Sunday, March 30, 2008
baby i just wanna let you know that... ...
兩個人的世界 可以比外面的世界溫暖因為擁抱會讓溫度互相傳遞兩個人的世界 可以比外面容易快樂因為 快樂只需要對方的一個笑容兩個人的世界 可以比外面的世界安靜 因為你只聽得到對方的聲音你要一直保持你的微笑 因為那是我的勇氣 :)
11:00 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
i'm up, after having like 10 hours of sleep. and i miss the presence of ralph, terribly. been tearing buckets of tears everyday. how i wish ralph's by my side, and i know she'll feel sad too, and accompany me by my side throughout the night.. somehow she can relate to how i feel, always. and i mean it, coz she looks sad when i'm sad, and looks happy by wagging her tail when i feel happy..
and dear has been so busy this month, and even busier next month onwards. i really dunno when we gonna meet again due to his super busy schedule and i'll be on my own. i really wanna take up some lessons, probably jap.. shall see how though.. i wanna keep myself occupied till i mix up day and night, but can i? or maybe a PT work after my FT work is feasible afterall..
12:07 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
baby, i really hope we can stand against
all odds.
i mean it. *crosses finger* how about you?
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i hate this feeling of uncertainty and insecure. and now, i see my future being so bleak that i can't see anything. and i picture ralph having a hard life with me too.. pls tell me, what can i do?
i so feel like just jump down and die.and friends, pls dun ask me what happened, i just wanna rant, thanks.
10:44 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
i think this shld be the last night i'm gonna have ralph by my side :( not that she's gonna be back to the wildlife, but we hafta give her to someone else due to certain reason which i dun wanna mention here..
i hate to admit that i've grown so so so attached to her. i miss her presence when i'm at work, and needless to say at home. dun ask me, because i dunno why too..
and i hate to agree that she's intelligent enuff to sit almost immediately when u told her to.. and that she knows how to use her paws at mere 2 mths old.. oh my.
and though she loves to nibble, either its our clothes or malcolm's LEGO or even the table, i still love her so much and i hate to see her leave ):
she's sorta become my baby already. because i worry for her when she fell sick, and i think of her every now and then wondering if she's had her meals and medicines..
but... no choice. no matter how much i hate to see her leave, she still gotta leave because she can't live at my place too.. my parents dun agree no matter how much i've said.. they just don't understand why i like dogs, just like how i don't understand why mummy doesn't like cats/dogs.
i'm gonna pray that i can get a PM leave, and come back to accompany her, bathe her, and play with her before sending her off.. and guess what?! i told ralph just now, and she appeared sad too. even though she was so hyper and wagging her tail seconds before that.. i guess, she do understands our language and what we're trying to say.. just that, sometimes she's playful and decides to disobey..
i won't forget the way she
sleeps, they way she
smiles, the way she
wags her tail when she sees me, the way she
waited patiently for her food during meal times, the way she
played with her bear bear and not to forget,
the way she looked when we found and kept her.. every bits of these
memories, makes up my baby
ralphoh no, i'm tearing while typing this post already.. =/ anyways, i hope she'll get a much more better life than what she's having now.. and better dun forget this mami of hers.. and of coz pabi or hers ):i'll miss you, terribly. i promise.
11:58 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
hokay, finally the pictures are up.. :) dunno why, but somehow it just worked fine yesterday..
chee wee and michele's shih tzu, brownie. and guess what, we hid her EARS!
bought this top for cody, but hafta change design coz this size is too small for him and no bigger size already. thus, exchanged for another design
cody - before shaving botak
cody - after shaving botak. and he gave this innocent look after he anyhow poo even though he knows its wrong! hahaha, cute right
me and the 2 cuties shopping for dear's CNY clothes on the night of even of CNY :)
CNY Day 1 - Mummy and me!
CNY Day 1 - self shot :D
exchanged this mickey pillow on CNY Day 3 i think.. with my TimeZone points
me on the cab to dear's place, to meet dear for joan's wedding!
ralph on her first day of adoption. the way she sits, is simply too cute!
she tried to bite, when she sees herself in the mirror. LOLS!
she slept so soundly in the basket, in a pet shop after visit to the vet!
and.. i met up wif bro py and yiyi for ktv at Int'l Building's PartyWorld for our LONG-AWAITED KTV session! :D heh, postponed it from like,, feb till now. and we had some shots taken after the session :) shop-ed at ISETAN and yiyi got pre make-up base + moisturising cream from Bobbi Brown. i agree it seems good, shall get it soon for myself too! (and to think that i was the one who intro-ed it to her -_- hahas) dinner-ed at KFC as py was craving for it, again..
yiyi left, and we continued chatting. and we walked from LIDO all the way to PS.. lols, it's totally insane.. havent done that in like a few years time.. lols. feels great, and we went to MOS burger to slack and chill :) chatted alot and i realised, he has finally learning to let go.. happy for him!
started with some self shots when they're singing =x feels great to be able to cam whore again~ :D
took these first.. and then..
we changed places! :) dun ask me why i look so "white" coz i dunno too =/ i didnt put alot of foundation, i swear. perhaps its the flash which made me looked so... ...
anyway, coming up is my precious ralph! fresh from the oven, taken this morning! wahahha..
she's naughty enuff to sneak up the bed when dear and me were watching some dog competition videos on youtube with our back facing her.. we found her slping like that upon finishing the video.. lols
this is wad she does when she's bored. and it took me a few shots before i captured this because, she's CAMERA SHY! IMAGINE THAT!! wakaka.
and to sum it all,
i love my dear, ralph and of coz.. my frens(dun think that i've forgotten u all)! :)
1:58 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
attended joan's wedding on 08.03.08. omg, she's really pretty that day! didn't take much photos that day though.. supposed to meet chee wee and michele at the lobby of miranda hotel, but they're late. anyways, dear bumped into 2 of his frens while waiting. it's sorta like a gathering for all dear's frens lols.
anyway we went to chee wee's hse first after the wedding, to send chee wee's mum home. and GUESS WHAT! WE FOUND A PUPPY!! :D oh my goodness, and we waiting for quite some time but no one came to claim the puppy. so we brought it back to chee wee's hse first to feed it water and food. the eyes look super cute la.. as if it's pleading us to bring it home! and we had a hard time for dear to adopt it and bring it home. hahas :D initially we named it xiaohei, but we found it too common. and so, dear decided to call it cogi. BUT, cogi sounds so similar to cody and i rejected =x hahaa.. and so we named it ralph! :D and we thought it was a male initially, without checking first, and it turned out to be a female puppy! HAHAHA. but we still let the name remain as ralph :)
brought it back to dear's home, and dear started to bathe it! :) hee, and the puppy just slept after bathing lols, damn cute luhh! went to AMK mac for supper before leaving for home at 3am..
silly dear spent the whole morning to find wad breed our baby ralph is.. and TO OUR HORROR, it's rottweiler / australian cattle dog mixed. its like 90% similar lar! it's a BIG breed okay.. woah. so surprised la..
met dear on 14.03.08 for movie, Step Up 2 The Streets! OMG! I LIKEEEEEE! :D rate it 9.5/10 because i missed a few minutes of it! HAHAHA. =x the dance moves and everything, it's very nice! :)
and i heard from dear that ralph fell sick on 15.03.08 :( and she made me so worried la! coz it actually happened at andrew's house as annabelle wanted to bring ralph home for the weekend. made me worried for the whole night that i couldn't sleep well :( and i cabbed early in the morning to dad's office and wait for dear to arrive to lend car from daddy. set off for the clinic asap to have the vet check on ralphh.. and finally i felt better after her visit there.. :) i plan to take her for vaccinations soon! hee :D
let me upload some pics which looks VERY SIMILAR to my ralph.. hee, coz my hp can't upload pics though.. :(
TADAH! this is my similar-to-puppy-ralph puppy! v cute right? :)
4:08 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
i'm not dead, i just have a mundane life :/
life's been boring, to the max. been trying to save up for my upcoming course. hurr. trying to scrimp and save in whichever way i can hurr. anyway, i just finished catching season 1 and 2 of HEROES, the US version one.. not the jap version. (: and i'm thinking of catching Prison Break season 3 soon! :D oh my, and i guess i shall start catching Ugly Betty season 2 too.. oh my..
and i'm looking forward to the march holidays! coz not many will be in school, and i have more peace and time to do my stuffs, and complete the list of things to be done during the week.
and, i gotta log off already, deadlines to be met today. till then....
10:46 AM
