tiMe.. dEn.. duNnO mE aNd bRaNdoN toK ti|| wAd dEn sAe wE gO eAt diNneR tOgEtHeR.. |o|x.. sTaRtinG iS sAE gO eAt e nOodLeS hE coOk.. cOz hE sAe hE cOoK gOt sKi||s dE.. dEn.. wE chaNgEd ouR miNd sAe hE tReAt mE eAt gOod foOd.. hEez.. deN wE kEeP sMs aBt soMe bO |iaO tHinGs |or.. deN.. dAt sTuPiD wEisHu kEeP sAe i sMs.. -.-"' dEn duNnO sAe wAd ruBbiSh.. dEn.. sEeMs |iKe mE aNd hiM cAn cLicK |oR.. iT's |iKe.. toK qUitE a |oT |oRx.. deN ireNe sTaRt tO aSk aBt hEr hTmL cOdinGs |e.. aLtHouGh shE aSk piNg yanG tO he|p hEr dE.. buT iN e eNd i tHinK iS kEnnEtH heNG teAcH hEr e mOsT dE |oRx.. -.-"' nvM.. dEn.. irEne wAntEd tO gO shOp aRd fOr hEr sHorTs.. dEn pSycHo mE aNd sAnsaN tO pEi hEr.. dEn wE pEi heR.. dEnnnn......... reCeivEd bOi's sMs!!! hE aSkeD mE aBt mY paPeR.. deN hE sAe nOw e sErgeAnT giBe 'eM tiMe tO gO baCk chaNgE cLothEs.. dAt's y hE cAn sMs mE.. *sO gaN doNg wOrx..* deN.. wE weNt tO dAisO tO buY oUr cHaLeT dE tHinGs |or.. deN afTeR dAt wAiT sHutTLe bUs gO baCk juRoNg..


piNg yanG caMe baCk juRoNg fOr sAnsaN's saKe u nOE!! deN we weNt tO aRcadE.. iNteNdinG tO pLaY foTohuNt dE.. buT gO soMe sMa|| aH |iaNz hOgGiNg oN dAt mAchiNe.. =( sO wE neVa pLaY iN e eNd.. c piNg yanG pLaY.. dEn wEishU VS kEnnEtH heNg iN kOf.. deN wE gO hoMe |e.. deN i ca||eD bRaNdoN.. buT hE wAs teAching mY mUMmy aKa |i|iNg htmL.. sO.. foRgeT iT |oR.. dEn |i|iNg kEeP tEaSiNg mE.. -.-"' wE onLiE gOod fReNz mAh.. wHo sAe gOod fReNz caNnoT gO sTudY tOgEthEr dE.. buT.. cOz thEy studYinG.. sO i go hoMe nOrx.. deN reCeivEd bRaNdoN's ca||.. hE ca||eD jUz tO sAe sOrriE.. *sO sWeET..* haHAa.. y hE nevA thoUghT oF jUz sMs mE aNd sAe sOrRiE.. sO fuNny dE.. keKE..


aT niTe.. reCeivEd bOi's mSg aGaiN!! wOw.. reCeivinG hiS mSg bRighTeNs uP mY mOod!! =X hE wAs coNsoLinG mE |oR.. sAe mY buOe paPeR aLsO fiNisH |iaO.. nOw coNceNtrAtE oN nExT pAper.. buT hE gOinG |iGhTs oFf |e.. sO cAnT toK oN foNe.. sighz.. deN juZ giVe hiM a gOod nitE mSg.. i cReAtE dE |eh.. vErY siNceRe hOrx.. =X keKE.. dEn wAs toKinG wiF piNg yanG oN foNe.. soRt oF cOnsoLinG aNd |enDinG hiM a |isTeninG eAr |or.. cOz sO mAnY uNhApPy dE sTuFfs hApPeN.. sO.. pEi hiM toK nOrx.. dEn toK ti|| i diDn't sTudY.. =X dEn aFtEr dAt wAtCheD aN ePisoDe oF e jAnG naRa sErieS beForE i sLeEp.. =X nOw hAvE tO sTudY |e.. thiNk i noT bLoGgiNg toNitE.. miSs yA bLoGgiE.. *muaCks*


1:40 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2003


yEstErdAe.. nTh muCh to sAe nOrx.. gLad dAt piNgyanG wAs cHaTtiNg wiF mE oN e foNe iN e aFtErnOoN.. tRyinG tO cheeR me uP.. dEn aT nitE aNdRe wAs chEeRinG mE uP aLsO.. foRcinG mE tO sAe wAd's sO uNhAppiE.. dEn mEihUi aNd sAnsaN pOsT tAgS oN e tAgBoaRd.. a|| sO coNcErN aBt mE.. hEez.. gLaD tO hAvE a|| oF u aS mY fReNz!! *jiN|iNg sO hApPiEx...*

tOdAe.. goNna sTaY aT hoMe a|oNe aGaiN.. hAizZz.. soMemOrE sTudY aLoNe.. >.< sO |oNe|y dE |eHz.. onLiE goT bLoGgiE pEi mE.. siGhz.. goNna hAvE a |onG |oNg dAe aHeAd...


*wAs tHinKing...* whEn cAn i |ivE iN e sUb-uRbaN aReA oR bY e sEa..? whEn cAn i hAvE a dOg oR cAt oF mY owN..? whEn cAn i haVe e wHoLe cO||eCtioN oF foReVeR bEaRs..? whEn cAn i c e suNriSe aNd suNsEt aGaiN wiF e oNe i |iKe?! whEn cAn i tRaVeL aBrOaD aNd gO tO e cOuntRiEs whiCh i waNna viSiT..? whEN cAn i diS.. whEn cAn i dAt..? theRe aRe sO mAnY "whEn cAn i..?" .. duNnO whEn wi|| iT coMe tRuE.. hoPe i cAn eXpeRienCe a|| e "whEN cAn i..?" bEfOre i |eAvE diS wOrLd.. hEez.. =)


1:50 PM

Saturday, November 01, 2003


y aM i iN diS cRueL wOrLd..??!!!!?!?!??!?!?! diS wOrLd iS sO... cRueL..... y aM i sO |uCkY tO hAvE eScApEd fRoM a fEw cAr aCcidEnTs aNd nEar|y gOt hiT bY Ki||eR |iTtErs..?!?! sOmetiMes i tHinK.. i shLd hAvE gOt caUghT iN e aCcidEnTs oR wAdeVa.. thEn pRobAbLy.. theY wi|| sTaRt tO tHinK hOw i'M fEeLinG.. nO oNe noEs hOw i fEe| dEeP wiThiN.. i guEsS nO onE noEs... soMetimEs i tHinK i nEed a pSycHiaTriSt.. soMetimEs hOw i wiSh i couLd |oCk mY mEmoRy... soMetimEs hOw i wiSh i cOuLd jUz diSaPpeAr aNd vAniSh inTo thiN aiR...


duN uNdErsTaNd y mY mUm sOmetimEs jUz duN uNdErsTaNd mE.. shE doEsn'T uNdErsTaNd hOw sTrEsSeD i aM riGhT nOw.. aNd jUz NAG and NAG and NAG... coMpLaiNinG aBt eVrYthiNg fRm aBt mY dAd.. tO mE.. tO mY siS.. aNd... sOmE othEr sTuFfs.. shE doEsn'T nOe y i somEtimeS duN fEe| |iKe eATinG aNd jUz sAe i wAsTeD e fOod.. shE doEsn't nOe dAt i duN fEe| we||.. i diDn'T te|| hEr cOz i duN wAnT hEr tO wOrRy.. shE dOeSn'T nOe dAt i'm aLwAeS fEe|iNg giDdY tHeSe fEw dAes... shE doEsn'T nOe aBt hOw i fEeL whEn i'M hAvinG eXaMz... shE jUz duN undErstAnd.. aNd i tHinK shE wuN wAnT tO uNdErsTaNd........................................................


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