Wednesday, January 25, 2006
)= just thought of my upcoming CNY.. memories of da past CNYs i had camee flowing backk.. and i just realised dat thou da number of my family is still da samee.. but there's a "newcomer" and another missing..
*sighs*i have an additional newphew.. but i lost my grandma.. aiiiks! i hate it. ppl tend to feel empty or rather depressed when they're not occupied yea?
T.T actuallie i;m not likee.. damnn free.. but its just dat my mind cant seem to work properly
><"ii miss euu badly.. i havent had da chance to tell euu dat i luurve euu.. and didnt get to thank euu for all da luurve all these years ever since ii came to dis worldd.. how i wishh euu were back here and i'll definitely tell euu these..
anyways.. went to ktv todae wif my gang!
=D wanted to do FYP but all of us cant seem to concentrate euu get it? and its been quite some time since we stepped into PartyWorld so yeaa.. we went and we sang!
x) enjoyed dat! would gladly go there again after everything! which includes da erms.. end of sem papers! yayy!
ii seriously need to keep myself occupied tonite.
12:09 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
勾勾手心 被海风吹过
咸咸的自由 还隐隐作痛
当太阳沉没我们的故事 全剧终
伤 被时间追过
今天的自由 是一道彩虹
带我迎接明天最亮的晴空
抹乾眼泪往前走 用微笑召唤幸福海鸥
我们勾勾手 不准不快乐
就把舍不得 都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手 如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强 勇敢去追求
我们勾勾手 要比谁都快乐
就把舍不得 都丢进成长的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手 如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强 勇敢去追求
一定更坚强把爱 勇敢追求
12:52 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
hees.. dis is da 3rd! andd more to comee..
=)hees..
luurve yaa!
met my boy earlie at cine to catch "
Memoirs of A Geisha" at 1.20pm!
=D hehes.. had
handmade oyster mee sua and
XXL crispy chicken at shih lin before dat! omagawds! its damnn nice can! gonna eat it again when i go there
>.<walked ard awhile after da show and my boy gotta go home soon
)= all because of dat reunion dinner! humPf!
*pouts* but ohh well~ quality time spent!
=D yayys!
*mwahs!*pics taken!
x)
11:30 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
arghh! i hatee it! >.<
i cant seem to make my brains workk. just when i need it. dammit.
._. and da deadline for it is dis fridae. and i dun have a freaking idea on how to start it.
and euu're not here to peii me.
i need you badly.
12:06 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
bahhh! i'm feeling soo....
*cant be xplained in words* )=everyone seems to be troubled over some stuffs in their life.. and yet here i am.. being a happie lil girl.. WTH! it makes me feel so guilty to be so fortunate. and lying in da sea of luurve. dammit. wad shld i do?
wad can i do to ease their pain? i dunno
=\ i tried to be there for dem.. but.. there's likee.. too many of dem?!
=/ evryone's having probs at da same time.. bahhhh!
i'm getting outta here!
12:50 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
took all these on da 11th! hahhas! da vainy us
x)
wif my
bestie!
x)
wif
bestie once again!
(x
time for solo not for long!
bestie's solo part 1
bestie's solo part 2
and now's da toilet shoots!
HAHAHAA! some are retarded expressions thouu
=P
HAHAA! each of us in a cubicle.
1st shoot wif bestie and yiyi! da decent shot.
2nd shoot wif bestie and yiyi! da retard shoot part 1.
3rd shoot wif bestie and yiyi! da retard shoot part 2.
everyone's looking elsewhere. *rolls eyes*
alrites.. took these just last saturdae.. delyse didnt wanna take one wif me
)= i noee i'm ugly!
*whines*
booo! ugly me!
11:42 PM
hehs. been lazy
=x rainy daes makes my sky's grey too
)= but thank godd euu're there alwaes!
=D euu noe it urself
=P onlie ur smiles can bright up my grey sky! or maybe all i need is ur smile to keep me alive for life
x)alrites updates updates!
=D07/01met up wif
darling in
town to shoppp!
=x hehes.. went to
far east and darling bought me 2 pair of
earrings! w00ts!
=x went to
MISSHA to get
a bottle of PURPLE nail colour =x was walking in and out of SO MANY shoe shops but none of da shoes caught my attention
=.=" alrights.. went to
sakura restaurant for dinner! and its darling's treat! OH MY!
=x it's so heavenly can!!
>.<and soo after dat i decided to step into
C&K again to get another
pair of shoes..
><" puiis. been getting their shoes.. lols!
=x okayy.. and so i bought 1 pair frm there..
x) wakakaa! and due to my darling is sucha piggiie.. he's tired from da shoppings..
=\ and so he came my hse to rest awhile before goin home!
=D09/01bad dae bad dae..
*shakes head* I CANT WAKE UP IN TIME FOR LESSON! =.= da lesson starts at 9am and i'm still on my freakin bed at 8.45am.. WTH! but i still went to school for lunchiie and da meeting for fyp
(=darling wanted to sneak outta da hse to slack wif me at home.. but my
fyp group wanna do fyp in my hse da last minute
><" and darling's so sad abt it
)= *sayangs* end up he took a cab down to my hse!
=D yayy-ness! he dun wanna waste too much time travelling..
*aww* he's so sweet can!
=x but he left earlie lars.. coz he SNEAKED out so yeaa..
T.T anyways.. da grp of us ordered Canadian Pizza!
=D played O2JAM after dat.. and py's gf
cindy came.. played somemore and they left at 8+..
12/01stayed at home to do some of da animations for fyp's GUI..
yiyi came over at nite.. she stayed over and even bought prata for me for supper!
*yummilicious!* x) she slept over at my place and we shared one bed! lols. was practically thinking of ways to do her animation part as she had some difficulty and it resulted in loss of sleep for me dat nite
--" bahhh!
14/01met up wif
darling to shop before meeting
del and
jx and
his frens! went to
S&K and darling bought a
top!
xD hehes.. had lunchh at
cine.. and we walked to
the heerens to get darling's watch! but da shop's CLOSED!
--" OMGWTFBBQ! bahhh! and he's so disappointed lars!
T.T he's been eyeing dat watch for like.. more den a mth?!
)= on da way to
ps to meet dem we walked past a shop selling watches and darling saw one which looks somewhat similar! hehes.. haii hao nors
=D and so darling decide to get dat pair! wakaka. darling's turning into a spendthrift like me
._.anyways.. met up wif delyse and jx and jx's gang and we walked to
parklane! they had
mac while darling and i slackk
=x waited for del's frens to reach before we went to
HeadQuarters to play
DOTA. omagawds. dats da start of my nightmare mans. i got pwn-ed in dat. and dat stupid er zi of mine is bullying me mans. lose interest in it just after my darling left!
)= boooo! anyways.. had dinner at
pastamania wif delyse and its her treat!
=D jx and gang came over to find us and we walked all da way frm
PS to esplanade (x went home after more den an hr of slacking there
>.<
11:20 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i can take it no more. do u noe dat i've been tolerating? i'm trying not to be spoilt. dats y i'm keeping it inside. and didnt let u noe. do u noe how hurt i am? can u see da sadness in my eyes? can u feel it? no u dun. u treat it as if nth happened. do u noe hurt is dat? dammit.
12:14 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
finallie uploaded some pics!
*phew*i'm so tired now!
*yawns* lemme upload a few yea?
((=
took dis few wks back. and my boy is alwaes trying to distract me when i'm taking shots of myself
--"
AGAIN! o.O dis time he made my face into a mantou
=(( wo de ye man nan you!
=x
and
yet AGAIN! =.= and thus da pout face
=x
finallie i can take my pics peacefully! andd so i thought..
BUT
I'M WRONG! coz he decided to squeeze part of his face wif da same expression as me into da photo but
NAHH! i'm not gonna let euu do so!
*nanny nanny poo poo!* xP
and lastly! took dis at mac on NYE at mac while waiting wif my boy for jamie!
=Dbahhh! i'm goin to lala land to meet my boy!
ja~!
-g0ne-
2:24 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
i cant get to sleep.
i'm practically washing my face wif my tears tonite.
2:13 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
i feel so lost now. i have no sense of belonging now.
i'm losing myself. dun even noe wad i reallie want. i dun understand myself anymore.
can i just float away? to somewhere where no one noes me.
-gone-
11:07 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
now now.. lemme see wad have i done in 2005!
went out wif da vs ppl. it was great! feels great to noe all of em. evry single one of dem. i mean it.
(= had fun late nites in vs wif dem, skyping at da same time. had damn lotsa trainings wif da girl team and we fought our way in da compy together. dat shows how good we were in da past.
*winks* even after its disband.. we're still in contact together ain't we?
x)many stuffs happened to my girls and we were there for each other evry time! we're still standing tall after every fall. hehs. sisters foreva yea?
*huggies!*and i met euu. yes euu, euu noe who euu are.
=) euu made me fall in luurve again. we had obstacles and we overcame it together. we had fun wif each other's company and we're neva sick of each other thouu we meet up almost everydae!
xD euu made me fall in luurve wif euu everydae. euu gave me strength and all. euu're there everytime i need euu. ii luurvvee euu! it just feels good to spend my first xmas eve and first new year eve wif euu. it wun be da first and da last. we will spend da 2nd, 3rd and 4th and still counting! hehes.
and last of all my sis. i got closer wif my sis after some issues! am so glad dat we do confide in each other at times now. i'm so glad. ilu too my sis.
=)ii wish dat it will be a betta year in 2006!
2:27 AM
happie new year to all! thouu i noe its kinda late lars
=x my apologies okies?
>.<alrights! lemme see..
spent quality time wif my boyy!
*mwahs!*22/12xmas shopping wif my boy!
x) hehs. bought damn lotsa pressies!
><" big hole in my pocket ehhs?
=x23/12met up wif jainn after her work to shop for xmas gifts! passed her da xmas gift i bought for her!
=D went to long john to eat before shopping! hehs
=x and ohh yeaa.. we spotted dis damn nice specs in a spec shop in heerens! dammit
=x i'm so tempted to get it lars!
)=24/12met up wif my girls to for lunchiie! and all of us were late
=x wanted to grab lunchiie at cafe cartel but its raining so we decided on pepper lunch instead! we even xchanged our pressies there!
(x i got mz's and yiyi got mine and sansan got yiyi's and mz got sansan's. lols! sorrie to make euu all confused
=x and yayys! i got AMOS cookies for xmas! yayyness!
=Dwent to heeren's to take neoprints!
=D hehes. mz agreed to take wif us! double yayyness!
=P mz's face EXPOSED! =x hurhurs. ohh yeaa.. we spent half hour just to walk from heerens to far east! omagawd!
--" yiyi left soon after dat and i left dem at 7+.. met my boy at orchard mrt and we went walking ard!
=D saw so many ppl playing wif da spray thingyy.. lols. saw so many bangalas spraying dat on girls. hate it. puiis!
anyways me and my boy walked frm orchard mrt to plaza singapura.. had dinner at cine's food court.. lols! ohh yeaa.. we had lotsa laughter walking to plaza singapura! lols
=x and we took a train back to admiralty to meet my buddy jamie
=D slacked at mac for so long before she came! watched harry potter and da goblet of fire till morning! and we left her hse in da morning
=)26/12my boy came over to my hse to fix my com's graphic driver issue!
=D27/12met up wif my darling to catch king kong at cine!
=D hehes.. he came to fetch me from home
>.< awws.
*mwahs darling*28/12once again.. my boy's at my hse again!
31/12met my boy at causeway for dinner at pastamania! hehes.. had tiramisu after dat.. aww
>.< walked ard and den its slackin time at mac
=x met jamie after her work and we're at her hse again! watched 4 movies in a row and i fell asleep after dat
=x had mac breakfast wif my boy in da morning! gawd i luurve dat feeling! he came to my hse after dat to slack before goin home.. lols! it just feels so great to spend my first 11 hrs of 01/01/06 wif him..
=Pi shall post da pics up another dae
=x am just too tired!
>.<
2:01 AM
