Friday, March 31, 2006
just wanna blog before it strikes 12..!
=Dwanna wish jinling a
happie 21st birthday!
=) hope u're happy wif ur "er hem" now ehhs? u left me working alone there while u're out enjoying! booo.
=Pps: i have a fren who's name is jinling too! bleahs.
11:42 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
boooos! gonna be up in like not more den 6 hours!
T.Tgotta sleep sooon!
ps: jainnn! lets discuss tonite abt dis week's meet up! ktv or shopping? u decide alrites?
=P
12:17 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
my 600th post, and i'm gonna waste it like that.
tears are my best friend, at times like this.
1:14 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
cant reallie get to sleep last night, its a night of tossing and turning.got up and left for dad's office.dolled up myself and was expecting to go out wif you.some sms-es were exchanged and eventually i'm left alone.went to the beach, sat there and tears flowed when i least expect it.walked around orchard too.i reallie dread being alone.though i really tried being strong, but i can't control my tears still.what should i do?
oh pls no no, i don't want another sleepless night.the headache is killing me.
8:10 PM
havent been feeling great lately. dad nagging me to get a job soon, mum pestering me to get household chores done, and you, neglecting me.
i dunno how should i feel? wad should i say? how should i react?
i'm at a loss.
just like a sheep who has missed her direction, feeling helpless.
you don't seem to sense how i feel.
thought i really don't wanna let you worry, *sighs* i'm contradicting myself, am i?
i wanna numb myself. with alcohol? maybe.
don't tell me you understand how i'm feeling, 'coz you won't ever know how it feels to have your heart broken by those you love, and yet you hafta recuperate alone. and they gonna stab it once again, unknowingly. and the cycle repeats, never ends. just like a vicious circle.
12:09 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
updates updates! hahas
=D03/03met up wif
dacia.. someone whom i've known since i'm 5/6.. hahas.. 14 years of frenship! aint easy to maintain! cai guai!
=x anyways.. had dinner at
food court first and we went slacking away at
galilee cafe.. hahas.. had da
waffle wif ice cream and its damnn nice!
*sluurpiies!* she had
frozen chocolate drink and its a good receommendation for those who likes chocolates!
xD left
causeway point after dat as she's having her gu zheng lesson.. looking forward to da next meet up!
04/03was
bernice de 21st birthdae!
=D haapppiiee belated 21st birthdae to bernice! x) went to her bbq celebration wif
jamie =D met
caiyu and
jacinta there! omagawds! and
andrea is on da line wif caiyu AND SHE SIMPLY SHOUTED WHEN I TOOK OVER DA FONE!
x_X anyways.. was surprised lar.. hahas! looking forward to da dae when andrea's backk in sg! yayy!
meihuan and her bf came late.. helped ourselves to da food and went up to her house to slack till like.. 5am?! gosh! time passes so fast! took a cab home wif jamie and i'm a pigg after dat!
=x07/03went over to
my boy's hse to slackk and pei him at da same time! bought
pancake burger and
mini pancakes over.. and i ate all of dem! HAHAA! played like so many games at his place and counter-strike will still be my all-time fav!
=P had
xiao wan mian at west plaza's koufu!
*sluurpppiieees!* hehes.. ii luurve itt!
=D he sent me to da bus stop and pei-ed me to wait for bus 39!
*mwakkiies!*08/03met up wif
bestie and
yiyi!
=D yayy! FINALLIE!
xP hahas.. had
dinner buffet at sakae!
=D ate damnn lots coz my dad qi dao wo!
*qi si wo le!* anyways.. had a great timme wif dem there! went over to
ebase and took a look at da tops.. bought one
=x cant resist da temptation!
>.< gahhh!
*byebye to 12 bucks* went home soon after dat
11/03met up wif
my boyy at
bugis!
=D he bought jocie's album! and he forgot to bring it home after dat as its left at my place! HAHAHAAA!
=x walked ard and we took a train to
dhoby ghaut.. walked around
plaza singapura and we took a train to
somerset after dat!
=x hahas.. went to
cineleisure to have dinner at
shih lin!
=D yayys! my treat dis week! had
oyster mee sua and
XXL crispy chicken! hahahs.. walked ard for a while and we took a train backk to
my place!
bought
tamagotchi! lols! we're kiddiies man!
=x and i'm his digimon nanny
--" fancy me playing wif digimon and tamagotchi! LOLS!
=x but anyway.. its fun lar huh.. hhahas! watched bleach 71 at my place and slacking and finallie he's on his way home!
me after bernice de bbq! (1)
me after bernice de bbq! (2)
me and my boy's! our latest craze
=xfrom top left to right - my previous tamagotchi, my boy's digimonfrom bottom left to right - my tamagotchi, my boy's tamagotchi
of course, us!
1:24 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
now i noe, i just meant nothing to you.
your brothers is always your priority.
so where do i stand in your heart?
i don't know.
we've sorted this out before.
and you've promised time and again.
but still, you broke your promises.
promises are still empty, when they're not fulfilled. you won't understand how it feels, until you've experienced it yourself.
i know you won't read this, that's why i've decided to rant everything here.
4:41 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
gahh! havent been updating
=x sorta MIA from msn too
=\ but still reachable on mobile
=D haaa..
finished my last paper on da 21st anyway. went ktv-ing at
k-box wif
bestie and
py! hahhas.. we became damnn high after he left
=xwas out wif
my boy last sat!
x) yayys! and da sweetie him actually bought lunchh to my hse before dat!
*awww* and we slacked till 5+ before leaving
=x we're just too lazy!
><" went to
bugis to check if da albums he wanted is available but siighs.. and den we took train back to
woodlands intending to have our dinner at
sakae but da queue is simply too long!
T_T and so we had our dinner at
pastamania instead!
=D happie happiee! darling's treat!
=P shopped ard valuedollar shop and we bought lotsa stuffs man! lols. crazy us
=xi've been spending damnn lotsa money dis few weeks
=x aiiks!
- garnier light whiten and protect moisturising cream
- pantene's leave on moisturiser
- glico's pocky almond crush
- and lotsa small things here and there
>.<lotsa pics coming uppp
=xdaes of chiong-ing FYP
wif bestie!
*mwaks!*
bestie went into da mirror to get her drinks!
T_T *boo hoo!*
into da mirror
bestie's too bored dat she drew her mantou again
>.<
wasnt in da best of mood on dunno wad dae, but i still tried to smile at da end of da dae!
(=last dae of paper
sisters for lifee!
=D
not forgetting a shot wif my bestie!
another shot of da 3 of us to end dis session
=x25/02 wif my boyy!
=)
lets start wif a decent shot first
and den he decided to act dead
x_x
and he ended it wif being star-faced! LOLS!
=x
things to get soon!
- Far Cry (FPS game)
- Big Eye Contact Lens (getting it super duper uber soon!
x) )
- JJ's New Album "曹操"
- Kelly's New Album
- N3230
祝我心想事成吧！
12:07 AM
