Sunday, November 08, 2009

just a summary of what i've been doing last week, work was hectic and time just wheezed past:

Monday
was busy with work. met up with mingtai for lunch at work :) caught up alot, talked much more den we did in poly.. company bus-ed down to dhoby ghaut and walked around alone. received a call from janice honey for steamboat at bugis, and so we met for dinner~ steamboat-ed and shopped ard bugis before MRT-ing back. received an SMS from someone i didn't expect to, replied and i felt like a fool crying on the MRT after that.

MRT broke down and thus got to bus back to woodlands before taking the long, dark road home :) lucky i got someone on the line with, so that i feel more secure walking back :D

Tuesday
met up with sis michele for dinner at JP and manicure after that~ everything was so last min!! thanks for the dinner treat at ichiban sushi~ and yea, enjoyed the session with her~ and we cabbed back after that~

Wednesday
met up with da jie for Michael Jackson's This Is It. fell asleep awhile in the cinema, but no its not because the show is boring, it's because I'M DAMN TIRED! :(

Thursday
was a good girl, went home straight after work on thursday. need to replenish energy!!

Friday
met up with bestie sansan on fri and we shopped in Lot1~ bought 2 pairs of shoes from Mondo for $44 ONLY! and a bottle of perfume from SASA at $29. OMG, i'm turning into a spendthrift :( thanks to my sponsor though, but i promise to return once i've gotten my pay :)

Saturday
went for malcolm's graduation ceremony at braddell heights CC in serangoon. let the pictures talk :) and watched Jennifer's Body with da jie in cineleisure after that. dinner-ed at Xin Wang Cafe, and K-BOX till 4am. TOTALLY INSANE!! cos i gotta wake up at 10am the nxt day~

Malcolm's Graduation

See Yee's Wedding Luncheon

8:44 PM

Friday, November 06, 2009

有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

我的下一站幸福，在哪里呢？:)

it's the 6th again.. supposed to be the 41st.. when will i ever forget that every 6th of the month was so important to me??

11:48 PM

他说：

以後你如果遇到任何事～直接喊陳振哲～我就會來救你

is this... true?

12:36 AM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

let me say this again, what you see isn't the truth. who knows how many buckets of tears i've teared ever since that day? who knows how i feel when the emotions came rushing in before i sleep every night? i hate to put on a smiling mask everyday, regardless at work or at home. i'm tired, and sick of it.. but, do i have a choice? i had to do it, i shall not let anyone worry for me. not a single soul.

i feel myself alive, when i'm drinking. i felt alive when i feel numb after drinking. it's like.. "hey, i'm indeed alive!" i'm starting to fall in love of being numb :) listening to live bands makes me immense myself in music only, forgetting whatever sorrows i have at that point of time. i can forget about being myself and go along with the music..

i wanna be happier, stronger and braver. i wanna be independent, dun wanna depend on anyone anymore. i wanna let everyone know that "jinling is a very brave girl :)"

if you are happier without me in your life, please leave and forget me and i'll be glad that i made the right choice by leaving you. the day i remove the ring from my necklace, will be the day i have put you down totally, and moved on with my life. oh btw, do listen to SHE's 安靜了. some parts of the lyrics, is what i wanna say to you. i dedicate this song to, you. (you know who you are)

but sometimes, i really do wish to have a shoulder to lean on, when i'm real tired and sick of life.. where is that shoulder i've been looking for? :(

ps: met up wif MT for lunch today, will blog abt it soon~

2:33 AM

Monday, November 02, 2009

zhe sent me this and i find part of it kinda true~ :D

☆友情 vs. 愛情〃★

友誼：是你打他一巴掌…他會還你一巴掌。
愛情：則是會默默承受…且說「打是情、罵是愛」。

友誼：是他摟你的腰…會覺得太肉麻。
愛情：則是愈緊愈好…最好永遠不要分開?

友誼：說話時聲音如雷…不拘小節。
愛情：則是輕聲細語…動作溫柔…惟恐嚇到對方。

友誼：同床異夢。
愛情：夢裡相思。

友誼：三秋不見如隔一日。
愛情：一日不見如隔三秋。

友誼：上公車時…和你一起擠。
愛情：是護著你先上車。

友誼：一件事和你辯論到底。
愛情：任何事都是你對。

友誼：盼望能同年同月同日生。
愛情：則但願同年同明同日死。

友誼：吃飯時…菜單各看一本。
愛情：則是共同看一本菜單。

友誼：分手時說再見。
愛情：則是說「明天見」。

友誼：接到你的信時…明天再回信。
愛情：則是立刻、馬上回信…一刻都不願耽擱。

友誼：會大聲說我有很多朋友。
愛情：則會說只有一個你。

友誼：買一樣東西時…會說「沒眼光」。
愛情：則會說「你好眼力，會挑好的東西」。

友誼：笑會遙遠祝福你。
愛情：則是含淚遙遠思念你。

友誼：是將你的相片放在相簿中。
愛情：是會將相片隨身攜帶。

友誼：走路時保持距離。
愛情：則是沒有距離並且手拉手。

12:25 AM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

yawn, damn tired. yesterday went out to meet janice and her friend jaslyn. :) cabbed down straight to Liquid Kitchen and thomson :) drank tiger beer, but i think Erdinger's not bad :D might go down again next thursday! WOOHOO. drinking is part of my life now (:

senior came to fetch me at 11pm+, and we went somewhere to chill and drink the red wine he brought along.. kinda disappointed cos we not going st james :( but still, it's enjoyable! the scene was good, chatting under the stars, iLIKE! time passed so fast and its time to go home! cos need to wakie early today.. ):

and i still have this headache.. is it considered... hangover??? =/

till then!
i can't wait to meet janice and jaslyn on thursday, jessie and maybe janice on friday, hopefully able to meet up with jasmine, jessie and michelle on saturday! ahhhhh. i'm looking forward!! <3

2:24 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

met da jie for movie on thu, my sister's keeper. nice show, reminded me of him (my cousin) again. =/ okay nvm, anyways it's a real touching and nice show. its a MUST WATCH!! :D movie tickets at $6 just drives me crazy, lols.

anyways, went to michele's bday for dinner at 5.30pm :) was considered early cos only chee wee reached when i reach hahaa. waited for her colleagues, and we started steamboat~ jie came up wif mathias and manfred.. and i went down to find jie after i finished my food, cos their colleagues keep talk abt work, felt so awkward..

went down shun bian see my beloved cady~ tee hee. still as mushroom-headed as before.. damn cute lah~ i miss her ): oh, and i left at 9pm+ to go to a pub which michele's mum brought us to.. at bt timah shopping centre's ten years after.. her dad opened a martell cordon blue and i finished 4 glasses of it within an hour =/ i know its scary, i find it scary too =x and we left at 11pm cos we find ourselves very out of place and they (michele and chee wee) decided to go home already and so we cabbed home..

wanted to go over to drangonfly.. due to I MISSED THE LAST TRAIN TO AMK, i didnt go. cos cab fare expensive, with midnight charge! damnnn. stayed at home and msn-ed, webcam-ed. s dropped by to deliver supper cos i was super hungry due to the alcohol i had earlier on.. and suggested to see sunrise at ECP (: considered for quite some time before i decided to go, so surprised s was all the while downstairs :) drove over to ECP, watched the sunrise and had mac breakfast before coming back.. damn tired.. gonna sleep soon!

will be meeting janice and her fren for a drink at thomson tonight, and den going to st james with senior tonight~ dun mind going st james tonight cos senior will be driving, wahahaha. OMG. i feel like a clubber now. going st james again nxt fri and sat.. aaahhhh. but at least, i'm happy i have friends around going through my rough patch with me :) *hugs everyone!*

on my way to michele's place:

my beloved cady:

and this is manfred, damn cutie:

he say he's driving car here lols..
and this is the youngest, mathias who always pout:

alrights, gotta go rest before partying my way tonight, ahahha!
till den!

7:23 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

hoho, been enjoying myself lately~ went for movies, ktv and shopping~ :D feels good to be back to the old me again, i guess? (:

been catching movies lately, thanks to nEbo card! HAHAHA. cos i get cheaper tickets~ =x caught fame, haeundae and 500 days of summer. coming up next would be.. Imagine That! :D My Sisters' Keeper this week and New Moon in December. lots of other movies i wanna watch too, anymore khakis?? =P

KTV-ed with dacia on deepavali~ wahahhas. it was sucha last min decision!! but i'm glad we enjoyed ourselves and everything seems to be so smooth sailing for me~ and i've gotten a job at the company where dacia's working :) yeahh!

managed to pamper myself with little gifts lately, to keep myself happy :) and i hope, with new job, i'm gonna start my life anew with my driving lessons and hopefully pet grooming lessons too :) meet ups with frens are queueing up already lols, so sorry! will try to plan out everything and let you all knowwwww :D

oh oh, anyway it was so saddening when i went back to see my precious.. malcolm thought i go far far away and not coming back already hahas =x silly boy~ and i even promised his mum i'll visit her often even if she didn't mention.. ahhh, am i doing the right thing? :( and she asked me to put myself before others too.. hmmmm. i'm learning to, slowly..... :)