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2012-01-01T23:47:00.001+08:00

it's the start of a new year, 2012. new year, new start, new beginning, new chapter. wedding is under preps, and date has been confirmed. searching for a venue now, hopefully I can get that done by this week before we fly off for pre-wedding shoots. :) mixed feelings; last CNY as a single this year. let's pray for a good 2012!! :) - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

2011-12-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

2012, I'm gonna be married. No longer a Miss, but a Mrs. :) New Year, New Chapter, New Responsibilities.

2011-09-18T18:51:00.001+08:00

Innocence is bliss.- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Induction at T.O.P

2011-09-14T23:34:00.001+08:00

Went for induction training today, and it was damn fun!! Made new friends and talked a lot to the Director. A really young and inspiring boy, gonna learn loads from him! Was actually invited to their chillout session tonight after the training, but I rejected as I really had something on, what a waste. :( Anyway, learnt a lot on sales & marketing, especially how to do closing for sales! Damn

cousin's visit from HK

2011-09-04T13:00:00.001+08:00

Lil cousin came to visit for 2-3 weeks! It's been years since I've seen him.. and he has grown up so much!!- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

2011-08-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

I just tendered as of this week and it wasn't much of a surprise for those who are close to me. I've gotta serve 2 months notice, thus my last day gonna be in late October. Went for two interviews just last Thursday and I got in for 2nd interview for one of it! I feel super lucky and blessed at the same time for having friends around me to help me ask around if their company is hiring.. 超感動的！Best

2011-08-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

Life has been real smooth for LoveLove and me. He quit HSBC and found a job at Shanda Games within a week! He's got my dream job, a job which I've always wanted to try ever since 2005 but yeah, he got it = I got it. :D All the best and I believe he'll do well in it. :)I need to plan for my future seriously now. Change of job and taking part time studies now is my priority. Everyone has been very

2011-05-21T01:39:00.002+08:00

YES!!! just had a new addition to my apple family, iPad 2! all thanks to my beloved dad for that. :) i camped in front of the computer that very night for 2am, the launch of iPad2 in Apple Online Stores. :) Am loving this baby very much! Time to change my handphone! i'm considering.... HTC Desire HD! hurhur. probably getting it next wk! wanna get rid of my iPhone 3G now.. everyone is holding an

2011-05-14T10:00:00.001+08:00

gonna shift house today! i'm seriously dreading it. but on the other hand, i should be shifting again next year! and..... it's not gonna be the west side anymore! :) hurray!

2011-04-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for 1am later!! my dad really dotes me alot... :)

2011-04-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

life has been very perfect.plans have been made, all we need is for the time to be ripe. :D

2011-02-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

It's finally the end of February, the approaching of March. Let me come back to reality, H has left the office and D is leaving soon. Who else? Oh yeah, L too. So many of them leaving one by one. The office is not gonna be the office I once knew. There's gotta be loads of new faces, yikes.But the most 舍不得 one, will always be D. We went through thick and thin for more than a year. 183 to office

2011-02-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

Went to NEX on saturday, and i fell in love with it. :) If we didn't get a chance at Punggol Topaz, I suppose we're gonna get a re-sale in Serangoon. :) It's actually not a bad neighbourhood afterall! Am gonna wait for COV to decrease first. :DWalked into Pet Safari, saw Japanese Spitz and Mini Dachshund! Had the sudden urge to get a puppy again. But we put the plan off for a few more years, as

2011-02-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

currently hooked onto this show! shall share all the teasers here~ ("v") 爱似百汇~1.愛似百匯 - 幸福花海篇2.愛似百匯 - 戀愛城市篇3.愛似百匯 - 希望海洋篇4.愛似百匯 - 卡司篇5.愛似百匯 - 大帥哥篇6.愛似百匯 - 日月篇7.愛似百匯 - 綜合篇8.愛似百匯 - 小風篇9.愛似百匯 - 阿一篇10.愛似百匯 - 大業篇11.愛似百匯 - 卜學亮篇12.愛似百匯 - 王彩樺篇13.愛似百匯第一道 - 第一次的邂逅~好糗14.愛似百匯 - 2分鐘接檔篇

it's been a year since...

2011-02-01T09:13:00.001+08:00

it's been a year, how have you been? I hope it's a better place up there for you.. whereby you can get mahjong khakis easily.. and a warm place for you. I'm feeling bad thinking of how we've had no time to travel back and forth to visit you due to no straight flights to you. I know you've been waiting for all of us to be back to visit you, and we failed you. :( you've been hoping to see all of us

2011-01-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

Life has been good to me, good start for 2011! :)Many plans ahead to be done, many plannings to be made. Travel plans tentatively to Bangkok with colleagues, Penang and Taiwan with LoveLove!Many promises made by LoveLove, and I believe he will make it all come true. And I'm so glad that the future we want, is the same. :) Baby, you're the best thing that has entered into my life. :)I've been

2011-01-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

It's 2011! Let's sum up my 2010:- Grandma left us for the other world in Feb, just before CNY.- Flew over to Hainan to pay my last respects to her. Realised she loved me alot. 2D1N back to Dad's hometown. Everything's back to the basic. Simple life, Simple-minded people. First time meeting my nieces and nephew, awkward but it's great.- Visited Resort World Sentosa's casino during CNY. Played a

2010-12-27T20:19:00.001+08:00

just leave me alone. i shall will be fine tomorrow.

2010-12-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!! Had a department gift exchange on 23rd, and I'm freaking lucky! bcos, I received a Gucci perfume from my Senior Manager :) I shall let the pictures do the talking!The gifts we got from drawing the lotsTADAH! After we ripped off the wrapping paper :) and everyone is satisfied with what we've got!And this is the one which I received! super happie!!And.... I met Yiyi and Irene

2010-12-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

let's welcome December with wide arms this year! December is an exciting month this year! loads to look forward to :) our half year benchmark, birth of Jessie's (my senior finance manager) son, Grace coming back from her maternity leave, sis coming back from her student exchange in Ireland, Xmas and etc.lots of weddings and pregnancies around me this year too! too much to mention, and i'm so

2010-10-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

i'm not supposed to have the life i have now. i dun belong anywhere. i'm just better off somewhere, where no one exist. non-existence. i feel like a programmed robot. i shouldn't have such parents, such siblings, such friends and such boyfriend. i deserve nothing, NOTHING AT ALL.maybe, i just deserved to be left alone.

我的幸福呢?

2010-10-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Chanced upon this, find it really meaningful....A :她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。 B: 她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！” 她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？” 他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！” 女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 A: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。” 她：“几点回家？” 他：“吃完很快就回去了。” 九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？” 他：“很快就回家了。” 十一点。十二点

Simple

2010-10-11T21:22:00.002+08:00

Often, we ask for too much in a relationship.When we look back, all that we wanted is just a simple heart.Simple is sweet.Simple life, simple love, simple relationship with a simple person.

next chapter of life..

2010-10-08T15:55:00.001+08:00

YES!! was KPO-ing through the site and I realised the result is out! but, our number is so far away from the number of availables :( but on a happier note, at least we got the chance to have the queue number! :)till then, let's put our fingers crossed! :) and wish me luck~

2010-10-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

I was daydreaming this afternoon, and i thought of something..... The 5 Cs!I'm in my twenties already, and I hope to get all my 5 Cs by perhaps, 45? I know mine's very hard to achieve from where I am now, but oh well, at least this is something to make me work hard for :)Every girls desire their other half to hold 5 Cs. What do you think?I'm a girl who isn't ambitious, but i hope/expect my other

2010-08-10T22:28:00.003+08:00

just changed the blog's song, cos it explains my feelings right now!i'm thankful for you, to ensure that i'm well fed and always around when i need you. you always tolerate my nonsense but gave in to me no matter what. you will always satisfy my cravings no matter where it is, even if you're not sure of the exact location of it, you'll still check the map and bring me there no matter what. you

2010-08-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words. :) so i suppose this post contains more than a million words? :p

can't wait!!

2010-07-27T12:40:00.001+08:00

psss, its my first time blogging from iPhone's app lol! I'm excited! I'm leaving sunny island this Friday.. just 2 more days of work! :)on a lighter note, I better recover fully by thursday! supposed to be MC today but I went back office to clear a lil work, will be on half day MC today.. :) gonna rest well when I get home!!

2010-06-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

thanks for being there for me, thanks for all the promises made fulfilled. ("v")even those which i thought would be impossible, you've made it all possible for me.i like the way we communicate, and the way you always read my mind.i need not say much, and you'd know what i want.and you always make me laugh like a crazy woman no matter where i am.you pamper me just like a lil princess, which really

2010-06-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

我始终相信.. 爱赢才会拼, 在幸福公路上前进!

2010-04-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

i'm looking forward to tomorrow! half day PM leave, and Ip Man 2 at 4.30pm! and maybe dinner at carlton's? LOL. sounds interesting~ :Di'm in the mood for doing some serious shopping tomorrow too! and kbox-ing some time next week i hope? :)life is short, but beautiful... definitely.

2010-04-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have.或许随着周遭的影响，我已不再期盼轰轰烈烈的爱情，反而更期待平平淡淡地过一生。i realise, life has been much happier lately :) i look forward to everyday now! morning calls entertaining to wake me up, lunch with colleagues, and mum's home cooked dinner this week. :) met up with AC and apple for dinner on monday, G-R-E-A-T!booked tickets for Ip Man 2 this

2010-04-19T23:02:00.003+08:00

my life revolves around, work and friends like mechie, bestie, yiyi, irene and sis. :) life feels great. i'm lucky to have colleagues like helen, diana, sharon, adrian and jeremy lee who don't fail to make my day everyday! :) sometimes i realise, 能活着的每一天都是一种恩惠。really..it was one hell of a ride last week. brought home work on monday and tue, OT till 9pm on wed and thu. and finally i left office on

2010-04-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

I think I need some time by myselfWithout anybody elseI just need to unwindIn my time machineI need to go far awayA few years back would be okI just need to unwindIn my time machineShe's got everything that I've got to live without.brought work home today again =_=" 70 Form As to be checked. 180 BP codes to be generated. 400 invoices to be out by monday. so much work, so little time. how i wish,

2010-04-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

yay, finally finished my work! :) oh man, i can't believe i brought work home today again! shall do OT tomorrow instead if i've got work to rush still. bringing it home and back is tiring, serious. looking at the pile of BP codes to be done and invoices to be generated makes me tired, even if its early in the morning!actually i think i'm crazy, cos i found myself loving the new job scope =/ loads

2010-04-11T02:52:00.002+08:00

i'm a happy girl this weekend! :) satisfied my craving for popeye chicken on friday after work, and LAN gaming today! :Dhohoho, mechie treated for arcade and LAN gaming on fri. hahas.. mechie nearly treated for popeye's too! but, lol. i insisted to paying it :) meeting up wif mechie has always been uber enjoyable, cos he always make me laugh non-stop.. till my stomach hurts like hell and my mouth

2010-04-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

i was really wear out after finishing my work at 4.30AM. =_=" and gotta wake up at 7.30am for work, but woke up late cos my morning call came at 8am instead! chop chop and dad was sweet enuff to send me to work! yay, i love him ;Dthanks for surprising me at woodlands MRT after work :) and rushed down to accompany me for dinner upon knowing i'll be eating alone. i wonder how did you managed to get

2010-04-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

p/s KXP: thanks for your breakfast delivery today. got greeted by the big HAN'S plastic bag this morning :) saw how shagged you were when i saw you at the door and i knew that you didn't catch a wink, to get breakfast for me. that's why i asked you to go home straight, instead of sending me to clementi MRT :) and all i wanna tell you is, thank you. :)p/s DP: the reason why i didn't drop by your

2010-04-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

oh no, i hear my "bf" running again =/anyway, it's been great meeting up with friends like min and mechie! :)met min at pasir ris on 26th march as i need to get my nEbo card replaced =/ there goes my $10@! pui. but anyway, we walked around and played bishi bashi! <3 <3! and we settled for dinner at BK. chatted alot and got to know more abt each other's past too.. and we realised we actually have

2010-03-23T01:40:00.002+08:00

what does your occassional good nite SMS-es means? what does your sweet nothings mean? nothing.sending me all these just to let me know that i'm in your thoughts or what? you always do the same shit when i voice it out to you.you asked me to call you, and you didn't pick up the calls. and you called me back hours later, wth?!yes, i was real worried when your asthma came back that week.. i

2010-03-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

this song has been replaying over and over again on my iPhone.. and there's so many thoughts running in my mind meanwhile.. =/黄品冠 - 我以为你曾说不想有天让我知道你对他有那么好你说会懂我的失落不是靠宽容就能够解脱我以为我出现的时候刚好你和他正说要分开我以为你已对他不再期待不纵容他再给你伤害我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生我以为终究你会慢慢明白他的心不在你身上我的关心你依然无动于衷我的以为

2010-02-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

I dunno how should I express myself at this point of time =\ but.. thanks for staying up last night and wait for me to be home! :)

2010-02-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

sleepyhead:you surprised me; by knowing me so well inside out, remembered what i've said before (even trivial ones), and even bothered to remember the date we got to know each other.and you always tend to SMS/call me at the right time when i feel down. just like last night.. if you didn't SMS me last night, like wad you've said, i would have cried myself to sleep. and you're sweet enough to

2010-02-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

i promise to myself that, this shall be the last time i'm tearing for you...

2010-02-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

2nd day of CNY~woke up to someone's SMS as usual in the morning :) slacked around before leaving for RWS with my parents instead of meeting boy.dad drove us there and we paid the levy before entering the long awaited casino in RWS :) it didn't look as grand as i thought it will be. and i itchy hand, went to play abit. ALOHA! won quite a sum initially and i started losing. :( stopped at an amount

2010-02-15T03:54:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year! & happy valentine's! :)this is the first year i'm not celebrating with anyone special after all these years :) boring CNY this year i would say, because i can't go visiting this year too~ boring!received a surprise call from boy at 5.20am to wish me valentine's day haha.. and he sounded super cute half awake! =Xalrights, decided to meet up with bestie for movie + dinner :)

2010-02-04T03:06:00.001+08:00

i'm leaving singapore in a few hours time :)i'm gonna say i <3 u to her when i'm there, i hope she can hear me..and hopefully everything's going to be smooth for me~ :D and i'll be back safely!and hopefully i'll be back by this weekend.. till then!

2009-11-08T20:44:00.011+08:00

just a summary of what i've been doing last week, work was hectic and time just wheezed past:Mondaywas busy with work. met up with mingtai for lunch at work :) caught up alot, talked much more den we did in poly.. company bus-ed down to dhoby ghaut and walked around alone. received a call from janice honey for steamboat at bugis, and so we met for dinner~ steamboat-ed and shopped ard bugis before

2009-11-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

有些人的人生，是直達車有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人… 有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？我的下一站幸福，在哪里呢？:)it's the 6th again.. supposed to be the 41st.. when will i ever forget that every 6th of the month was so important to me??

2009-11-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

他说：以後你如果遇到任何事～直接喊陳振哲～我就會來救你is this... true?

2009-11-03T02:33:00.002+08:00

let me say this again, what you see isn't the truth. who knows how many buckets of tears i've teared ever since that day? who knows how i feel when the emotions came rushing in before i sleep every night? i hate to put on a smiling mask everyday, regardless at work or at home. i'm tired, and sick of it.. but, do i have a choice? i had to do it, i shall not let anyone worry for me. not a single

2009-11-02T00:25:00.001+08:00

zhe sent me this and i find part of it kinda true~ :D☆友情 vs. 愛情〃★友誼：是你打他一巴掌…他會還你一巴掌。愛情：則是會默默承受…且說「打是情、罵是愛」。友誼：是他摟你的腰…會覺得太肉麻。愛情：則是愈緊愈好…最好永遠不要分開?友誼：說話時聲音如雷…不拘小節。愛情：則是輕聲細語…動作溫柔…惟恐嚇到對方。友誼：同床異夢。愛情：夢裡相思。友誼：三秋不見如隔一日。愛情：一日不見如隔三秋。友誼：上公車時…和你一起擠。愛情：是護著你先上車。友誼：一件事和你辯論到底。愛情：任何事都是你對。友誼：盼望能同年同月同日生。愛情：則但願同年同明同日死。友誼：吃飯時…菜單各看一本。愛情：則是共同看一本菜單。友誼：分手時說再見。愛情：則是說「明天見」。友誼：接到你的信時…明天再回信。愛情：則是立刻、馬上回信…一刻都不願耽擱。友誼：會大聲說我有很多朋友。

2009-10-25T14:24:00.002+08:00

yawn, damn tired. yesterday went out to meet janice and her friend jaslyn. :) cabbed down straight to Liquid Kitchen and thomson :) drank tiger beer, but i think Erdinger's not bad :D might go down again next thursday! WOOHOO. drinking is part of my life now (:senior came to fetch me at 11pm+, and we went somewhere to chill and drink the red wine he brought along.. kinda disappointed cos we not

2009-10-24T07:23:00.005+08:00

met da jie for movie on thu, my sister's keeper. nice show, reminded me of him (my cousin) again. =/ okay nvm, anyways it's a real touching and nice show. its a MUST WATCH!! :D movie tickets at $6 just drives me crazy, lols.anyways, went to michele's bday for dinner at 5.30pm :) was considered early cos only chee wee reached when i reach hahaa. waited for her colleagues, and we started steamboat~

2009-10-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

hoho, been enjoying myself lately~ went for movies, ktv and shopping~ :D feels good to be back to the old me again, i guess? (:been catching movies lately, thanks to nEbo card! HAHAHA. cos i get cheaper tickets~ =x caught fame, haeundae and 500 days of summer. coming up next would be.. Imagine That! :D My Sisters' Keeper this week and New Moon in December. lots of other movies i wanna watch too,

2009-10-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

i have the sudden urge to book a ticket to hainan right away.why? because i just realised how much she loves me. i thought she has long forgotten about this granddaughter of hers. :( cos she has never asked about me..but, after i saw the pictures taken from hainan, she actually framed up our photos. was so surprised to see mine up there.. but it was taken ages ago.. :( i only got to see her once,

2009-10-11T02:56:00.002+08:00

just came back from partying at st james~ :) went in boiler room and dragonfly.. felt good to be brought in by members hahhas, cos we skipped the long queue~ :P all thanks to jessie~and i realised, 3 of us were J. hahha. Jessie, Jasmine and Jinling ;)and got to know another new friend, AJ. hen pretty one! :Dk lah, i'm lazy to update.. but it definitely feels good to club with girls~ hee hee. hope

2009-09-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

my fav song now :)i dunno what's wrong lately.. coincidence?? aiyooo.bumped into aravinth on wednesday, and bok chiang chek on thursday.. zzz.and, i received one F1 ticket from an anonymous! it was left on the table of my workplace. apparently that person placed it there and left, with "to: jinling" written on it.. ZZZ.and my colleagues were so excited in guessing who gave me that ticket -_-

2009-08-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me!!i'm finally... 23 :( sigh. 9 more years, and i'm 32! *GASPS* shit.but anyways, i'm happy (: cos he cooked a damn simple dinner for me :D tee hee~ and ralph gets to eat wet food too, bcos it's my birthday! wahahahhas. i'm happy, she's also happy!~ and not to forget, he made me a video (: damn touching can!!will be going out with him for a movie, and den meeting my bestie,

2009-07-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

was discussing with yiyi where we shld have our dinner for my birthday, and she had so many suggestions! but sad to say, quite a number of them reminded me of you.i remember dining in crystal jade with you thrice. once for your mum's birthday in 2006. once on v-day in 2007. and last one on my bday in 2007. i remember bugging you to ding tai fung, but the day never came. probably its always the

2009-07-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

thanks to you, i've lost both of them.thanks to you, i've got no more motivation to live on.thanks to you, i've got no will to live anymore.-------------------------------------------i told you, i'm a 好马不吃回头草. if i've let go, i won't go back to him.why can't you understand?!i'm dead. u can catch me anywhere.how i wish you'll be safe, my precious. :(

2009-07-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

will anyone mourn for me if i were to leave, one fine day?when will it be my turn to be in that wooden box? sighh. i'm nearly a quarter into it alreadyt :)all i'll ever ask, is for ralph to be well taken of. that's all.

2009-07-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

on MC today, damn sucky. was coughing like mad on the way to work, and i vomitted just when i was about to reach my workplace. arghh. and i can't get to see the eclipse in singapore at all! with the rain, nothing can be seen -_-" and so, i went to the doc's, gotten my MC and went back his place to accompany my precious :) took porridge, took medicine and off i went to lala land~ woke up only when

2009-07-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

supposed to meet up with bestie sansan in the morning for k-lunch~ but due to some reasons, she couldn't make it and thus we changed it to dinner :) had a satisfying 10 hr of slp, finally! and i woke up to dacia's MSN message :pmet dacia up at 3.30pm (i was late) at LOT 1.. walked around and decided to grab a bite at long john silver's.. met 3 of my students there hahas, damn coincidence (: they

2009-07-18T15:21:00.002+08:00

its been a day, and i've been thinking..there's so many dreams and trips yet to be fulfilled.- you were asking me just last saturday how much it cost to go taiwan cos you wanted to bring ur mum and me there together, it's gone forever and it will never ever happen to me.- you promised to bring me to marina barrage and mustafa just a week or two ago, and this trip will never ever come cos the

2009-07-17T02:54:00.003+08:00

this is my 801th post, and this ends everything.my garden of smiles has quit, my pillar of strength has left.i'm on my very own from this moment on. i wanna blog this and remember this very date 170709. the day when everything crashed on me and i still gotta be strong.my world will never be colourful again, and i've made certain decisions to change my life.i'm gonna study and have a change of

上帝；最美丽的第七天

2009-07-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

上帝创造天地万物，做了七天的时间，他将最美丽的事物都放在世人的面前，所以人生在世，无论你经历过什么，只要你懂得珍惜，一切都可以是最美好的！

2009-07-12T04:05:00.001+08:00

its been so long since i last heard that word from you.. when will i ever get to hear it again?? ):i envy them...

2009-06-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

this song explains how i feel in the past.. where has it gona to now?梁静茹 - 今天情人节作曲：关大洲填词：姚若龙小任性闹情绪曾让爱淋过了雨滴放开又握紧会思念的手心坏习惯倔脾气没抱歉也可以忘记那是什么都不计较的亲密再跳到你背上的海边更靠近天堂看的更远我们笑着跑横越海岸线的蜿蜒一个微妙的体贴我知道今天会是情人节不是第一次听你说永远泪水还是涌成温泉一个为爱的改变我知道今天就是情人节你要我看见我有多特别让新快乐和好回忆重叠坏习惯倔脾气没抱歉也可以忘记那是什么都不计较的亲密再跳到你背上的海边更靠近天堂看的更远我们笑着跑

2009-06-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

will i feel like this years later?How do you describe missing someone really badly?For me,It is an inexplicable mystery.A puzzle with a misplaced piece.A fish out of the water.A drop of tear in the vast ocean.The desire for warmth in the depths of winter.The needed air that you breathe.And wanting that someone back is likewanting snow in summer, rain in the desert.You're never going to be whole

2009-06-23T02:09:00.003+08:00

i'm not fit to have everything i have now.i'm not up to it.i lost totally.goodbye love.will be visiting somewhere in half hr's time (: i just wanna be alone.

2009-06-23T01:30:00.001+08:00

you are the one who- made me realise that life is colourful instead of only black and white- made me realise that love is beautiful- made me believe in you- made me see our future together- made me dream of our future- made me realise which career path i wantedbut everything changed, totally, drastically.there's too much uncertainty. i'm afraid, bcos i'm losing.i'm losing my stand. but what

2009-05-29T16:50:00.002+08:00

you're flying anytime now, sis. do take care, i believe they will take very good care of you..i'll be all alone at home everyday now.yes, i think i sound extremely contradicting..close friends will know that i always complain about this and that all about her.. but i guess deep down i'm actually concerned about her.. loli'll miss her complaints, miss her naggings and such..but on a lighter note,

2009-05-26T20:42:00.002+08:00

i'm still pondering, what have i done wrong?many have told me, i did not do anything wrong, so why did it happen so?what have gone wrong in the process?is it really just you,just me, or both of us?all i can hope for the outcome is, we'll still be the same; no change at all.but is it possible?this is the only wish i have now.just a simple wish, will u grant me my wish?-----------------------------

2009-05-25T00:59:00.003+08:00

i'm blogging at this hour, at this time because i know that no one reads my blog anymore which includes him (:sleepless nights are my best friends lately.. (: they company me through the night, watching me. restaurant city is my fav game now, because i'll be busy doing this and that till i forget everything (: superb! wedding dash and sally's salon not bad too..do you know that you worried me

2009-05-21T19:16:00.002+08:00

it's the 7th day of your departure at 12am later.. and you'll drop by your place.. i'll pray that yiyi gets to see you, because she really do miss you.. dearly.. i'm glad that you visited her last night.. she's really happy..on another note.. aahhh. everything changed so fast. i'm trying to get used to all the changes, because i'm superwoman! :) met up wif 2 friends consecutively yesterday after

2009-05-16T22:54:00.001+08:00

RIP friend.expected it, but still can't take it.won't be able to get over so fast,but i'll try.will get you to get over it too :)i'll tryi'm able to get over it.i have to.and lastly, i'll miss you, my friend.it's hard to accept the 2nd death of a friend within a year. it's more than devastating.

2009-05-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

i can't be the 1st even after 3 years, or maybe 30 40 years later it's still the same.i won't get the care and concern i expected from you even if its 30 40 years later it's still the same.i think i should know where i stand, and not demand more.i should be the one lying on the bed waiting to die, not him.i'm not as fillial as him.i'm not as gifted as him.i'm not as clever as him.he doesn't

2009-04-22T23:04:00.005+08:00

life's so far so good. i'm happy with my work, love, family and life. :) i'm basically living in happiness everyday.. heh. seeing the smiles on the kids face everyday brightens up my day! and cady always surprise me with her acts every single day, without fail! woahhh, i think this is almost my dream life, just a lil difference is my current status (:was hook'd onto auditionSEA all over again for

2009-04-19T02:30:00.002+08:00

texas hold'em wif dear and co at The Chuan, and we won! mcd breakfast, slept over, and chomp chomp for dinner. i'm down with flu now.zzzz.pls get well soon, i need to work on monday! ahhhhhhhh

2009-04-16T02:06:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna be a pre-school teacher as of today :D wow, it's kinda like.. a dream come true? wahhaha..anyways, changed blog song to this thai song which i really heart <3>My Love Is You MV - Ann Thitimaeven went to google on her, Ann Thitima. LOL. and i realised that some of her songs are really not bad~ hurr. maybe i shld get her album too.. but i wonder, where can i get it from..? =/

2009-03-25T02:21:00.003+08:00

i'm so emo lately. i dunno why? just like this morning when dear accidentally hit my nose v hard. in the past, i would have just held back the tears and walk away, but i failed this morning. i literally started crying and wailing the moment he hit my nose :/ i feel so.... baby-ish. ahhhhhhh.i cry reading stories of dogs who had cancer and how they fought on. i cry reading stories of dogs who met

2009-03-14T03:44:00.004+08:00

This story made me cried..Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.Guy: No, this is fun.Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!Guy : Then tell me you love me.Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.Girl : *hugs him*Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.Girl: Alright, now slow downGuy: I love you babe..Girl: I love you too, please just slow down now!

2009-03-13T15:15:00.002+08:00

to him:i hope you will do just fine, and get better. i wanna see the healthy and lively you again, but can i? your health is deteriorating, dear friend. we just hope the best for you, for you to recover, and for you to be dependent on yourself again. need not rely on any machinces or whatsoever to keep you alive. but.... if you're really feeling terrible, i bet they rather you go. at least you

2009-03-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

this is infuriating! he's fined, and banned from driving for causing a death okay!somemore, fined $5,000 and banned for driving for 3 years ONLY. i can't believe it.it's too light, isn't it? afterall, he caused a death. it should somehow be heavier.you will get your just desserts anyway..arghhhhh

2009-03-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

finally, i'm jobless again. but thank god i left my position safely! as in, i cleared my clearance! (:watched marley and me today wif dear (: nice amd touching show which made me pondered alot. wondered how my ralph would be when she needs to leave. in the show when marley had to leave, i think i teared buckets. can feel how the owner felt and at that instance, i felt haertpain(physically) which

2009-02-22T18:51:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging, yes i know. will make it up slowly as i'm busy with clearance for my job..suddenly felt so emo. especially after i chanced upon Ella's album Qiang Qiang. and i've read about Davee's death while blog-hopping days ago. btw Davee's a dog :) been reading about her updates as she had cancer. but she eventually gave up days ago :(i can't believe i'm tearing after watching the

2009-02-14T00:56:00.001+08:00

ooooh, it's 14th feb again!HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!love is in the air~~~~~

2009-01-26T10:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINES NIU YEAR!*ang baos are rolling in!!*

2008-12-09T13:37:00.020+08:00

too lazy to blog lately.. wahhahas.. celebrated keli's birthday on 20.11.08! dear came over to fetch me and off we went to the pub with ah zhu! keli and adrain ordered the large martell which the call the big cannon aka dua pao. and i think james was in a drunken state and he took out the martell tag and tell me it worths much more than those LV, Gucci bags.. -_- HAHAHAHAHAAA! i doubt he

2008-11-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

it feels weird without having you by me at night hurr. =xtaiwan seems to be a fav country to travel to, this year.. why, u ask? because many of my friends have went/are going to taiwan this year! OMG LAAAA. roy just came back and sh's flying off tml! wahhhhh. lols.. i wanna go again, maybe next year? :D waahhahas..on a lighter note, cady's staying over at dear's place now! i'm so glad that shes

2008-11-22T22:43:00.001+08:00

do you know that today marks the 900th day?it's been 900 days since we're together...but i doubt you know this anyway

2008-11-22T19:47:00.000+08:00

i don't feel good, as always, on saturdays.just leave me alone.

arrival of my iPhone!

2008-11-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

wheee~ iPhone greeted me with a grin when i reached home just now! was so excited and i opened the box immediately! the box wasn't opened yet, because he wanted me to open it up myself :) hehs..finally... i can get my samsung u700 for repair! :D anyways i'm still trying to explore around, download apps for iPhone now! *busy!!*

2008-11-14T10:01:00.003+08:00

YOOHOOO! i'm getting my hands on this gadget baby by next week!YESS!! it's iPHONE! =D wheee~ but i'm getting a black one though =( though i'd prefer WHITE!nvm, coz daddy's getting it for me! wahahahhas.i'm finally getting this.. yes! forget about iTouch, that can wait :) having iPhone with iTouch would be a total bliss! can someone get me an iTouch? pretty.... please???

2008-10-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

[稻香] 詞：周杰倫曲：周杰倫對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落請你打開電視看看多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去我們是不是該知足珍惜一切就算沒有擁有還記得你說家是唯一的城堡隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑小時候的夢我知道不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧回到最初的美好不要這麼容易就想放棄就像我說的追不到的夢想換個夢不就得了為自己的人生鮮艷上色先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色

2008-09-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

dear told me something amusing:dear wanted to train both ralph and cody to toilet training, so that we can save water. (electricity and water is getting costly!) so he left cody in the toilet with door closed but not locked, and of coz he started to bark non-stop! thus, my heroine ralph used her head to bang open the door to "save" her buddy =.= BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! end up they played in there,

2008-09-24T09:48:00.002+08:00

YOOHOOO! i'm happy all over again :) because we've decided to keep her, have her trained, vaccinated, and hmmm.. pampered! :D whheeee~ loss of sleep because of that issue for both of us~ HAHAS! yayyy~ and i want a japanese spitz! *pout*anyway, dear fetched me after work yesterday and sent me to daddy's office :) so sweet hokay! and dad sent me back home at night.. and i cried to my heart's

2008-09-23T00:34:00.002+08:00

please tell me this is a nightmare,and wake me up soon..this is the worst nightmare i ever had in my lifenow i know how people feel when they lost their loved ones. i'm losing mine soon. and the worse thing is you know they will be gone soon but YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN.she's not gonna be mine anymore, she's gonna have another to stand by her at all times.how i wish i'm the one walking her through her

2008-09-22T23:13:00.004+08:00

its really heart wrenching for me to see her photo on adoptions page, and i had to do it :(my tears flow like a never-ending tap all along ever since i started keying her details in.i don't have a choice, do i?my heart is bleeding like f***, can anyone please stop it for me?i had no choice, i can't possibly abandon her. i dun want that nightmare which caused me to cry in my sleep, to come true.