Thursday, September 25, 2008
dear told me something amusing:
dear wanted to train both ralph and cody to toilet training, so that we can save water. (electricity and water is getting costly!) so he left cody in the toilet with door closed but not locked, and of coz he started to bark non-stop! thus, my heroine ralph used her head to bang open the door to "save" her buddy =.= BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! end up they played in there, and closed themselves INSIDE! WAHAHHAAHHA! and dear had to open the door to let them out -_- lols.
oh myyyyy. ralph is so clever, yet dumb at times =/
10:58 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
YOOHOOO! i'm happy all over again :) because we've decided to keep her, have her trained, vaccinated, and hmmm.. pampered! :D whheeee~ loss of sleep because of that issue for both of us~ HAHAS! yayyy~ and i want a japanese spitz! *pout*
anyway, dear fetched me after work yesterday and sent me to daddy's office :) so sweet hokay! and dad sent me back home at night.. and i cried to my heart's content in front of my mum :/ DUN ASK ME WHY! because i dunno why too, just felt like crying :D
might meet dear laterrrrr, so that i can visit my girl! hee, and i terribly miss malcolm's hugs ): though he always irrrrrritate me :x
shall blog later, off to find 溏心风暴~! i wanna watch that show ever since i watched it on SCV but i forgot the timing! -_- and i'm so looking forward to Prison Break Season 03 Episode 5, Heroes Season 03 Episode 1 and 2! oh my oh my :) still downloading, 40% more to go! :D
9:48 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
please tell me this is a
nightmare,
and wake me up soon..
this is the worst nightmare i ever had in my life
now i know how people feel when they lost their loved ones. i'm losing mine soon.
and the worse thing is you know they will be gone soon but YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN.
she's not gonna be mine anymore, she's gonna have another to stand by her at all times.
how i wish i'm the one walking her through her life. how i wish i could, and i would.
can santa grant me this wish???
i'm losing sleep lately, and this adds on to it. constant migraines and the feeling of wanna throw up sucks.
all i'm left with, is ralphie. can i ever get ralph back in the future if she's gone?
please tell me yes i can.
and i so regret the decision i made on 080308. its implicating so many ppl, making her life miserable only. haiis..
please . wake . me . up .
12:34 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
its really heart wrenching for me to see her photo on adoptions page, and i had to do it :(
my tears flow like a never-ending tap all along ever since i started keying her details in.
i don't have a choice,
do i?
my heart is bleeding like f***, can anyone please stop it for me?
i had no choice, i can't possibly abandon her. i dun want that nightmare which caused me to cry in my sleep, to come true. no no no no no, i don't want that to happen.
i'm not the one who can stop it from happening, isn't it?
yes, i have to prevent it. no matter what, at all cost (without exceptions).
i'm sorry my girl, mummy has no choice ): but mummy promise to visit you often if you get adopted okay? i'll stock up your favourites for you. you're always gonne be my favourite, and no one can ever replace you. ever. i promise, and i swear.
and i wanna let you know, mummy is extremely proud of you.
xoxo,
with love from mummy
11:13 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
它，带给了我无穷的快乐
它，曾经在我失落时陪在我左右
它，让我见识了它可爱又天真的一面
它，让我了解我是多么地爱它
你如此的可爱，叫我怎么能放下你呢???
不管是曾经，现在或将来，你都是我的最爱 :)
此时此刻的心情是非常地复杂，haiii
11:23 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
havent been blogging, i know. tee hee hee. everyday's fully packed with work, DOTA, and meeting up. 24 hrs is simply NOT ENOUGH for jinling!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hokay, dear found me the song which i wanted so so much! 记得爱 by 阿沁 & 李玖哲 :) hehh.. so sweet of you darling! mwaks.. and hmmm.. he ignored my calls just to find this song okay! hahhas..
hmmm, been catching very little movies lately! dunno where all my $$ run to. ): booooo. caught Money No Enough 2 on 010808, 12 Lotus on 160808, Wall-E on 290808. NOMORE! T.T i wanna watch MORE MORE MORE!!! hahahaaa.. and not to say, i finally downloaded this show which i've wanted to watch so much but dear simply dun wanna watch with me: 恋空 aka Koizora/Sky of Love! as u know.. guys dun like romance shows and he's one of them! and yes, i'm a crybaby coz i shed dunno how many galleons of tears =x
something about Sky of Love:
Love forces two carefree youngsters to grow up in a hurry in this bittersweet coming-of-age romance from first-time feature director Natsuki Imai. Mika (Yui Aragaki) is a pretty but shy teenage girl who loses her cell phone and finds it a few days later, only to begin receiving calls from a secret admirer. Mika and the mystery boy finally meet a few weeks later, and when she sets eyes on handsome and mysterious Hiro (Haruma Miura), she's immediately smitten. The two quickly become a couple, but after Mika gives Hiro her virginity, his former flame Saeki (Asami Usada) decides to ruin her reputation at school, spreading lies about her past with other boys, and persuades three delinquents to sexually assault Mika. Hiro stands by Mika and displays a new willingness to show how he cares for her, but the young lovers face a new challenge when Mika discovers she's pregnant. Hiro is happy to marry Mika and raise a family, but their parents believe the teens are too young to deal with the responsibilities they now face, and their love is tested as they confront an uncertain future. Koizora (aka Sky of Love) was adapted from a popular novel for young people by Mika, which was originally distributed by a cell-phone network in Japan, reaching more than 11 million readers, and later went on to sell 1.5 million copies in paperback.
hmmmm.. i swear i gonna convert, burn and watch it all over again! i just love shows which make me cry like a baby :D and i so wanna get that book, right from the first time i set my eyes on it back in taipei! hurhurr. gonna get it end of this mth i guess, at kinokuniya!
and i had nothing much fantastic lately, except a lunch at botak jones! had their sausage meal and i swear i'm like 100% FULL okay! hahah, unbelievable~ :)
will update pictures laterrrrrrrr. work is busy again!
9:16 AM
