Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i'm so emo lately. i dunno why? just like this morning when dear accidentally hit my nose v hard. in the past, i would have just held back the tears and walk away, but i failed this morning. i literally started crying and wailing the moment he hit my nose :/ i feel so.... baby-ish. ahhhhhhh.
i cry reading stories of dogs who had cancer and how they fought on. i cry reading stories of dogs who met with accident and had to have one of their legs amputated. i cry reading an sms from dear that he say a stray limping on 3 legs looking around for food. i cry, cry and cried. :( what did they do to deserve all these? sigh. and i seriously dun understand why humans left the animals there after hitting them on the road? and i dun understand why owners abandon dogs just because they're sick and so on..? i seriously dun understand..
on a brighter side, i shld be happy! because my cousin is getting marrieddddd! (:
cousin: see you tonight!
congrats to them~ they do look sweet, don't they? :)
2:21 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
This story made me cried..
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy : Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe..
Girl: I love you too, please just slow down now! Please!
(in the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a
building because of a brake failure.
Two people were on it, but only 1
had survived.
The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn't want to let
the girl know. Instead, he had her say
she loved him and felt her hug one last
time, then he had her wear his helmet
so
that she would live even though it
meant
that he would die..
Super sad story right?
So do treasure and cherish. You will not know when is the last...
Sigh...
3:44 AM
Friday, March 13, 2009
to
him:
i hope you will do just fine, and get better. i wanna see the healthy and lively you again, but can i? your health is deteriorating, dear friend. we just hope the best for you, for you to recover, and for you to be dependent on yourself again. need not rely on any machinces or whatsoever to keep you alive. but.... if you're really feeling terrible, i bet they rather you go. at least you won't feel pain any longer, and at peace. see you soon, dear friend. i'll visit you there very soon, so hang on!
to her: i know it's very hard for you, to juggle everything including him. but still, jia you! i know you can do it, because you're superwoman like what you said! and i believe he will pull through (: just ignore the 6 more months of life, who knows he might be the lucky one to be able to pull through? :D call me anytime, anyday, i'm just a button away girl. (: *HUGS!*
3:15 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
this is infuriating! he's fined, and banned from driving for causing a death okay!
somemore, fined $5,000 and banned for driving for 3 years ONLY. i can't believe it.
it's too light, isn't it? afterall, he caused a death. it should somehow be heavier.
you will get your just desserts anyway..
arghhhhh
11:06 PM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
finally, i'm jobless again. but thank god i left my position safely! as in, i cleared my clearance! (:
watched marley and me today wif dear (: nice amd touching show which made me pondered alot. wondered how my ralph would be when she needs to leave. in the show when marley had to leave, i think i teared buckets. can feel how the owner felt and at that instance, i felt haertpain(physically) which i dunno why too. sigh. so fast and she's 1 y/o already.. how many more 1 years do i have with her??? ):
baby ralph, i hope you're growing up in good health :) your next booster is coming~ will update pictures soon as i have no notebook/computer!!
3:21 AM