Sunday, June 27, 2004
havE u eveR
Listenin to: Backstreet Boys - More Than That
Have u ever loved and lost someone. And ur heart was hurt, and i mean reallie hurt, after u lost him. U tried to forget him, though u could try to make urself forget him, but u would still think of him at times. Memories of u and him keep floating back. Though the times shared are short, but u'll still think of him, miss him. Sigh.
Wanted to sae sorry to him, but I juz couldnt get that word outta my mouth. :S I'm juz so..... =X Feeling Regretful. Seeing him enjoying his life now is good enuff for me. Really. Hope that he can "pull thru" his daes in NS now.
11:41 PM
Summary
Listenin to: Zhang Zhen Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zou
Yesterdae
01 Meihui came to fetch me at Marsiling MRT but she was late=/
02 Went to pick Cheryl up at Bedok, her hse de downstairs.
03 Tried to find a parking lot at Expo de carpark.
04 Took a long time finding it.
05 Met up wif Sansan, Kenneth, CS.
06 Went for the DreamCar Exhibition.
07 Saw many cars and took many pics of it.
08 Saw quite a number of Che Che Mei Nu.
09 So many sports car, but I like the Mini most =X
10 Surprisngly saw Shaun there also. But we juz nod our heads coz he noes I;m wif my frenz and he's shy =D
11 Went to the car race thingy.
12 But it sorta ended when we reach there.
13 Meihui drove us to Changi Airport Terminal 2.
14 Had dinner at Sakae Sushi.
15 Meihui and Cheryl left while the remaining 4 of us took the Sky Train to Terminal 1.
16 Sat there see aeroplanes take off and land.
17 Took Sky Train back to Terminal 2.
18 Took MRT home.
19 Looked kinda tired plus I'm not in a good mood and no one noticed. *phew*
20 Alighted at City Hall(I think) to change line.
21 Alighted at Bishan to meet Shaun coz I'm starting to not feelin well again.
22 He drove me around before sendin me home.
23 Chatted abt our past on the car. His words touched me.
24 Fell asleep on the car.
25 And I reached home.
26 He sent me to the doorstep.
27 Played 02 Jam a while.
28 SLEEP. That's abt it!
Today
01 Dad drove us to Tanjong Pagar for breakfast.
02 Had Bak Kut Teh for breakfast + lunch.
03 And nothin much happened
04 Disappointed a fren coz he tried askin me out but I'm juz not in the mood *sOrrY*
05 Came home and played O2 Jam.
06 Finallie LEVELED UP to Level 15 =pPp
07 That's all. =)
11:28 PM
I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE EVERYTHING. I HATE THIS. I HATE THAT. I JUZ WANNA DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR. DUN BOTHER TO CALL ME. I WONT ANS ANY FONE CALLS.
3:14 PM
Friday, June 25, 2004
Went out wif Yiyi todae =D
Listening To: Blue - If You Come Back
Havent been bloggin for 2 daes. =/ Bcoz I'm sorta.. obsessed wif O2 Jam?! LOL.. =X My account had some problem and den i use my sista's. hEe..
Okok.. Updates now. Hmm.. 23rd.. Shaun drove a car to my house after he reached Singapore. He even went to the dunno where to buy Tian Ji porridge for himself and Chciken porridge for me =D Wahaha.. and when he reach my hse the porridge is still piping hot!! hEe.. I onlie dare to eat the porridge but not the Tian Ji.. =X In the end the porridge belongs to me and he took my porridge but the Tian Ji he eat and the chicken i eat. Complicated huh? Nvm.. =X
Ok.. 24th now. Stayed at home for the consecutive 3rd dae liao. S-I-A-N. Dun wanna see anyone coz I dun habe the mood. Shaun saw me online and den went to buy the porridge again for me =/ He was under my block when he called me den surprised me!! Ahaha.. And I ate the porridge again =X Aiya.. same thing as the nite before lor.. Wah seh.. If he continue like dat.. I'm gonna put on weight furthermore!! Alamak.. tell him liao he still sae neva mind.. QI SI WO LE!!! He sae chubby den cute.. *doTz* After eating den he played my O2 Jam for a while lor.. And den.. He's sleeping on my bed like a P-I-G liao.. -_- About 45 mins liao I punched him up!! hahaha.. Else he reallie cant wake up.. Tried so many methods.. Coz if he dun wake up den he'll be late for Linkin Park de concert le.. Asked me one last time whether I wanna follow along and I decided not to go. U can scold me stupid or wadeva coz I have a free ticket to dat concert, but I dun wanna go. Scold me all u want. =) Watched "The Pianist" and itz so
interesting! Itz based on a true story abt a Jew surviving thru the WW2 when the German soldiers attacked the Jews. And dat guy died in 2000. Sigh. Most of the Jews died during dat time I guess? Suddenly I'm so interested in World Wars. HAHA. All thanx to my sis =/ Coz she's taking History. =X Played my sista's O2 Jam account to Lvl 9 last nite. Wahhaa.. Leveled up 9 levels within a dae.. Xia si ni huh? LOL. Played till 2am++ last nite before slping and got a scolding =(
25th. Todae. Supposed to meet Qiuyi and Sansan to go to Sentosa todae. But due to the stupid weather, we decided to cancel it off. And den Sansan neva come out lor =( So in the end me and Qiuyi went to Causeway Point de Pastamania. hEe.. Eating there for the first time in my life. Very sua ku hor? =X Ate Creamy Chicken wif Iced Lemon Tea and Tiramisu(did i spell wrongly? =/) and Qiuyi ordered a Chocolate Mousse wif a cup of Sprite. Ate and den chatted till 2pm++ before we decided to shop ard. =D
Decided to buy a smiley face top from Giordano wif Qiuyi den coz dun habe her size so they check stock for her den habe to wait a few daes to be transferred from PS and i reserved mine =) Went to Metro and MunPheng saw me den hit me on the back!! *OUCH!* And den coz me and Qiuyi wanna buy perfume so she keep intro to us and in the end we bought one each. =D The same one somemore. Cost us so cheap and smell so S-W-E-E-T! LURVE IT!! Hmm.. Den Walked ard lor.. Qiuyi buy so many things sia!! Den i bought stickers to stick on my laptop.. 2 clips or wadeva u call dat to tie up my hair de and den one Nail Polish Remover lor. Spent so much =S Was so giddy since 4pm++.. didn't dare to sae it out =X And i nearly fainted on my way home. Oh My Goodness!! You wun noe how it feels. But thank God.. I didn't faint =D Rest quite a while den i ok liao.
Gonna habe dinner tml wif SPCO de ppl coz itz Orientation tml. Gonna spend $$ again =S Sigh..
8:38 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
i sTill canT maKe uP mY miNd.. havE beEEn thiNkin abT it e whOle moRnin till nOw.. siGhs.. waD aM i suPPosE tO dO.. anD hOw aM i goNna soLve diS.. caN somEoNe tEll mE?
oH yA.. watChed i gueSs rePeaTed dE.. cOz diDnt waTch laSt nitE.. deN.. e shUai gE all sO sHuAi.. sO tAll.. mY dreaM guY... =X aT leaSt daT's soMethiN i enJoyed iN e moRnin anD takEs mY miNd oFf daT pRobLem.. lEts mE foRgeT iT for abouT aN hR pLus...
1:38 PM
hE's baCk toDae
liSteNin tO: Lene Marlin - Unforgivable Sinner
waS aT homE e whoLe daE pLayin O2 Jam.. wAhahaha.. i'M O2 jAm siaO liaO.. cOz whoLe daE pLaying daT anD mY siSta goT adDicTed aLso.. =X jaMie diDn't comE mY hsE iN e enD.. cOz somEthiNg cRoPped uP =(
hE's baCk todaE.. laNdin iN sinGaporE aT 9.50pM fLighT SQ228 aT teRmiNal 2.. anD hE diDN't tEll mE.. huMph!! hiS siS cAlled anD tEll mE dE.. diS iDIot.. nEva tEll mE waD tiMe hE reaChin.. sO i'M noT goiN tO e aiRpoRt.. HUMPH!! sErveS hiM riGht maN! i jUz goNna aCt As thOugh i dunNo hE's baCk =p
1:33 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004
hE's coMin baCk~~
liSteNin tO: Fan Wei Qi - Ying Wei
woNder whO's coMin baCk???? shaUn!! waHAhaha.. yEa.. iTz eitHer 23rD or 24tH.. buT hE's goiN tO watCh liNkin paRk's coNcerT.. anD.. i gueSs i noT goiN baHx.. cOz.. will feEl ouT oF pLace theRe.. cOz hE gOin wiF hiS buDdieS~ anYwaE.. shaUn: i'M loOkin foRwaRd tO u comiN baCk~ =)
anYwaE.. theRe's anotHer posT beLow =D
12:56 AM
haPpiE fatHer's daE!!
liSteNin tO: Backstreet Boys - Spanish Eyes
What Name Should You Have? by Lauren
i wanNa thaNk mY daDdy foR bEing suCh a gReat daDdy.. anD theRe's onE anD onLie onE oF dis kinDa daDdy.. anD daT's mY daDdy!! *huGz* hE's somEoNe whO showeRed mE wiF lOve sinCe e daE i waS boRn.. rEalliE gLad daT theY bRing mE uP iN suCh a sWeEt fAmiLy.. anD wE duN sounD likE fatHer anD dauGhteR wheN wE chaT buT sEems likE fRenz? hEe.. hE aLmosT spoiLt mE.. anD i'M nEarLy a sPoiLt bRat! =X waHAha.. anywaY.. hoPe daT mY daD's buSineSs caN piCk uP anD geT beTta rEaL soOn~ cOz theRe sEems tO bE somE pRobS whiCh iS realliE boTherin hiM anD i noE hE's hoLdin oN bcOz oF diS faMiLy =)
i wiSh mY daDdY a haPpiE fatHer's daE! thOugh i diDnt pRepaRe anytHin muCh cOz hE's noT suPposEd tO bE iN sinGapoRe todaE! huMph! anD i onLie goT tO noE daT oN saTuRdae nitE. anYwaE.. bouGht a caKe foR mY dEaR daDdy iN e aFternOon anD shuN biAn ceLEbRate hiS biRthdaE.. coZ iTz oN mondaE anD iTz todaE!! anD hE saE hE fiRst timE biRthdaE goT caKe siA.. >.< anD somEmoRe iS buY bY mE dE.. waHAhaha.. aiN't i spEciaL deN? =X hE maDe a wiSh.. bLew ouT e caNdlEs.. anD wE aTe fiNish e whoLe cakE!! LOLs.. oH yA.. i eveN chaNged e aDdreSs fOR mY i/C liaO.. iN caSe somEthiN haPpenS tO mE anD theY dunNo wheRe i livE =)
diDnt dO muCh todaE thoUgh.. aFter heLpin daD.. siS anD mE weNT tO causEwaY cOz shE buYin zHitiNg's pRezZie anD wE shuN biAn toOk neOpriNts~ =D shE suGgesTed dE.. anD i guEss i'll upLoad wheN i sCan lE k? hEee.. daT's all baH? cOz i chatTin oN fonE.. haRd tO typE la hoR..? =pPp
*saRang hEyoH~*
12:44 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
bOrEd
liSteNin tO: Kiki Ding - Bu Shuo
fEeLin:
waS pRaCticAlly dowNloaDin somE mP3s anD oRgaNisiNg mY mp3 fiLes.. cOz i rEaLisEd mY mP3s aRe EVERYWHERE.. HAhha.. sO.. yeaPs.. oRganisEd aNd inDeeD iT loOks neaTer deN beFore! evrYthinG's iN a foLder *gRiNz*
mY muM maDe riCe duMpLinGs todaE!! waHAhha.. i'M iN foR a feaST! =X k loR.. onLie aTe 1 duMpLing.. anD shE heRseLf aTe 3.. -____-" sO.. daT enDs mY daE lE? *sMiLes*
11:58 PM
Change Of Bloggie Song To "I Don't Wanna Know By Mario Winans
liSteNin tO: Ou De Yang - Xing Fu Che Zhan
Ru guo you ji hui de hua yi ding yao dui ni xin ai de ren biao bai shuo ni hen ai ta... Bu ran ni hui hen hou hui... =)
4:49 PM
coNfuSioN
liSteNin tO: Britney Spears - Everytime
theRe's anotHer posT bElOw diS posT..
siGh.. i dunNo waD i wanT.. dunNo whO i nEed.. dunNo waD i nEed in liFe.. dunnO whO iS e onE i canT livE w/O.. caN somEonE jUz tEll mE pLs?! givEn mY siTuatioN.. i realliE dunNo hOw tO haNdLe diS..
Everytime By Britney Spears
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
1:14 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
haPpiE biRthdaE bRandOn~
liSteNin tO: Qiu Ze - Zuo Ni De Ying Xiong
waS aT keNnetH's hsE yeSterdaE.. eRr.. abiT ouTcaSt baH.. cOz aLvin anD daRreN camE aT aboUt.. somewHere beTweEn 5.30pM tO 6pM.. sO.. yaRr.. theY keEp pLayin loR.. deN takE boLsTer anD uLtRamaNs hiT heRe hiT tHere.. deN i jUz siT anD watCh loR.. anD deN noT loNg watCh fiNish LOTR 2 liaO deN theY chaNge tO GTO dRama sPecial.. a moVie..
deN haLfwaY thRu FINALLIE goT pLaCe on beD foR mE tO liE oN liaO.. sO.. oF cOz i gO liE lA! =X noT loNg deN raPhaeL reaCh liaO.. deN.. weNT tO habE diNner aT weStmaLL dE bK aT abT 8.15pM.. deN wEishU joiNed uS theRe.. anD gueSs waD?! hiS haiR sO loNg lE!!
weNt tO bReaD taLk anD theY bouGht sO manY bReaD sCare laTer huNgry iN e miDdLe oF e nitE.. anD laStlY tO aTm maChine wheRe weiShu tRansfeR $$ oR waD la.. deN finalliE baCk tO keNnetH's hsE.. aS mosT oF eM wanNa watCh hAi yoU miNg tiaN 2.. sO wE waTChed iT.. anD wEishU waS seNdin mE O2Jam.. a gamE.. loOks sO inteResTing >.<
dowNloaDed e patCh anD evrYthing anD deN wenT oFf lE cOz iTz sO laTe..
todaE.. meT mEihui aT buKit baTok mrT.. sAnsaN couLdnt comE bcOz shE's dowN wiF fLu.. sO manY ppL's dowN wiF it siA.. aHAha.. mE nearLy goT it man.. cOz waS sNeEzing aLL e waY diS moRnin.. BUT.. iT sTopPed dunNo sinCe wheN.. hAhha..
iRene cAlled mE wheRe aM i wheN we'Re aT ciTy hAll mRt.. anD heR tRain jUz leFt!! hAha.. sO daT makEs uS a tRain behiNd heR.. reaCh theRe liaO onLie cHerYL anD ireNe's theRe.. chaTted a whiLe beFore iRene cAlled bRandOn anD keLvin.. bRandoN's aT PS.. keLvin's reaChin.. brandoN souNd sO siaN on e fonE.. anD wE seNseD somEthinG wRong lE.. sAw a guY aT e sTatioN wiF reD haiR(whiCh iS supPosEd tO bE pinK anD i dunnO y wE sEe iT aS reD aT e sTatioN =/)
fiNalliE keLvin reaCh lE anD deN bRanDon reaChed.. hE loOked so siaN.. wE tRied tO cheEr hiM uP lA.. bUT.. siGh.. toOk a buS anD fouNd a tabLe aT zhEn fA.. paiD anD sTaRted tO takE bowLs anD pLaTes anD den foOd.. sTaRted coOkin.. deN e oiL kEep "diSturB" mE.. aH!! goT onE hiT mY foReheaD deN sWell a biT nOw.. =( hmM.. deN bRandoN kEep heLp uS peeL pRawN shEll *thaNx bRandoN!!*
e souP taSte sO niCe alsO.. *yumMie!!* bRandoN anD keLvin weNt tO e aRcadE anD deN e 4 oF uS staRted chaTtin.. deN cheRyL keEp tEll uS eErie enCounTers.. *shiveRs* anD wheN botH oF eM camE baCk.. bRandOn peeL pRawN shElls aGain.. anD i eaT.. =X *thaNx bRandOn aGain* aFter daT nOt lonG deN wE leaVe e tabLe liaO.. weNt tO e toiLet anD deN tO e aRcadE coz theY sTill havE toKens..
theY pLayed biShi baShi anD anotheR gamE.. deN theY weRe likE sO haPpiE loR.. aFter finiShin e toKens deN takE buS baCK.. mEihui pEi mE takE e trAin.. haLfwaY thRu shE sTomaChacHe.. deN wannA gO toiLet.. anD shE "rEn".. fiNalliE canNot takE iT liaO deN aLightEd aT yiShun.. deN on mY waY baCk shE smS-eD mE daT e mRt toiLet iS renoVatinG(i thiNk sO) anD norThpoiNt dE toiLet cLosE liaO.. sO shE's takiN a caB homE.. LOL..
waS chaTtin wiF a DJ in FM93.3 in MSN.. hAHha.. aS foR e sTorY hOw i goT hiS emaiL aDd.. daT's a loNg sTorY.. duN wannA mentiOn iT heRe..
bRandoN's fEeLin lOusy duE tO somE sTufFS.. siGh.. iF onLie i havE $$.. $$ iS e causE oF iT.. anD.. siGh.. dun wanNa saE liaO la.. sPoiL mY mooD..
11:58 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
bEing a liGhtbuLb iSnt daT gReat
lISteNin tO: Lord Of The Ring
nOw aT keNnetH's housE.. uSing hiS neTworK.. siGh.. i'M a VERY BRIGHT lightbulb now.. u noE waD i meaN righT? *wiNks*
jUz dowNloaDed a loT oF mP3s froM keNneth'S coM.. wAHaha.. anD deN i eVen dowNloaDed faiRylaNd.. gonNa pLay iT rEaL soOn! =pPp guEss proB gonNa sTaY aT homE anD pLay iT e whoLe daE iF no oNes aSks mE ouT.. hEe =)
5:11 PM
liSteNin tO: SHE - Yes I Love You
FrOm AsHeS tO aShEs,
dUsT tO dUsT,
cHaRcOaL tO dIaMoNdS
& sTeEl tO rUsT.
WhAt WaS iS nOt nOw
aNd wIlL nEvEr bE.
LiKe wHaT iS nOw pApEr
bUt oNcE wAs A tReE.
TiMe tUrNs tHe cLoCk
aS wRiNkLeS uNfOlD
wHaT sTeAlS aWaY bEaUtY,
tUrN mInErAl tO gOlD.
And iN tImE
dIaMoNd iS fOrMeD.
LoVe lAsTs fOrEvEr,
wHeN iTs cOnStAnTlY rEbOrN.
12:44 PM
liSteNin tO: Brian McKnight - Back At One
anotHer onE~ diS haMsTer's sO cutE >.<
12:31 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
tRiP tO seNtosa
liSteNin tO: Son By Four - Purest Of Pain
meT sAnsaN aT cCk aT 3pM anD i thOught i waS laTe.. buT shE's eVen laTer =/ buT.. iTz laTe deN neVer.. ritE? =P toOk e tRain tO jE anD chaNged tO e onE gOin buGis.. oN e waY shE kEep siNging "i dOn't waNna knOw" -____-" reaChed buGis quiTe laTe thOugh..
bouGht toRi q tO eaT.. anD deN wE're oN ouR waY tO thE eDge.. fouNd 77tH sTreEt.. anD deN henG anD aLvin anD daRren camE.. sAw 1 caP whiCh i likE deN i aSk foR tRying anD alL thosE la.. anD den hoR.. sAnsaN anD daT hEng.. -____-" duN loOk likE coupLe siA.. sEe eaCh otheR neVa hoLd haNd oR waD dE!! *goOdneSs!*
buY liaO deN wE leaVe daT pLace.. deN weNt tO e toiLet aCtualliE wanNa puT oN e caP.. buT aFter tRyin.. i dowaN liaO.. deN poOr sAnsaN habE tO takE ouT.. wAHahHAha =D bouGht somE oLd chaNg kEe anD chEwin guM beFore leaVin buGis anD sAnsaN gavE raPhaeL a cAll..
reaCher ouTram whiLe waiTing foR NEL.. sAw raPhaeL.. sO wE toOk e tRain tOgethEr noR.. aT haRbourfRont.. weNt tO maC tO buY ouR lunCh.. botH oF eM haD mCchicKen meaL wiF fRies whiLe mE wiF fillEt-o-fiSh wiF apPle piE..
toOk a buS theRe.. sAw a faMiliaR faCe oN e buS.. jaSminE!!! AAAAAAHHHH!! sO lonG neVa sEe heR liaO.. deN i noT confIrm iS heR maHz.. buT aFter heaRin heR taLk deN CONFIRM liao.. haHA.. diDnt cAll heR anyWay.. =X
aFter shE bouGht heR tiCkeTs liaO deN i waS loOkin aT heR loR.. deN shE sTuNned..!! LOLs.. deN shE keeP waVe tO mE likE sO exCited tO sEe mE liKE daT.. deN gOt tO noE theY haVing chaLet.. anD daT daMn jaRon neVa aSk mE *gGgRRr* but aFter noEin hE diDnt comE foR e chaLet aLso.. sO.. caN undeRstaNd la hoR.. =X pLus zheNyan.. yuHui.. mEihWa.. theY all noT theRe.. i gO alsO canT rEalliE enJoy myseLf.. sO.. duN gO~
bouGht ouR tiCkeTs liaO deN waiTed foR e bLue linE buS.. comE liaO deN wE boaRd iT.. anD oFf wE gO tO siLosO beaCh~ foUnd a sheLter anD deN siT dowN tO eaT ouR foOd~ theRe waS a grP oF girLs sO chiO anD sLim anD fiGUre noT baD.. deN theY toOk oFf theiR toP in froNt oF uS u noE.. deN wE keeP suaN raPhaeL sAE hE noSe bLeEd.. LOL!! deN theRe waS a famiLy on ouR riGht sidE.. e muM damN sLim alsO.. e chiLd sO kE aI >.< deN daT daD iS aN anG moH.. a miXed chiLd nO wondEr loOk sO cutE >.< !!
finiShed eaTing liao.. deN sAnsaN sTaRted burYin raphaeLs leGs.. anD deN noT lonG wE're buRying hiS lowEr bodY.. waHAhha.. deN hE keeP saE hiS theRe verY heaVy deN "hiGh" -___-" anD deN hoR.. sAnsaN keEp hiT hiS bLaDder!! wAhahHAha.. deN somEmorE hiS bLadDer full liaO anD shE keeP hiTtin iT.. guEss hE's havin a haRd timE tO rEN.. hHAha.. tO makE iT haRder foR hiM tO geT hiS leGs ouT.. wE wenT dowN tO e sEa tO geT somE seA waTer tO haRden e saNd.. =X deN aT timEs fEeL giDdy loE.. suCks lEh.. evrYdaE giDdy.. waD's wroNg wiF mE maN!! deN aFter hE goT hiS leGs ouT deN theY weNt dOwn tO e waTer.. gRadually e hiGh tidE's comiN.. sO wE leFt..
waLked suCh a lOng waY tO e toiLet jUz tO chaNge ouR cLotheS.. anD deN waLked baCk aGain.. toOk e bLue liNe buS.. anD deN anotHer buS baCk tO haRbouRfroNt.. haD fRieD kWaY tiaO noOdle wiF suGar caNe dRink foR diNner.. yuCks.. e foOd taSte sO aWfuL.. mY hsE theRe dE taSte MUCH MORE BETTA.. fiNished iT anywaE.. duN wannA waSte iT =X anD den wE leFt.. deN daT raPhaeL likE moOd sWing loR.. faCe bLaCk bLaCk.. foR waD reaSon i alsO dunnO =/
oN e waY baCk waS fEeLin giDdy aGain.. siGh.. anD i tRieD tO aCt noRmaL? deN aFter sAnsaN leFt.. cAlled bOi fOR a whiLe deN haNg uP lE.. hE tELl mE duN waSte foNe biLL uSe hP.. gO homE dEn cAll hiM.. aRgh!! sO i cAlled jaMie till i reaCh homE.. baThe all theSe liaO cAlled bOi anD deN hE neVa aNs.. aRgh!! deN smS hiM lA.. aSk him y nEva aNs.. deN hiS rEpLy qI si wO lE!! noT gonNa taLk tO hiM foR daEs lE.. huMph!! nO mooD tO tyPe liaO la..
11:51 PM
liSteNin tO: BOA - Love And Honesty
aiNt diS cutE? >.<
wHeEe~ pRepaRin tO gO seNtosA laTer.. thouGh iTz.. ratHer laTe =/ cOz oF somEonE lA hoR.. buT fiRstLy gonNa gO cCk mEet sAnsaN anD deN tO buGis tO buY my caP beFore gOin tO haRbourfRont tO meeT raPhaeL loE.. anD oFf wE gO!!
2:22 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
sLackin awaY
liSteNin tO: Ou De Yang - Shang Xuan Yue(2004 version)
wokE uP sO earLie tO pEi muMmy gO tempLe.. woRe mY nEw haNg teN pinK toP!! aHAhaa.. toOk a tRain anD deN a taXi theRe.. praY liaO deN havE a veGetaRian meaL beFore wE gO!! taSte sO niCe!! aAHhaa *yuMmiE!* anD den toOk a buS baCk to biShaN.. waLked aRounD aNd saW diS baG sO niCe sEllinG aT $6 onliE.. waHAha.. deN oF cOz i buY lA.. eveN mY muM alsO saE niCe.. >.<
waLkeD aRounD tO ntuC anD bouGht somE foOd anD sTufFs la.. anD deN fiNalliE toOk a tRain homE.. anD cAlleD sAnsaN tO wakE uP.. deN shE saE raPhaeL comiN alonG alsO.. reaChed homE.. batheD.. feLt tiRed anD slEpt.. fiNalliE sAnsaN cAlled aT 4+pm saEin theY reaChin liaO.. fiNalliE maN.. anD i slePt foR moRe deN an hR! hAha.. shE bouGht kfC meaL anD bRouGhT "Dawn Of The Dead" insTead oF waD shE promiSed "Shrek 2".. watChed iT.. deN thosE damN gRosS.. yuCks!! deN cOz iTz piRateD.. deN caN heaR ppL shOuting.. hP rinGiNg.. e peRsoN shiFtin e caMera aRd.. anD ppL aPplauSin.. sO laMe.. deN sAnsaN alsO claP wheNeveR "TheY" cLapPed -_____-"
aFter daT theY wanNa waTCh "My Girl" deN heNg onLine maH.. deN aSk iF hE waNNa comE deN watCh togeTher.. cOz hE wanNa leNd diS vCd.. meT hiM aT maRsiLing mRt aT 6.45 likE daT.. deN bouGht ouR diNner aT e koPitiaM deN comE mY hsE eaT noR.. afTer daT deN watCh e shOw liaO.. deN wE oFf e liGht.. deN.. aFter e shOw.. keNnetH sTaRted wiF saEing somE laMe jokEs anD qiaN biaN wEn dA tI.. deN i conTributE abiT.. lOl.. rEalliE damN coLd loR.. pLus mY aiRcoN aLso.. -_-
theY leFt aT abT.. 11pm++ cOz sCare raP nO tRain.. deN i seNd eM tO e mrT anD oN e waY bacK bOi cAlled mE sO wE chaTted.. hmM.. deN onLine chaT deN sLeEp lE lOR..
todaE.. hmM.. weNt oveR tO sAnsaN's hsE tO sLack.. dowNloaDed sO manY mP3s!! waAHhaha.. eveN dowNloaDed whoLe oF oU dE yaNg's aLbum liaO.. pLus otheR soNgz la.. deN senD tO sAnsaN daMn faSt loR!! u shouLd havE sEen iT maN.. witHin 30 seC iF i'M noT wRong.. deN i sEnd heR e whOle aLbum.. tiRing u noE.. =X aFter daT leFt aT abt 7.45pM baHx..
meT bOi aT yEw tEe mRt cOz hE noE i'M somEwheRe neaR hiS hsE =D anD so wE toOk tRain togEther.. hE heLp mE carRy mY laPtoP thouGh hE haS a baG tO caRry =/ deN hE seNt mE homE.. sAw keLvin oN e waY.. sO paisEh siA.. cOz.. eRr.. hE miSundeRstand loR.. deN kEep gimMe daT kindA loOk.. deN bOi alsO pAiseH liaO.. LOL.. deN aFter daT i eNdeD e conveRsatiOn saEing daT mY paRents aRe waiTing foR mE =X deN bOi seNt mE tO mY doOrsTep.. deN paSs mE mY laPtoP befOre hE sTanD aT e sTaiRcaSe theRe sEe mE enTer mY housE beFore leaVing.. oH yA.. oN e waY hE cAll hiS fRen comE ouT earLier tO pEi hiM boOk in earLier.. sO kEliaN hiS fren.. hHhaa.. poOr pooR wiLLy.. =X k lA.. daT's abouT iT fOR todaE~ goNna catCh mY guEss shOw liaO.. jA nEis~
11:44 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
..if i could..
liSteNin tO: Shin - Huo Gai
..stay beside you when the storm is coming..
..give you warmth when the rain comes a falling..
..walk with you in the rain without an umbrella..
..with only my hands shielding..
..wake up eariler than you on a sunday morning..
..make you breakfast on bed when you're still sleeping..
..take you out on a sunday morning walk..
..with the bright sunny sun shining..
..catch you a firefly to watch it glow..
..i'll catch a few more to watch you smile..
..to see that smile on your face..
..to see the glimmer in your eyes..
..share with you a midnight sky..
..i'll share with you the stars that comes along..
..to make a wish when a star falls..
..to count the stars on that velvet cloth..
..be with you through winter..
..we will have snowball fight in the thick snow..
..build a snowman together..
..a snowman that is created by us for us..
..bring you to the beach..
..i'll walk with you on that white sandy path..
..we'll walk into the sunset..
..to leave our shadows trailing behind..
..spend time with you in a treehouse..
..to watch the birds resting in their nest..
..to hear the sounds of nature at night..
..to hear you breathe deeply in bed..
..have you beside me before sunrise..
..we could watch the sun rise up together..
..to see the sky turning from blue to purple to gold..
..to greet the very first ray of light..
..then i would..
3:02 PM
sWeEt?? thouGh loOks a biT bLuR =/
12:48 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
chaNge oF laYouT~
lISteNin tO: Ai Cheng - Ban Ge Xiang Kuang
meT mY 2 nePheWs anD gaN eR zI anD eaMes afTer heLpin mY daD.. weNt tO causEwaY.. iTz sO qiaO lor.. cOz i havE tO soRt oF baBysiT all e 3 oF eM..? siGh.. mY uncLe theY all noT fRee.. havE soMethiNg oN deN i havE tO baBysiT mY nePheWs.. aS foR mY gaN eR zI.. siGh.. youNg parenTs aRe likE daT.. theY wanNa havE somE timE watChin moVie.. jUz e botH oF eM..
sO i'M sTuCk wiF 3 chiLdreN..
haD diNner anD iTz oN eaMes! Lol!! niCholaS canT eaT anY foR somE reaSon.. sO.. hiS muM pRepaRed somE foOd anD gavE mE befOre theY leFt.. sO.. i waS fEedin hiM all e waY beFore i caN eaT mY dinNer.. deN wX feEd mE eaT a biT sia.. hAHha.. deN eaMes fEed mY youNgesT nePhew wS tO eaT loR.. wS anD wX shaRe wesTerN foOd.. deN bcOz mY gaN eR zI, niCholaS, fiRst timE sEe e otheRs maH.. deN hE shY.. kEep taG aloNg wiF mE.. somEmoRe hE waLk noT baLanCe one.. haha!! deN i ratHer caRry hiM lOR.. gEttin hEaVier evrYdaE!! =X deN eaMes hoLd botH mY nEpheWs dE haNd.. wX anD wS
deN weNt tO kiDdY palaCe anD niChoLas waNted a soFt tOy sO muCh daT eaMes bouGht foR hiM!! woW.. hE suRe doTes oN niChoLas aloT huH.. aNd deN wS anD wX jEalouS lE.. -_- deN theY alsO tuGged hiM aND wanT hiM tO buY toYs foR eM.. deN hE saE hE's faiR.. sO bouGht foR eM alsO.. den aSk mE wanT anYthiNg anoT.. doTz.. k lA.. wanTed tO geT e piG soFt toY whiCh i likEd a loT.. buT diDnt saE ouT la.. sO biG liaO.. paisEh loR.. deN aFter daT.. wE weNt tO e aRcadE.. anD theY pLayeD loaDs oF gamEs.. all sO eaSy wiN dE.. anD.. siGh.. peOpLe keEp giVe uS thoSe sO-youNg-bEcoMe-paRenTs-loOk yiKes!! cOz wS waS iN beTwEen mE anD eaMes.. deN hE hoLd ouR hanDs loR.. deN likE a faMiLy.. -_- anD oH yA.. wE pLayeD daYtoNa anD i woN him!! lOlx!! i thiNk iS hE lemMe wiN dE la.. hoR..? =X deN.. sTill quiTe eaRly maHz.. sO eaMes dRovE uS tO hiS hsE thouGh iTz witHin waLkin diStanCe.. -____-"
hiS paRents sO loNg neVa sEe me liaO deN sO haPpiE.. lOl.. deN cOz hiS daD bouGht a loT oF duRianS.. deN all oF uS joiNed eM loR.. sO daMn deLiciouS!! deN waS eDitinG mY laYouT loR.. deN goT prOb.. askEd eameS tO heLp mE eDit.. buT sTupiD hiM.. caNt fiNd e proB.. pLayed cS anD niCholaS anD wS anD wX toOk tuRns tO pLay wif mE.. hAHa.. deN whEn theY tyCo caN kill aN eneMy theY sO haPpiE liaO.. kiDs aRe likE daT.. hAHha.. dEn nOt loNg niChoLas fAll aSlEep lE.. deN wS anD wX wenT tO pLaY pLaYsTatioN.. deN lEft mE anD eaMes..
wE weRe taLkin abT somE sTufFs.. anD hE rakEd uP e paSt.. siGh.. duN wannA taLk a bouT iT le laH.. anD deN.. niChoLas dE mumMy cAlled mE.. saE theY finiSh moVie deN wanNa niCholaS baCk.. sO eaMes dRove mE tO causEwaY tO paSs niChoLas baCk tO hiS muM wiF a soFt toY eaMes bouGht foR hiM earLier.. anD deN hE aLso dRovE mY nePheWs all e waY baCk tO chiNese gaRden theRe.. hAHha.. deN botH oF eM fAll aSleEp lE..
fiNalliE reaCh le deN eaMes caRrieD e youNger onE wS.. whiLe i wokE e eLder onE deN holD hiS haNd loR.. guiDe hiM baCk tO hiS hsE.. fiNalliE senD eM homE lE deN hE dRovE mE hOme.. hE saiD somEthiN whiCh madE mE quiTe touChin lAa.. deN.. eRr.. likE daT loR.. deN i gO homE lE.. anD deN heRe i aM bLogGin!! anD thaNx mEihui foR heLpin mE soLve e buGgiE jUz nOw =D thaT's mY daE~
11:34 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
aiNt diS swEet?? >.< *aaaawwwww*
11:33 PM
siGh
liSteNin tO: Maroon 5 - This Love
siGh.. feeLin dePresSed nOw.. y dO i kEep woRryin foR eM?? aRe theY woRth iT? siGh.. ev'rYonE's haVing somEthiNg saD haPpenin iN thEir liFe.. hOw abOut mE? i dO havE iT toO.. buT diD i shOw iT? i tRy nOt tO.. iN e enD.. i havE tO worRy foR sO manY ppL.. guEss i canT takE iT rEal soOn.. caN theY sTop woRryiN mE?! iTz toO muCh foR mE tO takE iT.. mY heaRt anD miNd anD souL caNt takE iT anYmoRe... i'M tiRed oF woRryin foR eaCh anD evrYoNe..
i'M feeLin giDdY evrYdaE.. guEss i rEallie canT takE iT anYmoRe..
i jUz wanNa diSapPear.. tO... somEwheRe.. i dunNo..
9:48 PM
hmM..
lISteNin tO: Ou De Yang - Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu
yeSteRdaE waS mY laSt daE oF woRk~ yEa!! *sMiLes wiDeLy* =D suPposeD tO meEt sAnsaN.. buT i sOmethIn haPpeneD tO heR deN shE duN wanNa mEet mE le.. waS saD iNstaNtLy.. siGh.. somEthiNg haPpeneD.. yaRr.. deN botH oF eM sO jiaLat.. e guY keEp waLk oRchaRd wheN hiS lEg iS nOt wEll.. anD iTz paiN dE loR!! deN hoR.. goT tO noE daT hiS leG sWeLL lE =/
anD sinCe i waS fEelin giDdy foR e paSt fEw daEs.. i nEarLy faiNted.. NEARLY.. cOz i fEll tO e fLoOr.. anD somEoNe caRrieD mE tO mY seaT tO reSt.. iN a dAze.. =(
deN sinCe i'M fRee aFter worK iN e eVeniNg.. pY saD maH.. sO i mEet hiM foR a moVie.. anD i waS earLy whiLe hE's laTe.. sO i weNt tO ceNtrepOint tO waLk aRounD.. enDed uP buYin a vCd foR $5.40 anD 3 naiL poLish foR $10 aT waTsoNs.. iF onLie hE camE earLier.. lOl.. meT hiM lE deN deCideD oN watChin aGenT cOdY baNks 2 sinCe onLie e timE foR e shOw sTaRts suiTs uS.. anD i "sMuggLed" mY diNner (buRgeR kiNg) intO e tHeaTre *sSshhhh* thOugh i diDnt waTch e 1sT shOw.. iTz sO hiLarioUs anD laMe.. hHAhaa.. deN i waS luFfin e whoLe shOw thRu i thiNk.. guEsS hE enjoYed toO! =) waLked arouNd oRchaRd beFore goiN homE..
woKe uP todaE fEeLin cheErfuL.. anD sO i pEi mY muM anD siS tO causEwaY.. bouGht 2 *eRheM*.. sO cutE u nOe.. >.< anD deN.. weNt tO habE lunCh aT e foOd coURt.. aTe kWay chaP.. cOz sO loNg nEva eaT liaO.. aFter daT weNt tO haNg tEn anD bouGht 2 idEntiCal toPs oF difF coLouR.. lOl!! anD deN weNt tO waTsoNs tO buY tiSsuE paPEr.. anD deN mumMy leFt wiF daDdY anD uncLe anD auNtiE tO maLaysiA..
leFt wiF mY siS anD mE.. sO wE waLked aRouNd.. anD i bouGht LOTR2 anD mY girL(reQuestEd bY my siS).. anD deN bouGht a pRecioUs moMent boOkmaRk.. anD suShi.. waHaha.. i'M speNdin sO muCh monEy todaE.. *heaRtbreAK* anD deN.. heLped qiUyi tO cheCk wheTher haVe e toP shE wanTed aT u2.. deN aT laSt shE deCided oN e bLue onE insTeaD oF e pinK onE =) sAw anGeLa anD suFyan todaE.. wOw!! suFyaN haVe loNg hAir.. anD i waS O.O hE shOrt haiR loOks cutEr thouGh.. >.<
weNt hoMe anD watChed mY girL.. sO saD anD touChin.. siGh.. y hE couLdnt xpLain beFore shE leFT..?! siGh...
goNna eaT mY dinNer lE.. mY paRenTS daBao eMpeRor's chiCken fOR mE~~ =D
8:52 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
seCond laSt daE oF worK~
liSteNin tO: Rainie & Fan Wei Qi - You Ni Zhen Hao
waS aSked tO heLp out aT OUB leVel 4 baZaAr saLe.. -___-" cOz waNting's comiN laTe.. diDnt reGret thOugh! =X cOz phEbe alsO heLpin aT oUb buT leVel 2..
weNt tO fiNd heR aFter lunCh deN wE waLk waLk buY thinGs loE.. i bouGht a sMall doGgie soFt toY!! sO cutE.. >.< deN shE keeP cAll mE xiaO mEimEi.. hAHha.. deN saE all xiaO mEimEi's aRe likE daT(reFeriN tO mE buYin daT doGgiE).. deN somEmoRe saE sHe bRinginG ouT a xiaOmEimeI ouT.. hAHaha..
weNt tO waTsoNs.. anD shE bouGht naiL aRt anD naiL poLish.. sO xiAn mU!! cOz i nO $$ lE.. *poK!* siGhz.. deN oN e waY baCk shE giMme heR nuMbeR deN tEll mE wheN i fRee aSk heR ouT.. hAHha.. anD i goT tO noE shE's 30 yRs oLd liaO!! oH mY goD!! i thouGht shE abT 25 onLie.. =X shE's 12 yrs eLder.. deN alsO borN in e yEar oF tigeR dE.. heE.. goNna aSk heR pEi mE taKe neOprinT wheN i gO ouT wiF heR~ =pPp
weNt tO fiNd heR aGain aFter worK.. deN sTayed oN tO heLp heR dO sEttLemeNts anD sTufFs.. deN shE keeP tEll mE duN gO anD waiT fOR heR.. lOlx.. deN wE keeP sA jiaO tO eaCh otheR.. i beT ivY auNtie alsO buaY taHan botH oF uS.. =p fiNalliE finiSh liaO deN i waiT foR heR tO do cLosin anD all thosE deN waLk tO e mRt togeTher..
siGh.. hoPe a fRen oF minE will bE aLrighT.. hE's beEn fEeLin sO dowN eVer sinCe.. *cLeaRs thRoaT*.. hE saE hE goNna diSapPear foR quiTe somE tiMe.. anD wuN reSponD tO anY sMs anD eVen saE daT sMs will bE hiS laSt tO mE.. siGh.. heY mY frEn.. duN bE saD k.. thOugh sO manY oF eM ignOrin u nOw.. i'M sTill uR fRen k..? thOugh i thiNk hE wun geT tO reaD diS.. buT sTill.. i wanNa leT hiM noE daT hE's sTill mY freN.. anD wheNeveR hE neeDs mE.. i'll bE theRe =)
goNna cLaim mY hRs tmL~ sO i gueSs mY joB will eNd earLier anD i'M goiN ouT anD shOp!!!
pS: diD i saE daT foR e haRry poTter shOw.. theY speNt 6 moNths doiN e aNimaTioNs jUz foR e deMentoRs?! lOlzz..
11:06 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
siGh..
liSteNin tO: Clay Aiken - Solitaire
on mOndaE niTe.. bOi sO kE aI siA.. >.< cOz hE saE hE goNna cAll mE aFter hE baThe.. iN e enD i waiTed anD waiTed.. jUz wheN i wanNa giVe uP.. hE cAlleD!! anD i hEar hiS sLeEpy voiCe.. hE saE hE sLeePin.. deN suDdenLy reMembeR hE haD tO cAll mE.. sO gRabbed hiS hP anD cAlleD.. aiNt hE cutE..?! =X
yeSteRdaE.. mEt jaMie aT causEway pOinT anD haD diNner aT loNg johN siLver beFore watChinG haRry poTter anD e pRisoNer oF aZkaBan.. iTz DAMN NICE man!! hAhah.. buT i tHinK theY cuT e stOry toO muCh liaO.. cOz i loNg timE neVa reaD e sTorY liaO.. deN soRta foRgot.. deN wheN i watCh iT.. i waS bLur!! goODneSs!! luCky jaMie keEp tEll mE biTs anD pieCes duRing e shOw.. anD deN i noE.. hmM.. sO daT meaNs thosE whO havenT reaD e boOk.. woNt nOe waD's goiN on? iN e shOw evrYone'S gRownin sHuAi-eR anD cHio-eR.. hAHha.. esP daNieL.. hE loOked sO cUte iN e 1sT shOw.. buT nOw.. wHooOOoo.. loOks yaNdao liaO.. i'M fAlliN in luRve wiF hiM maN.. heNg waS sMS-ing mE duRing e shOw.. hiS leG sO paiN till goNna gO tO e doC's tO takE jaB aGaiN.. poOr bOy.. buT taKin a jaB caN onLie soLve iT temP.. noT peRmanEntLy.. hoPe hiS leGs quiCk quIck heaL baH~ deN wuN suFfer till sO jiaLat lE.. =)
anD todaE.. jUz caMe baCK froM meeTin raPhaeL aT orCharD.. raPhaeL sMs-eD mE anD wanTs mE tO heLp hiM in sOmethiN loR.. deN i gueSs.. i shouLd heLp baH? buT..iTz onLie iF e othEr paRty iS williNg tO lisTen.. deN i meT uP wiF hiM aFter worK anD pEi hiM tO orChaRd.. weNt sTraighT tO kinOkuNiya cOz hE saE hE wanNa buY a maG.. a jaP faShiOn maG.. siGh.. temPt mE waNna buY.. luCky i caN reSist it! aFter daT deN i huNgry lE.. sO we weNt tO maC.. cOz hE goT couPon.. haD filleT-o-fiSh.. deN siT theRe anD sTaRe.. anD theRe waS a tiMe hE thouGht i waNna cRy.. lOl.. mayBe cOz mY eyeS reD baH.. thoUgh i'm tiRed.. anD thoUgh i sTill duN realliE eRr.. neVa miNd.. buT i sTill meeT hiM cOz i noE hE's feeLin dowN.. anD neEds somEoNe.. buT i jUz cOuLdnt cheEr hiM uP.. i'M noT goOd wiF worDs.. noR coNsoLin fRenz..siGh.. he diDnt sMiLe a tEeNy weeNy biT sinCe i meT hiM.. siGh.. sEein hiM likE daT makEs mE saD.. i fEeL sO hoPeleSs.. sO useLess.. y canT i soLve e proBleM?? i canT beaR tO sEe 3 oF mY freNz suFfeRing.. i beT noNe oF eM iS haVing a goOd sLEep..
iT onLie staRted wiF 3 ppL.. a bOy B, a girL G anD anotheR bOy V.. anD deN V leFt.. buT noT lonG caMe anoTher bOy R.. siGh.. diS reLatioNshiP iS getTin moRe anD mOre coMplicaTed.. canT wE jUz enJoy ouR hoLidaEs?? iF diS is ouR hoLidaEs.. i ratheR i'M sTudYin nOw.. gOin tO sChooL evrYdaE.. ratheR deN bEin saD all e tiMe.. evrYdaE.. caN i wiSh uPon anotHer shOotin staR aGain..? dO i havE e luCk tO sEe iT aGain..? cOz i wanNa wiSh foR eM.. siGh... maKes mE sO saD anD dePreSsed tOO..
10:26 PM
haPpie!!
liSteNin tO: You Ke Le Lin - Ren Cuo
daMn haPpie!! cOz shauN's oPerAtioN weNt well todaE!! goT a call froM hiS siS deN i noE dE.. sO haPpiE for him!! hEe.. =D hoPefulliE hE caN geT baCk hiS meMorY soOn.. hmM..daT's all baH.. tmL deN updaTe..
tiMe tO sLEeP~
12:56 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
i..
liSteniN tO: Ai Cheng - Peng! Tong
hmM.. i thiNk i habE tO leaRn tO takE caRe oF myseLf.. iNsTeaD oF woRryin thosE aRouNd mE.. thOugh theY're not alwaEs bY mE.. siGh.. wheN caN i leaRn tO zaO gU zI jI..?!
11:43 PM
weNt tO e beaCH
liSteNin tO: 98 Degrees - Because Of You
waS chaTtin oN mSn wiF branDon laSt nitE anD hE pRomisE tO pEi mE watCh a moviE diS hoLidaE~ yeaH~ hAhha.. hoPefulliE hE wuN giBe emPty pRomisE yea?
woKe uP latE diS moRning!!! maybE bcOz i waS chaTtin oN e fonE wiF yiyI laSt nitE deN sleEp nOt enuFf.. siGh.. luCky mY daD feTched mE theRe.. buT beFore daT.. i fEll dowN.. *CRIES* sO paiN.. iTz sTill huRtin nOw..
weNt to tiOng baHru pLaza aFter worK tO dO somE shoPpin.. iN e enD i goT 2 paiR oF eaRrinGs.. 2 paCket oF chEwin guMs.. hAha.. i'M speNdin $$ beFore i witHdraW mY monEy.. mY paY.. lOlx!!
toOk a tRain anD deN aLighteD aT buOna viSta tO mEet somEoNe tO feTch mE tO eaSt coaSt =D daT soMeone dRove mE theRe.. anD deN wE saT aT e roCkies watChin e suNseT thouGh we'Re a bit latE.. =S anD deN i sTaRted poUrin ouT ALL mY tRoubLes tO daT soMeonE.. oR mayBe iTz onLie paRtiallY.. anD daT soMeonE jUz saT theRe.. liStenin tO mE pouRin ouT all mY woEs.. anD coMfoRtin mE.. i eVen cRied oN e sPot u noE.. siGh.. deN daT soMeone sTaRt tO wiPe awaY mY teaRs.. deN tReaT mE likE baBy loR.. heEe.. anD deN daT somEoNe dRovE mE tO geYlanG theRe tO............ habE mY faVouRite cLaypoT riCe =D waD u thiNkin maN..?! lOlx!! yaRr.. deN aFter daT somEoNe dRovE mE hoMe..
oH ya!! sO sad u noE.. shauN couLdnt reMembeR heR siS u noE.. eveR sinCe hE haD e aCcidenT.. luCky hE sTill reMembeR mE.. =D BUT.. hE losE paRt oF hiS meMorY.. siGh.. hiS paRenTs aRe sTill oveR theRe.. takiN caRe oF hiM.. deN hiS siS sO saD loE.. aLwaEs cAll mE tO sU ku.. cOz hE duN reMembeR heR.. deN tReaT heR coLdly.. -_- goNna haO hAo "rEcovEr" paRt oF hiS meMorY foR hiM wheN hE comEs baCk? hoPefulliE hiS opeRatioN foR reMovin daT cLot iS sMootH tmL~ wisH ya luCk maN~
wanNa caTch harRy potTer tmL.. sEe whO's e luCky onE whO's fReE tmL tO pEi mE baHx~ =pPp
10:16 PM
feLt sO....
lISteNin tO: Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give
beEn fEeLin e saMe froM e moMent i waKe uP till nOw.. fEeL sO suCkisH todaE.. neVa beEn sO dOwn iN mY lifE.. till todaE camE *criEs* gueSs i shLd diSapPeaR tmL aLone tO soRt ouT mY thouGhts.. aM i suFferiN froM dePreSsiOn oR waD..? will mY lifE eNd likE leSliE cheuNg's? i dunnO.. all i noE iS.. i'M sTill alivE diS momEnt..
i seEm to bE cauSin unhaPpineSs tO my freNz.. aM i?
waNna thaNx jaMie anD qiNjiA koR kOr(mY couSin) tRyin tO cheEr mE uP iN e aFteRnoOn.. thoUgh i diDnt feeL muCh beTta.. buT.. i aPpreCiaTe thEir eFfort.. i noE theY jUz wanT mE tO bE haPpiE.. tO bE e oLd mE.. buT i siMpLy canT.. i tRied.. buT fAiLed. siGh.. i'M hoPeleSs
12:08 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
dePresSiOn
liSteNin tO: mYseLf cRyin
y caNt i habE somE tiMe fOr myseLf.. waDevA i waNna dO.. theY aLwaEs iNteRfeRe.. caNt i haVe mY OWN fReEdoM..?
havE beeN fEeLin dowN eveN waY beFore i sTarTed worK.. thOugh iN e daE i wuN feeL saD oR waDeVa.. buT aT nitE.. iTz teRribLE.. i canT sLeEp.. i crY mYseLf tO slEep.. i canT cONtroL mYseLf.. thouGh aT tiMes i comFort mYseLf saEin daT i will gRow sTroNger aFter eaCh crY.. buT nOw i fiNallY rEalisE daT i havEnt gRowN anY sTroNger.. iNSteAd.. i sEem tO bE worSe.. i'M liviNg iN hEll.. caN somEoNe jUz taKe mY liFe..?!?!?!
3:24 PM
saDneSs
liSteNin tO: Clay Aiken - Solitaire
i'M cRyin whiLe typiN diS bLog.. siGhx.. sO manY habE haPpeneD.. anD i'M cauGht iN e miDdLe.. anD waD's woRse iS.. i dunNo waD's e reaSon wheN i fEeLs saD.. wheN i wanNa cRy.. maybE theRe'S somE tRutH whiCh i mighT noT wanT tO aCcepT anD thuS buRy iT dEeP dowN iN mY heaRt.. BUT.. siGh.. canT fiGure waD's daT.. iTz toRtuRing mE evrYdaE.. eVry minuTe eVry seConds.. diDnt rEallie tEll mY fRenz cOz i duN wanNa eM woRry.. anD onLie a fEw couLd noTiCe it.. siGh..
y dO i habe tO meEt diS kindA fRenz........... hOw i wiSh i couLd jUz leaVe diS worLd.. oR maybE.. diSappeaR intO thiN aiR?
wO dE xiN lI dE toNg kU.. mEi yoU reN kAn dE jiaN..
wO zAi xiNg fU dE meN wAi.. qUe yI zHi dOu jiNg bU lAi.. nI lEi jI gEi dE sHanG hAi.. wO sHi zheN dE hEn naN sHi huAi..
2:17 AM
haPpiE biRthdaE tO sAnsaN
liSteNin tO: Avril Lavigne - Dont Tell Me
prOb i'M a liL laTe.. buT i wiShed SansaN haPpie birThdaE yeSterdaE lE~ =p
weNt tO worK aS usuaL todaE anD beFore i waS leaVin.. daT aEmaN(a guY who'S sO gU niaNg daT i canT rEalliE toLeraTe..) saE waNna gO toiLet.. deN tEll mE duN gO fiRst.. anD onCE he gO toiLet.. hE toOk sO lonG tO comE baCk!! aRgh!! anD maKe me LATE!! anD madE heNg waiT foR mE ouTsidE maC.. *soRrie keNnetH*
weNt to habE lunCh aT loNg johN siLver.. cOz theRe moRe seaTs.. heEe.. anD ordEred fiSh & chiPs.. whiLe eaTin theRe waS a muM wiF 2 daughters siTtin beSide ouR tabLe.. deN daT younGest onE kEep loOk aT mE anD heNg.. deN wE thiNk shE cutE maH.. so soMetimeS will dRop gLanCes aT heR.. anD deN.. hE kEep saE shE "diaN" hiM.. -_- shE rEalliE loOks sO sWeEt wiF baRbiE dResS anD shoeS.. lOlx..
afTer daT.. toOk a buS.. 16 i tHinK.. tO orCharD.. deCideD tO dRoP ofF iN froNt oF luCky pLaza theRe deN waLk tO faR eaSt.. waLked e baSemeNt beFore waLkin e othEr leVels onE bY oNe.. aFter daT deN wE waLk e bRidgE tO e otheR siDe oF e roaD.. weNt tO dFs gallEria oR waDeva u naMe iT.. theRe likE.. eaRn touRist dE $$ loR.. deN wE takE eScaLator strAighT to 4tH fLoOr.. lOlx.. deN goT sO maNy thiNgs loR.. anD sO eXpensiVe sOmEmorE!! waLked e whoLe leVel beFore prOceEdin tO 3rD leVel.. deN all thosE bRandEd shoPs theRe.. deN i wanNa gO LV dE.. bUT daT heNG.. -_- hE weaR till sO sLaCk deN saE gO iN will pAiseH anD all thosE sTufFs.. aRgh!! anD deN tO 2nD leVel lE.. feeL nOt so ouT oF pLacE le.. deN waLk aRounD anD i tRied e peRfumeS.. cheRry bLosSoM smEll sO niCe!! aFter daT deN waLk ouT le lOr..
waLked paSt thosE giVing VISA paMphleTs anD baG.. deN saT aT liDo theRe.. cOz heNg's leG tiRed.. aFter reStin deN hE keEp saE e VISA de maNhaTtan baG niCe.. deN wanNa takE.. sO wE gEi siaO waLk paSt.. buT whO noEs.. iTz finiSh liaO!! lOlx.. toLd him tO gO takE earLier deN keEp saE heRe paiN theRe paiN.. -_- sO wE cRosSed e roaD tO wHeeLoCk pLace dE bORdeRs.. reaD johN gRishaM dE "Bleachers"(i thiNk).. anD sO inteResTin loR!! haHAa.. aiMin daT boOk liaO.. =X wheN i geT mY paY.. hAhha.. anD deN reaD somE reCipE boOks.. deN hE keeP suaN mE saE i noE hOw tO coOk mEh..? -_-" afTer waLkin foR quiTe somE timE.. hE hunGry liaO.. sO wE waLked ovEr tO wiSma anD hE deCided oN eaTin maC..
fiNalliE saW aN empTy tabLe anD sO wE saT theRe anD hE buY hiS filleT meaL anD mY leMon tEa.. =) aTe abiT oF hiS fRieS.. finiSh liaO dEn wE waLk walK aRounD lOR.. wenT intO sO manY shoPs!! likE suRfbaBes.. fiLa.. pRecioUs thoTs.. freNch coNneCtion.. anD manY maNy la!! eveN waLked intO u2.. hAhha.. anD theRe waS onE eScaLatoR froM e ouTsidE oF wiSma tO 4tH leVel.. deN wE dunNo wheRe iT leaDs uS tO.. sO e 2 oF uS wenT ouT oF wiSma anD toOk e eScalaTor anD gueSs wheRe iT leaDs tO..?? 4 tH leVel oF wiSmaa!! goOdneSs!! we'Re uP theRe aGain.. -_- wE sO kE aI siA.. lOlx!! sO wE toOk eScaLatoR all e waY dowN tO baSemeNt lor.. and deN sAnsan saE shE wiF raphaEl deN theY reaChin liaO sO wE deCide oN meEtin aT taKa's leVi's..
reaCh theRe liaO.. waLked arouNd liaO.. buT theY haveNt reaCh.. sO wE waLk tO bRitiSh inDia anD waLk aRounD.. aFter daT.. theY sTill havEnt comE.. sO wE waLk ovEr tO guEss.. anD waLked frOm e guY sidE tO laDieS dE.. deN fiNalliE sAw eM liaO.. sO wE waLked ouT.. wiShed heR haPpiE bdaE anD paSsed heR heR preZziEs.. waLked arouNd beFore i saE i wanNa gO kinOkuNiya.. =X
aT fiRst all OF uS weRe iN e samE dePartmeNt.. i weNt tO aRchiteCturE seCtion anD raphaeL sAw mE theRe.. anD i waS smS-iNg yoNg xianG maHx.. sO neVa rEallie toK tO him.. aFter daT weNt tO otheR seCtion lE.. anD sAw heNg theRe.. anD hE's aLone!! sO i tEll hiM gO finD sAnsaN oR waD la.. haIyo.. deN i walKed aloNe tO jaP dePartMent.. anD deN cHIneSe dE lor.. anD raphaeL founD mE theRe aGain.. -_- aFter daT all OF uS wenT intO taKa.. toYs dePaRtmeNt.. aiyA.. deN sorT oF samE sCenaRio aS jUz nOw lor.. wheNeveR sAnsaN anD heNg togetheR deN i kEep tRy tO siaM.. sAw a pOoh soFt toy daMn cuTe..!! >.< goNna buY daT soOn aLso.. hAhha.. wheN henG fouND mE anD sAnsan.. i tRied tO eScapE deN gO fiNd raPhaEL.. hAhha.. anD deN qiuYi calleD anD tell heR tO comE finD uS.. buT iN e enD heNg founD uS.. sO wE deCided tO gO dowN tO maC anD calleD qiUyi tO meEt uS theRe..
fouNd a tabLe anD wE siT loR.. deN evrYone'S sO quiEt.. anD deN qiuyi camE wiF teO.. anD deN wE're sTill qUieT.. qiUyi tRieD tO livEn uP evrYone'S mOOd.. xiN kU tA lE.. boUght filleT meaL aS mY dinNer.. deN heNg sTaRted uSing e fRieS tO wRite "SanSan 18th Happy B.dae" wiF cHilli(raphaeL deCoraTe wiF) anD tiSsuE paPer.. heNg eveN sanG a biRthdaE soNg foR heR.. deN we rEqueSt heR tO eitHer eaT a woRd oF fRies oR e "18th" wiF chilli oN toP dE.. deN shE keeP dowaN.. -_- deN i soRt oF likE.. a biT anGry bA.. ppL yoNg xiN lianG kU anD evrYone noEs.. buT shE jUz canT sEe iT.. sO i jUz leaVe.. anD raphaeL camE ruShin aFter mE.. iT waS sO qiaO daT wheN i wanNa loOk iF anYonE folloWed anD hE sAw mE.. iF i diDnt weNt ovEr.. duN thiNk hE'll fiNd mE.. siGhx.. chaTted wiF hiM a biT la.. deN iN e eNd sAnsaN nEva eaT.. iNsteaD wE habE tO leaVe lE.. cOz iTz cLosIn.. anD shE's cRyin oN e waY la.. raphaeL waS coMforTin heR.. deN i kEep cAll oN heR hP buT shE neVa anS.. deN aSk raPhaeL aSk her anSweR.. iN e enD diDnt saE muCH deN haNg uP lE.. k loR.. i noE eVrythiNg's mY fauLt.. *soRrie sAnsaN* shouLdnt habE foRce u tO eaT.. but deN.. hAi.. suaN lE..
waLked tO thE heEreN.. anD deN waS chaTtin wiF yoNg xIang cOz i fEeL likE cRyiN lE.. deN mY fiRsT thouGht waS hiM.. deN hE liSteNed tO mE.. cheEred mE uP.. anD sCoLd mE sTupid!! aRgH!! suaN liaO.. duN wanNa saE.. deN aFter daT dunNo y theY saE gO sPeCiaLisT ceNtre.. deN mE anD raPhaeL waS taLkin loR.. deN iN e enD e coFfEe beaN fuLL houSe liaO.. anD deN qiUyi's freN worKin theRe woR!! >.< wE cRosSed e roaD tO moS buRger aT e opPosiTe.. aT diS poiNt oF timE.. hOw i wiSh e caR couLd jUz baNg mE dowN.. =( saT therE anD deN mY righT eYe jUz weNt rEd.. anD itChy anD paiN.. aRgh!! deN raphaEL aND heNg weNt tO buY cakE.. iN e enD coFfeE beaN gOt pLaCe liaO dEn theY sO sillY siA.. cRosS roaD jUz tO tEll uS anD deN cRosS baCk.. -_- qiUyi's fRen giBe uS fRee 2 pieCe oF caKe anD 1 dunNo waD dRinK la.. buT iT taSteS niCe! haD 9 caNdleS oN e 2 pieCe oF cakE whiCh theY bouGht.. deN eaT cakE liaO loR.. deN goT tO noE theRe's mRt oBsTruCtioN.. -_- anD IT stoPs aT nEwtoN.. iN e enD wE leFt aT 11 pLus deN gO phOeniX hoTel theRe de buS sTop anD sAnsaN toOk NR3.. heNg toOk dunNo waD buS.. foRgoT lE.. =X deN mE anD qiUyi taKe NR2.. whiLe raPhaeL toOk anotHer buS aT anotHer buS sTop..
waS sO gU dU oN e buS.. liStenEd tO diScmaN anD haD sO manY thougHts ruNnin tHru mY miNd.. iF i haDnt doNe diS.. diS wLdnt habE haPpeNed.. iF i haDnt donE daT.. daT wLdnt haBe haPpeNed.. proB i'M e root oF all prObz.. aLightEd aT e buS sTop leaVin qiUyi to taKe 1 oR 2 sTopS moRe.. deN haiLed foR a tAxi anD IT coSts mE $5.40 loR.. siGh.. raN uP tO mY hsE siA.. HAhah.. *jiNling pA pA*
1:08 AM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
I HATE MY LIFE. ARGH!!
12:49 AM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
weNt ouT todaE~~
liSteNin tO: Energy - More Than Words
jUz haD a faCiaL maSk anD nOw i'M fEeLin sOoOOoOOoo fReSh!! HAhaha..
jUz nOw meT qiUyi aT wOodlaNds mrT deN wE gO foR lunCh aT yoShinoYa~ hEe.. mY faV! anD theRe's a nEw teMpuRa fiSh bowL.. hmmM.. thiNk goNna tRy daT e neXt viSit =D aFter daT.. wE waLked aRounD.. qiUyi boUght a biLLaboNg whiTe caP froM 77tH sTreEt foR heRseLf.. anD a neCkLace froM eRr.. e sMall shoP neaR convErsE shoP.. anD mE.. i bouGht puRedeRm dE aNti-sTreSs gReEn teA eSsenCe faCial maSk.. 3 iN a paCk anD iT cosT mE $10.32!! hAhha.. thiNk iTz kinDa chEaP aFter diScouNt.. =PpP bouGht weT tiSsuE.. aFter daT.. toOk a tRain tO biShaN..
weNt intO xCeSsoRieS anD wE bouGht a neCkLace eaCh.. hEex.. wanTed tO buY a sMall baG.. buT aFter daT gavE uP e idEa.. =p weNt intO peRliNi's siLver anD sAw a peNdanT whiCh i likE.. buT i'M thiNkin abT mY moNey la.. duN wanNa sPenD toO muCh.. cOz iT coSts mE $12.. deCided nOt tO buY anD wE wenT intO junCtioN 8.. waLked tO u2 anD yiyI tRied a bLouSe.. anD iT loOks sWeEt oN heR cOz iTz piNk! buT duN habE sMall siZe liaO.. aRgh!! anD e cuStomeR sErviCe iS baD!! xCept foR e yaNdaO guY theRe.. hEe.. wE aSked eM tO cheCk foR uS wheTher theRe's anYmoRe sToCk iN otheR bRanChes anD daT laDy jUz saE theY'rE buSy!! waD tHe heLL.. gGgGRRrr.. iF theY're rEalliE buSy.. theY wuN eveN habE tIme tO foLd e cLotheS anD shE's foLdin!! qI sI wO lE!!! sO i raTher cAll u2 iN causEwaY poiNt dE loR.. deN gEanNe saE shE'll cheCk fOR mE.. =D oH yA daT yandaO hOr.. REalliE daMn YANDAO.. *mI sI jiNlinG lE* hAhha.. hE's tAll.. hE haS eyEs daT caN eLeCtriFy u onCe e eYes meEt.. anD.. hE's sHuaI~ anD goSh.. i thiNk hE's sTill a sTudeNt.. cOz hiS taG iS tRaineE dE.. hOw i wiSh i caN noE him.. hEe.. =X
keKEe.. yiyI bouGht a toP froM P.O.A whiCh haS cLeaRanCe sAlE!! waHaha.. shE bouGhT a loT oF thiNgs eH~ hAhha.. waNted tO tRy on a sKirT.. buT i gueSs.. i'M siMpLy tOo laZy tO trY iT oN.. siGhx.. aFter walKin aROunD.. deCideD tO gO baCk tO peRliNi siLver tO buY a peNdanT.. anD iN e eNd yiyI anD mE chosE e saMe onE!! waHAHhaa.. sO wE bougHt iT lA.. cOsT uS $10.. =X aFter daT.. toOk a tRain tO toA paYoh..
eHh.. waLked arouNd.. buT notHin sEemS tO inteResT uS.. sO wE waLked a biT beFore lEavin theRe foR homE~ anD whiLe wE're waLkin.. teO cAlleD mY hP tO toK tO yiyI.. -_- anD mE sO kE liaN loR.. sO loNelY.. =( hE cAlled mY hP noT bCoz oF e fReE iNcomiN cAll.. buT bCoz yiyI's hP siaO siAo aGain.. siGh.. oF sO maNy hPs.. shE sO sUay keNa a siAo siaO dE.. somE oF mY fRenz alsO usE samE moDel buT haS nO proBs.. siGh.. aFter shE aLighTed.. i waS liStenin tO mY diScmaN all e waY till eaMes boaRded e tRain..
hmM.. aLighteD aT maRsiLing anD toOk a tRain baCK tO woOdlaNds wiF hiM.. waLked arouNd wiF hiM a whiLe beFore mY sTomaCh's gRowLin.. =X anD sO hE tReaT mE eaT loNg joHn siLver.. deN cOz i laZy anD tiRed maH.. sO hE cuT e fiSh anD chiPs foR mE.. =X hAhha.. maKe me fEeL likE a sMall kiD.. hAhha.. fEeL sO paMpeRed aLso.. =pPp aFter daT diNner deN hE seNt mE homE.. anD waS laTe iN mEetin hiS fRenz.. =S i'M e causE oF iT.. siGh.. mE aGain.. y aM i aLwaEs e causE oF evRythinG?!
8:41 PM
fiNalliE haD somEthiN tO dO todaE~
liSteNin tO: Jolin - Dao Dai-->cuRrenTly mY faV soNg
wHEeEeEEeeEeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ jUz woKe uP onLie.. =X sLePt froM 2aM tO 12.30pM.. wahHAhaha.. 10 anD 1/2 hR.. hAhha.. haVenT haD a lOnG slEep sinCe i worK.. sO hAppiE~ =) gonNa gO ouT wiF qiUyi laTer.. hEe.. anD wE're gonNa weaR saMe toP.. onLie diFf coLour.. hEex.. likE siSteR hoR..? =X k.. goTta pRepaRe thoUgh we'Re mEetin aT woOdlanDs fiRst.. HHhaaa.. cOz i'M aLwaEs laTe.. =S
12:58 PM
waD u havE doNe haS siMpLy huRt mE tOo muCh.. eVen a sMall aCtioN oF uRs huRts mE.. u'Re huRtin mE uNinteNtiOnallY anD iNdiRectLy..
duN wanNa thiNk abT u.. duN wanNa noE anYthinG abT u.. waDeVa u dO.. iS nonE oF mY conCern.. waD u havE donE doeSnt makE anY diFfeRenCe iN mY lifE.. sO jUz sTeP ouT oF mY worLd anD nEva comE iN aGain..
e mOmenT u sTepPed intO mY lifE aS a fRen.. mY lifE haS bEeN turNeD uPsidE dOwn.. i jUz wanT mY liFe baCk!!! e onCe peaCefuL liFe oF minE..
1:16 AM
watChed sHreK 2 todaE
liSteNin tO: Chuang Wai
yeSterdaE.. hmMm.. wenT tO waLk aRounD aLonE beFore goiN homE.. suDdenLy feLt e loNelinEss i onCe feLt.. siGhx.. i'M loSin mY diRecTiOn..
haD a raTher busY daE todaE.. weNt homE habE dinNer anD weNt tO cauSewaY tO mEet daCia.. hEex.. toOk a liFt tO foOd couRt cOz diS poOr girL havEnt haD heR dinNer.. aFter daT toOk a liFt aGain tO baSemeNt 1 tO gRab aN iCe-cReam =D anD wE bouGht somE dRInkS anD choColaTes.. hEe..
waLked aRounD all e leVels anD mosT oF e shoPs aRe cLosEd aLreaDy.. -_- anD deN wE toOk a piC wiF heR fonE.. =) turN ouT noT baD la.. >.< anD deN iTz 9.55pM liaO.. sO wE tooK eScalatoR tO leVel 7.. fouNd ouT daT mosT oF e peOpLe theRe aRe kiDs.. =\ theRe's a nEw moVie comiN ouT.. aGenT codY somEthinG.. dunNo la.. e shOw likE qUite niCe loE.. mayBe gonNa catCh daT moVie wheN iT's ouT~
i laUghed aLmosT e whoLe shOw thRu!! neaRly cRied duE tO luFfin tOo muCh.. hAhha.. deN sO kE aI dE shOw.. incLude sO manY faiRytales anD eveN puSs in boOts!! anD den aLso gOt LOTR anD maTrix.. lOls!! thOugh i diDnt catCh shRek 1.. buT finD diS shOw niCe.. =D
cAlleD bOi aFteR e shOw anD wE toK till i reaCh homE.. anD deN usEd mY hSe fonE cAll hiS hP cOz mY hP bill eXpenSive u noe!! anD hiS onE iS frEe inComiN aT nitE.. soOoo.. hAHhaa.. eHh.. maDe hiM pEi mE toK tIll quitE lonG beFore leTtin hiM gO sLp.. =X baSicalliE veRy bO liAo nOw.. buT duN fEeL likE chaTtin onLine.. siGhx.. waD shouLd i do.....
suDdenLy fEeL veRy sHi baI.. wheN mY fRenz nEed mE tO bE arouNd.. i'M nOT.. buT i xpeCted 'eM tO bE aRounD wheN i nEed eM.. aiNt i shI bAi?? anD iTz cHe dI dE sHi bAi...
hAiz... *shaKes heaD*
12:35 AM
