Monday, August 29, 2005

evrywhere i go, all i see is euu.
i see euu evrywhere.
please leave me.
euu're torturing me.
i miss euu like crazy.
i believe
two ppl who are mutually in lurve wif each other
will meet again.
and i believe we will.
we will =)

11:03 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

aiiis~ i'm so hyper now! dunno y! >.< hehhes..

kai having his attachment during MY holidaes! =( arghss! i dun caree! gonna pull him to LAN shop no matter wad! =p wakakka..

26/08

aiiis~ went to sakae wif er zii~! hahhas. and he eat so little lars! zac~ noe y? coz he ate chicken rice at 5+ for SNACK =.= wad an er zii i have =x aiiis.. and den went to funan walk ard.. and den to heerens.. stayed there till kinda late.. and i bought a new hp chain! =p hehes.. and he bought his initial d hp chain.. hmms.. and guess wad?! i gonna get da initial d vcd wif edison magnet! xD hehes.. am waiting for dat.. =p here's some pics of a cuuutiee! >.< derrickkkk =x

derrick

aiis.. he's so cuuute! >.<

derrick. leon.

derrick. derrick. and more derricks!

ahhhs~

*heart melts*

derrick

studious derrick!

derrick. sebastian.

derrick and sebastian.

10:47 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

am just backk from NUH. visited my grandma just now =( it just hurts seeing my grandma's health deteriorating. she just had her 92nd birthdae not even a month ago and now she's lying there.. suffering =( how i wish none of dis has happened. if she didnt fell down from her bed.. she wouldn't have hurt her leg and fractured da bone.. and she won't be lying there now ><

whether to let her go for surgery anot depends on my dad and uncle.. they're da ones who gonna make da decision.. and hopefully their decision is da best one. i dun wanna see her suffer. i dun wanna lose her. i tried my best to make her smile just now. i wanna try to make her forget her pain ><

shld be goin there again next week wif zhijun kor.. i miss her so damn much =((

10:09 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

hehes! am backk for more updates =x havent been updating >.<

10/08

went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory wif er zii as he promised! *wakakaa!* met him and his fren at tampines mall.. and he's LATE! -_-" hai wo miss my show! =( anyways.. we decided to catch a later show but his fren couldnt make it.. oh wells.. =/

er zii sent me to da bus stop before he ran to catch his mrt >.< hehes.. oh my.. bus 168 is so scary lar! so little ppl but at least it reaches my area fast =x took a cab home after dat =D and oh yar! dat show has some stupid scenes.. lols! especially da willy wonka song ><"

11/08

went to see a doc.. was having gastric da whole dae.. *puiis*

17/08

had fever -_-" and so went to see a doctor again.. hais~

19/08

met up wif er zii for dinner! xD wakakka.. and i was late again >.< anyways.. went to best denki at taka to get a cordless fone for myself! xP hehes..! and den after dat its a treat for us at PastaMania! >.< hehhes.. treat my er zii to tiramisu and amos >.< hahhas.. walked around and we crapped lars.. haahs.. its so nice just crapping ard and walking ard endlessly..

bought dis show "crying out loud, in the centre of the world"! hees. sucha sad show =(( oh well~ aint feeling good da last few daes.. am so glad dat my er zii came out todae to peii wo! >.< hehes..

22/08

went to giordano to buy 2 disney tops! >.< one dalmation and one pooh.. hehes (=

crying.out.loud,in.the.centre.of.the.world

11:27 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

happie birthdae to someone special!
hahhas.

HAPPIE 24th BIRTHDAE TO SHAUN!!

*wakakka*

surprised by dis post? =p hahhas

wish ya have a great birthdae dis year thouu we didnt spend it together =x
hahhas. glad dat euu didnt spend dat money to fly back just to celebrate ur birthdae!
and i bet euu nearly did dat if i didnt stop euu =p
hahhas.
have a great yr yea?
euu'll be back soon i noe.
do take care okies! =D
we'll get to meet soon. i believe.
thanks for being there for me thou euu're so far away, in aus.
thanks for da late night calls when i'm feelin so down.
just a call from a good fren like euu just brightens up my dae!
hehs.

1:01 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

i prefer my life to be in black and white

(=

12:28 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

i'm sickk =( terrible. *shakes head* hmms.. anyway.. had a considered great wk last week? =p

04/08

hehes.. my first dae of being a 9teen =x hees. wanna thank those ppl who still remembered (=
my bestie sansan!
my jiemei yiyi!
three of my girls.. irene, meihui and weiting!
ping yang da ge!
chin yong er zii!
junxian er zi!
iris ah ma?! =x
mark kor!
kannan!
marcus!
jade!
yawen!
jain!
zhan yu!
guang wei!
jasmin!
yvonne!
shaun!
eames!

hehes.. hopefully i didnt miss anyone out ><" anyways.. it was so sweet of my colleagues to buy a cake to celebrate my birthdae especially yvonne and jasmin (= *thank ya girls!* >.< hehes.. thou its kinda busy on my birthdae and not to forget dat I WORKED HALF HR OT! =/ oh wells~ anyway.. met up wif yiyi after workk at causeway =D had dinner before we proceed to da partyworld at civic centre =) sang damn lots and we were so crazy!! >.< hehes.. certainly had a great birthdae dis year! *muacks to my girls!*

05/08

supposed to meet up wif chin yong er zii and dexter didii de.. but due to some reasons.. i'm LEFT ALONE in orchard =( anyways.. wasnt feeling great anyway.. so i went "shopping" alone lars.. first time in my life doin dis and i dread dis =X bought a vcd lars.. hahhas wanted to buy dis show ermm.. quite touching one.. starts wif "crying out loud.. blah blah blah" cant remember da full name thou =x hehes.. anyway they onlie have da DVD!! =( wanted to get da VCD one =x hafta wait for a few more wks i guess (=

went to sun plaza to get my dinner instead.. hehs.. after dat its home sweet home!

06/08

kannan called in da afternoon and i'm outta da house meeting iris, er zi and er zii =p hehes.. AND DAT IDIOT KANNAN IS LATE! OMGs!! ><" anyways.. its so sweet of iris and er zi to get me a pink billabong wallet! thanks!! >.< hehhes.. walked to cine and saw my darlinggg wif her baby john! wakakkaa.. chatted awhile before they left again.. and den iris left wif er zi too =( and erms.. met dis DreamKid guy.. hahahs.. and da funny part is.. HE DUN BELIEVE I'M 19!! =( he thought i'm 16.. lollers.. xP

hmms.. and den they booked 4 coms for VS =p and we were playing VS since den.. dream left earlie.. due to some stuffs lars.. and dat leaves wif da 3 of us.. played for like 4++ hours before we go for our dinner and i'm so damn hungry!! =(( after dat went back to e-games to find dem before kannan sent me and er zii off.. hehs

on our way we took pics!! ><" i mean me and my er zii.. lols.. and da best part is.. we exchanged specs!! >.< hehes.. but da place is kinda dark lars.. =( oh wellss~ enjoyed my dae anyway! =D

me zilian-ing