Thursday, February 23, 2006
i'm feeling so emo now.. siighs..
)=my maid's leaving tml. mummy saes dis will be da last one we're having.. coz we're all grown up le.. but i'm so used to having a maid u noe..
><its not da thought of not having a maid makes me wanna cry.. but da thought of my maid's leaving tml simply saddens me.
T_T thou i've compained to my frens and my boy abt how unhappie i'm wif her many times.. but deep down.. i cant bear to see her go off so soon..
its been 2 years.. so long yet so short.. 2 years of interacting resulting in having gan qing lars..
=\ sighs.. but its a fact dat she has to return back to her country somedae.. and dat somedae is tml
T_T
12:16 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
yayy! its 4 months already!
*mwaks!* hehes.. cant believe it!
>.<thou there's obstacles, we overcame it together. its smooth sailing now, no waves; nothing. hehs.
i'm suchaa happie girl for da past 4 months! but of coz, dis will continue yea?
=Dlurve.
12:23 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
heart you _// happiness is here to stay!
=)
1:47 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
its v-dae yesterdae! hehs.. spent quality time wif my boy! thouu i shua-ed pi qi wif him for a mere half hr
=xwent down to
pasir ris all da way to wait for him
>.< and da book "memoirs of a geisha" pei-ed me all da way!
=D saw dis promo on animes in
white sands!
><" omagawds.. its so damnn cheapp lar! I WANNA GET ANIMES!
>.<!!! my boy and me wore newbie tee together! lols!
anyways.. went down to
orchard to have our dinner immediately!! coz we're both hungry
=x had
mac's Beef Fantastic Meal.. hahhas.. coz my boy was craving for dat!
=P and he treated me to
gelate ice cream after dat!
=D he had
tiramisu flavour and i got a
yoggi flavour! yayyness! mine taste like strawberry wif yoghurt.. lollers! =x
walked ard and we end up taking neoprints at
cine >.< hehhes.. thanks boy!
*mwahhs!* coz he qian jiu-ed me to take it.. and dat damn machine is soooooo laggg
)= but its okiee.. coz our neoprints turned out to be so candid! hahahs.. gotta leave soon as my boy gotta reach home earlie todae
>.< and oh yeaa! he got me a red rose todae! yayy! i'm a
happie lil girl..
time spent wif him + gelato ice cream + red rose + neoprint = happie jinling! =D
our dinner wif special order! hahhas.. coz we decided not to have lettuce in our burgers tonite!
=P
us! waiting for da train
he's bored and decided to disturb me! argh! err xin de dong wu
=x oops!
and den he decided to sleep on my shoulder
=.=
but da sweetie him gave me a last *mwah* before leaving!
=) hearts boy!
humPf! he left me all alone waiting for my train
=x
da rose he gave me! yiippppiieee!
=D i look dumb in dis pic lar.. HAHAA!
1:55 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
happie valentine's dae to all! =D[updated at 12.07pm]
06/02met up wif my
boy after school to change the newbie tee i got for him.. coz i didnt check for faults on it
>.< and so suay he got it
=x waited for him for damnn long lars! arghh! and den i fa pi qi when he finally camee.. lian chou chou all da way there
=xafter exchanging.. asked him if he wanna leave and he nodded.. bidded goodbye and i went to da toilet to cryy
=x anyways.. was so happie to see him outside da toilet after dat! oh my godd! euu can neva understand how touched i feel mans.. its onlie den dat i noe how much i meant to him
=D hehes.. walked ard and he bought me my fav
meiji's apollo chocolate-strawberry flavoured xD hehes! went home earlie dat dae..
08/02had ELIT paper.. was quite ok bahs.. hehs! and i slept earlie dat nite..
09/02my girls came over my hse to rush our FYP report
x) was practically doin almost da whole nite?
>.< awws. ordered mac's big breakfast earlie in da morning at 6am
=P10/02had breakfast at 7am and most of us took a nap except mz as she decided to go home first.. lollers! woke up at 10.30am and prepare to go school nors.. did da report till 8 plus at nite before goin home
><" slept damnn earlie dat nite
=x13/02had ELSA exam and i think i'm prepared to buang dat paper
=x cant even do one of da question lar! dammit
.__. but anyways.. am not so affected by it as its onlie 30 percent
=x shopped ard
causeway point wif my
bestie for v-dae pressie! hehs.. set my eye on a heels in charles and keith! yayy! gonna get it soon!
>.< and i got myself a bottle of
adidas perfume - fruity rhythm!
=D and its damnn nice lars! even my bestie's tempted!
MUAHAHAAA!
=xand she got v-dae pressies for *erhem!* yeaa.. went home after dat.. prepared a card for my boy late in da night for almost 2 hrs
><" and i bu xiao xin kinda ruined it at da end of it!
>.< still gave it to him anyway
=x
me and bestie on 13/02!
=D
adidas perfume - fruity rhythm
2:13 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i'm not feeling good all this while. i feel neglected. i cant seem to sense anything from u, maybe not at all but there is. all i need are words of assurance from u, is dat so hard for u to do so? there are so many stuffs unspoken, but yet i dunno how should i go about telling u. my eyes are alwaes red thinking abt all these. but yet, i had to wear a mask which saes "i'm fine".
i've tried to think in ur point of view. but there's so many possibilities.. bahh! forget it.
how i wish i can just poof and gone with da wind. how ii wish..
1:27 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
am still rushing the report earlie in the morning at 3.27am )=
i need strength to carry on.
and my strength is u..
3:27 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
okies.. updates for
CNY!
=Dfirst dae of CNY - 29/01went to
temples to pray nors.. and den off to
eldest uncle's hse frm dad's side! we're there so earlie lars..
T.T den da rest is not there yet..
=\ its almost
jules (my nephew) de nap time le
><" and
estelle is not back yet frm her grandparents' side.. bahh.. had dinner there and chatted wif my cousins awhile.. didnt wait for da other cousins to arrive and we left first
)= coz my parents are tiredd.. yeapps..
second dae of CNY - 30/01went to
mum's second bro's hse.. saw all my
3 nephews! finallie
>.< hehes.. hadd fun there crapping.. hahhas.. bu zhi dao nxt yr's CNY will they be back in sg again anots..
=\ booo! after dat went to
dad's aunt's hse to baii niian..
=D and den its backk home again! home for dinner and we're off to
dad's bestie's hse!
xD hehs.. but too badd da jiejies not there!
if not more ang baos to takee =x pluss i wanna see her daughter and son!
>.< boooo! theyy look so damnn cuute in da pics! omagawds. reached home late.. almost 12.
third dae of CNY - 31/01supposed to go bai nian wif my bestie and frens! but cant make it due to some reasons
=\ ohh well.. went to
dad's place to help out nors.. and den reunion dinner wif
my family! whhheee~~
=D had dinner at
Boon Lay Raja Seafood & Shark's Fin Restaurant. da food's not badd.. but best of all.. i'm having it wif my family..
(= and
estelle is so cuute! she came to me and shared her fav sweet wif me! hahhas.. poor sis of mine
=x she didnt get a small piece of it.. hurhurs. chatted quite abit wif one of my
cousin de gf! hahhas.. didnt reallie have a chance to chat wif her in da past
=D01/02went to orchard to make my new specs. alone.
02/02happie 17th birthdae to my dear sis! =Dbought a notebook which she likes alot, for her. a sweet card. and a cake from four leaves!
04/02met up wif
my boy at
woodlands mrt!
=D went down to
bugis to get each other a
3rd mth anni pressie and
v-dae pressie! hehs.. but before dat.. we had
BK as lunchiie for me first
=x hehhes.. after dat we went our seperate ways for 1 hr to get pressies for each other! i got him a
burberry weekend perfume earlier on.. and chose a
newbie tee for him! and he got me
a pair of pinkk heart wif wings dangling earring and a
newbie tee! yayy! hees. thanks darling!
*mwahhs!*got a call earlier on at BK from
EyePlay.. ahhahas.. my specs is ready! and my boy urged me to go home to get da money
=x hahahs.. and so we went back to get da moneyy.. and backk to orchard! LOL! had a hard time walking over to heeren as chingay is on.. reached there and i wore my specs all da way home
=x wakakka.
had dinner at
pepper lunch!
=D yayy! our fav.
^^ and we had
gelato ice cream after dat! luurve my boy to bits! hehes.. and he sent me home
=D slacked at my hse awhile before goin home
>.< and bcoz of me he missed his last train home
=( and thus gotta take a cab home
><"pics taken
=P
taken on 2nd dae of CNY.
one of my
nephew - wei sheng aka da scheming and stubborn lil imp.
me wif my new specs!
us. he's playing vs on my lappy
>.<
da newbie top he gave me. dis is da front.
and dis is da back! its damnn cute isn't it?
*cuddles da top* =x
12:38 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
new year was bad.
one disappointment after da other.
disappointed wif my loved ones.
he wasnt like dis before. he dotes on me alot in da past. but he seems to be a changed man now. scolded me for no reason. and called me stupid and useless. yes, i'm stupid. dats y i couldn't get a place in a prestigious school which he wanted me to. and i didnt choose to go jc too. is this considered stupid enuff? or maybe i cant get a place in da U after poly too. coz i'm stupid. now, how about useless? maybe i'm useless coz i didnt work part time to earn money to help. prob i'm selfish too? but ,heck.
she wasn't like dis before too. i didnt noe dis is her view for dat matter. i alwaes thought she's da best mum i hadd. but i'm disappointed wif her now. she's turning da table to make me feel guilty. when it shldn't be my fault in da first place.
how nice is dis family.
and lastly u. we cant get to meet as often as before now. and now we're meeting lesser and lesser. even da time spent for each time we're out, is getting lesser too. i cant see myself important in ur life anymore.
my heart is breaking. and i doubt u've sensed it. coz behind my smiles, are the sadness i'm hiding. i cant seem to laugh heartily as much as i wanted to.
bahhhh. i hate my life. screw it.
11:10 PM
